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Hey guys! So bear with me, this may be a bit long... but I really would like some honest, thoughtful advice from several different viewpoints.
I am 22, (often confusing it with being about 45), and began college at 17 after graduating high school early. I completed four years at a community college, and just finished a year at a university to complete my undergrad. I am tracking about another year, year and a half to completion. The reason for the four years of community college... trying to figure out what I wanted to do, finished an associates and started pre reqs for nursing, realized I wanted to go into medicine and needed a four year degree, thus, at a university now. I am pursuing a biomedical science degree which is taking slightly longer than other degrees, but I am fine with that. I joined the military at 17 and have been in the Army National Guard for the last 5 years. This is a few days out of the month commitment. I also worked as an EMT for 2 years on an ambulance and have worked the last 6 months as an ED tech in the ED, part time. I also babysit part time and have full time school. I manage this well most days. I work well under stress and prefer it that way.
I have traveled to Africa and Central America within the last year for medical volunteer work which I thoroughly love. This is something I would love to continue to do throughout my life as it brings me so much joy!
I have been in a serious relationship for the last five years (he's 24), and we both have always wanted children and a family. He is also an EMT as well as a firefighter; working on his bachelors as well. Although I know time will tell and you cannot plan everything, we have discussed marriage in the next few years post undergrad, and children after PA school.
Now.... hopefully that is enough background, or maybe too much. But I am back on the PA vs MD debate. I have felt confident in my decision to attend PA school for the past 3 or so years now. However, once starting to work in the ED (fairly busy hospital, close to inner city but still suburbs area, average 200 patients a day with 4 trauma rooms), I have begun to question that. All of the PA's that work in our ED are extremely nice and seem to enjoy their career. However, I see most of them doing things such as suturing/ fast track/ low acuity things. All of the big traumas that come in are run by the MD and the trauma surgeon, along with RN's, RT, techs (me ), etc. I'm not really sure how I feel about this. I am aware that this is very hospital dependent, but do I really want to be job searching for only specific hospitals in order to practice the way I want to? Also, the idea of a family and traveling is very important to me. Medicine is my passion but I don't want it to consume my life. I'm okay with it being a huge factor but I do crave that balance. The PA school I would like to attend is 3 years, and with med school only being a year longer, is there really any reason not to? I used to think of residency as still being in school and sort of this black hole where you can't do anything else with your life but I'm really seeing that that is not the case. Any insight on residency, or starting a family during it? I am a little worried about when I would be able to have children if I went the MD route. Post med school I will be about 27/28/29 depending on when I get accepted, and I really don't want to wait until after residency to start a family. This is where PA fit perfect as I will have graduated and be able to start my career, have children, buy a house etc....
But I really do worry about the scope. Another issue I had was that I wasn't sure how I felt about specializing. In my head, I would love to dabble in everything, ED, trauma surgery, peds, cardiothoracic, neuro.... but is that just me being young and inexperienced? I have shadowed in all of those departments and am so intrigued by them all. I'm afraid if I specialize I will wish I was able to try other things. This is where PA was a positive as it would allow me to switch within reason. I am okay with extra training for those specialties but unsure of how I feel on going back for a residency each time... I am not sure how heavily I should weight this as my main love is emergency medicine, and maybe with time I will realize that although the other specialties are intriguing, this is the one I want to pursue?
Lastly, I really enjoy research. I have done a few research projects in genetics and micro and would love to continue this throughout my life. I have such a brain for research and am worried about the PA's place in this. I also would love to teach at the med/PA school's while still practicing. I know that PA's are able to do this but is it the same for MD?
I hope this doesn't sound too all over the place. I understand that I am young, but please know that my mindset is not always that of a 22 year old. I have contemplated this for several years, and am not still trying to "soul search". I have lived a much larger life than my age shows, and am at the point where I am trying to find the best fit for my future self and family.
EDIT: I have never been interested in primary care. Aside from clinical trials and hard to crack cases, I have never taken much interest to working with the same patients long term. I would rather work with traumas or in the ED where you fix what you can in that time, and either discharge them or send them to a specialist. Don't get me wrong, I do enjoy patient care and talking to patients. I know those statements may be contradictory but if you saw me at work I really do enjoy patient contact and love people. But my heart is in the biology of what's going on over everything else.
I also don't have an ego. I am not searching for that title of Dr. and am comfortable with having people over me. I am very focused on the hands on, though. I really don't want to feel limited in my practice and not able to preform procedures because they are more suited for a doctor. Having a ceiling professionally is a big fear of mine, especially in a career I could work in for 30+ years. How much autonomy do PA's really have in emergency medicine, from your experience?
