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I'd like to preface by saying I hope this post doesn't come off as gloating or tone-deaf, but this is something I am truly struggling with and so would like any input anyone has to offer.
I went to a public state university for undergrad, and I honestly think the quality of education here is not that great. I have felt that a lot of my high school courses were more challenging than my STEM courses in college. That said, I think it has allowed me to "stand out" or at least be one of the better students and maintain a good GPA along with managing a decent MCAT. I've been blessed with a T20 acceptance, something I didn't even dare dream about at the beginning of the cycle. However, now that the immediate surge of dopamine has somewhat subsided, I feel hit by the reality that I would probably be miles behind everyone else if I do attend that school. I'm not exactly sure how to put this into words, but I'm not sure I'd be well-adjusted if I am constantly lagging behind my peers or if there's a large disparity in our starting points. I know this literally sounds like imposter syndrome, but I do actually think the truth is that I haven't worked as hard during undergrad as other people who might have gotten into the same school. I'm honestly afraid of always feeling like I'm one step behind or that I don't have as much to offer.
Therefore, I am considering my only other option, which is a public university medical school that's ranked T50 by Usnews. Would there actually be an appreciable difference in either institution? I just feel like I'd fit in more with people at a public school lol but that thought might be completely off. I know people advise against going off "vibes" from interview day. Financially, both of these would cost about the same with the T20 school being a bit more expensive since I am OOS at both.
If you've read all this, thank you for your time!!
TLDR: Has anyone gone to a ""prestigious"" (lol) medical school from a ****ty UG and how was your transition? Alternatively, does anyone have any general advice about picking schools? I'm still conflicted about how much ranking / pedigree matters and whether there's a difference between a "T20" and a "T50" (quotes bc I know rankings are pretty controversial). Not sure what specialty to go into, so I guess it wouldn't hurt to keep as many doors open as possible.
I went to a public state university for undergrad, and I honestly think the quality of education here is not that great. I have felt that a lot of my high school courses were more challenging than my STEM courses in college. That said, I think it has allowed me to "stand out" or at least be one of the better students and maintain a good GPA along with managing a decent MCAT. I've been blessed with a T20 acceptance, something I didn't even dare dream about at the beginning of the cycle. However, now that the immediate surge of dopamine has somewhat subsided, I feel hit by the reality that I would probably be miles behind everyone else if I do attend that school. I'm not exactly sure how to put this into words, but I'm not sure I'd be well-adjusted if I am constantly lagging behind my peers or if there's a large disparity in our starting points. I know this literally sounds like imposter syndrome, but I do actually think the truth is that I haven't worked as hard during undergrad as other people who might have gotten into the same school. I'm honestly afraid of always feeling like I'm one step behind or that I don't have as much to offer.
Therefore, I am considering my only other option, which is a public university medical school that's ranked T50 by Usnews. Would there actually be an appreciable difference in either institution? I just feel like I'd fit in more with people at a public school lol but that thought might be completely off. I know people advise against going off "vibes" from interview day. Financially, both of these would cost about the same with the T20 school being a bit more expensive since I am OOS at both.
If you've read all this, thank you for your time!!
TLDR: Has anyone gone to a ""prestigious"" (lol) medical school from a ****ty UG and how was your transition? Alternatively, does anyone have any general advice about picking schools? I'm still conflicted about how much ranking / pedigree matters and whether there's a difference between a "T20" and a "T50" (quotes bc I know rankings are pretty controversial). Not sure what specialty to go into, so I guess it wouldn't hurt to keep as many doors open as possible.