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Hi everyone,
I have been smoking pot for three years, about three-six times per week during the school year and less during winter and summer break. I usually smoke at night time after I am done with everything. I often gain a lot of insights into myself and do quite amount of thinking.
I don't think it has effected my grades much because I have 3.9 gpa, 36 Mcat, and I was able to participate in several extra curriculars. Also another reason I continuously smoke is because of its effects on me when I'm not "high". For example, the day after I smoke, I am very relaxed and can get unusually large amount of work done. However, when I'm not smoking(~1-3 months since last time) I have a hard time concentrating on what I need to be doing and I don't know why, but have a lot of difficulty doing school work.
So I chose to write about this because it has been occurring to me that it conflicts with my decision to pursue medicine. I do not believe that in the norms of medicine, marijuana usage is accepted. Over the past year I have been thinking about turning away from marijuana. So from May through July, I did not smoke marijuana. During this period I constantly slipped into a depression and had a hard time keeping focus. And I know some of you may argue that the depression is from dependence on Marijuana, but I was constantly depressed or had some disorder up until my junior year of high school when i started smoking. All of a sudden, my grades in schools increased significantly. I started looking forward to learning and going to school rather then not caring for it. I went from someone with grades in the middle to someone who had one of the top grades.
Anyway I am thinking about starting smoking again since it facilitates a productive and happier lifestyle. I wanted to know some of your opinions on this matter. Is it definitely a no-no for life in medical school and beyond or is it something I can continue to use since it facilitates my life. Also does marijuana have negative connotations because it is illegal or because of it's actual effects.
I have been smoking pot for three years, about three-six times per week during the school year and less during winter and summer break. I usually smoke at night time after I am done with everything. I often gain a lot of insights into myself and do quite amount of thinking.
I don't think it has effected my grades much because I have 3.9 gpa, 36 Mcat, and I was able to participate in several extra curriculars. Also another reason I continuously smoke is because of its effects on me when I'm not "high". For example, the day after I smoke, I am very relaxed and can get unusually large amount of work done. However, when I'm not smoking(~1-3 months since last time) I have a hard time concentrating on what I need to be doing and I don't know why, but have a lot of difficulty doing school work.
So I chose to write about this because it has been occurring to me that it conflicts with my decision to pursue medicine. I do not believe that in the norms of medicine, marijuana usage is accepted. Over the past year I have been thinking about turning away from marijuana. So from May through July, I did not smoke marijuana. During this period I constantly slipped into a depression and had a hard time keeping focus. And I know some of you may argue that the depression is from dependence on Marijuana, but I was constantly depressed or had some disorder up until my junior year of high school when i started smoking. All of a sudden, my grades in schools increased significantly. I started looking forward to learning and going to school rather then not caring for it. I went from someone with grades in the middle to someone who had one of the top grades.
Anyway I am thinking about starting smoking again since it facilitates a productive and happier lifestyle. I wanted to know some of your opinions on this matter. Is it definitely a no-no for life in medical school and beyond or is it something I can continue to use since it facilitates my life. Also does marijuana have negative connotations because it is illegal or because of it's actual effects.