I am 22, (often confusing it with being about 45), and began college at 17 after graduating high school early. I completed four years at a community college, and just finished a year at a university to complete my undergrad. I am tracking about another year, year and a half to completion. The reason for the four years of community college... trying to figure out what I wanted to do, finished an associates and started pre reqs for nursing, realized I wanted to go into medicine and needed a four year degree, thus, at a university now. I am pursuing a biomedical science degree which is taking slightly longer than other degrees, but I am fine with that. I joined the military at 17 and have been in the Army National Guard for the last 5 years. This is a few days out of the month commitment. I also worked as an EMT for 2 years on an ambulance and have worked the last 6 months as an ED tech in the ED, part time. I also babysit part time and have full time school. I manage this well most days. I work well under stress and prefer it that way.
I have traveled to Africa and Central America within the last year for medical volunteer work which I thoroughly love. This is something I would love to continue to do throughout my life as it brings me so much joy!
I have been in a serious relationship for the last five years (he's 24), and we both have always wanted children and a family. He is also an EMT as well as a firefighter; working on his bachelors as well. Although I know time will tell and you cannot plan everything, we have discussed marriage in the next few years post undergrad, and children after PA school.
Now.... hopefully that is enough background, or maybe too much. But I am back on the PA vs MD debate. I have felt confident in my decision to attend PA school for the past 3 or so years now. However, once starting to work in the ED (fairly busy hospital, close to inner city but still suburbs area, average 200 patients a day with 4 trauma rooms), I have begun to question that. All of the PA's that work in our ED are extremely nice and seem to enjoy their career. However, I see most of them doing things such as suturing/ fast track/ low acuity things. All of the big traumas that come in are run by the MD and the trauma surgeon, along with RN's, RT, techs (me ), etc. I'm not really sure how I feel about this. I am aware that this is very hospital dependent, but do I really want to be job searching for only specific hospitals in order to practice the way I want to? Also, the idea of a family and traveling is very important to me. Medicine is my passion but I don't want it to consume my life. I'm okay with it being a huge factor but I do crave that balance. The PA school I would like to attend is 3 years, and with med school only being a year longer, is there really any reason not to? I used to think of residency as still being in school and sort of this black hole where you can't do anything else with your life but I'm really seeing that that is not the case. Any insight on residency, or starting a family during it? I am a little worried about when I would be able to have children if I went the MD route. Post med school I will be about 27/28/29 depending on when I get accepted, and I really don't want to wait until after residency to start a family. This is where PA fit perfect as I will have graduated and be able to start my career, have children, buy a house etc....
But I really do worry about the scope. Another issue I had was that I wasn't sure how I felt about specializing. In my head, I would love to dabble in everything, ED, trauma surgery, peds, cardiothoracic, neuro.... but is that just me being young and inexperienced? I have shadowed in all of those departments and am so intrigued by them all. I'm afraid if I specialize I will wish I was able to try other things. This is where PA was a positive as it would allow me to switch within reason. I am okay with extra training for those specialties but unsure of how I feel on going back for a residency each time... I am not sure how heavily I should weight this as my main love is emergency medicine, and maybe with time I will realize that although the other specialties are intriguing, this is the one I want to pursue?
Lastly, I really enjoy research. I have done a few research projects in genetics and micro and would love to continue this throughout my life. I have such a brain for research and am worried about the PA's place in this. I also would love to teach at the med/PA school's while still practicing. I know that PA's are able to do this but is it the same for MD?
I hope this doesn't sound too all over the place. I understand that I am young, but please know that my mindset is not always that of a 22 year old. I have contemplated this for several years, and am not still trying to "soul search". I have lived a much larger life than my age shows, and am at the point where I am trying to find the best fit for my future self and family.
EDIT: I have never been interested in primary care. Aside from clinical trials and hard to crack cases, I have never taken much interest to working with the same patients long term. I would rather work with traumas or in the ED where you fix what you can in that time, and either discharge them or send them to a specialist. Don't get me wrong, I do enjoy patient care and talking to patients. I know those statements may be contradictory but if you saw me at work I really do enjoy patient contact and love people. But my heart is in the biology of what's going on over everything else.
I also don't have an ego. I am not searching for that title of Dr. and am comfortable with having people over me. I am very focused on the hands on, though. I really don't want to feel limited in my practice and not able to preform procedures because they are more suited for a doctor. Having a ceiling professionally is a big fear of mine, especially in a career I could work in for 30+ years. How much autonomy do PA's really have in emergency medicine, from your experience?
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