Medical School Has Made Me Sick :(

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Hey Everyone,

I'm not sure if anyone's experienced anything like this, but I've developed a chronic anxiety/panic disorder while in med school. Usually before exams, I start vomiting uncontrollably and developing panic symptoms of heart palpitations, sweaty hands, etc.

Had med school made anyone else sick?
 
Smile'n'Wink MD said:
Hey Everyone,

I'm not sure if anyone's experienced anything like this, but I've developed a chronic anxiety/panic disorder while in med school. Usually before exams, I start vomiting uncontrollably and developing panic symptoms of heart palpitations, sweaty hands, etc.

Had med school made anyone else sick?
While I don't have symptoms as severe as yours, I've definitely been sick more times this year than I have been in recent memory. Have you tried seeing a doctor about your problem? A lot of my classmates complain about the same thing. Good luck 🙂
 
This whole year has been one long, nasty illness, with occasional brief periods of wellness. In regard to exams, though, I've finally reached the point where I feel like the grades I get are within my control. In spite of constantly being sick.
 
to the OP:

I would definitely talk to the school counselor about this, and if necessary, get some treatment from a psychiatrist too, only because panic disorder is sooooo treatable, and there are a variety of ways to do it, too--behavioral, meds, etc, etc, etc. I think maybe just talking about it would help too. You might be secretive about your feelings because you're afraid what other students/professors might think of you, and the simple act of keeping it inside may be causing some anxiety too. Nothing to be ashamed of, though, as long as you recognize it and try your best to fix it.

I'm sure the phenomenon is common, considering the group of students med school admissions selects for (somewhat competitive, type-A, constantly-on-the-go-join-10-clubs-in-college folks). People probably just hide it.

Just my .02. Best of luck to you with school and this other stuff too. 🙂
 
school counselor? why don't you just suck it up and stop acting like a baby girl. i've never seen such a bigger group of whiners and babies than the medical student body.

"is this going to be on the test, i mean like, this specific question?"

"can't you just bump me up the .5 i need to get an A?"

"but most of my grades were A's, it was just one bad grade...can't you do anything?"

"i get sick before exams because i'm a mental nutcase and can't ever relax...is anyone like this?"

And it sadly is a common phenomenon. I'm amazed at how screwed up my peers are. No one can just relax and say "F-it"

everyone has to be #1 and look what it does to you... you can't even function. You're gonna do 100Xs better if you just relax and enjoy it. Whatever grade you get you deal with. If you put in a good effort, then you can't complain. If you don't get an A, it doesn't mean you are a horrible person... and if you're worried about not passing, then something is wrong because just passing is a joke.

as far as psychiatrists, stay away as you will just waste $$. your school's counselor is probably the best bet. maybe start exercising if you aren't already.

sorry for the rant but my peers have been peeving me a bit with their anal retentiveness.
 
Well..... about the only thing I agree with in the previous post is to see a counselor before a shrink. I had anxiety as a freshmen engineering student (no as a bad as the OP, but bad enough) and just getting to the root of the anxiety (the dark place it's coming form) is usually enough to get it under contol. About 4 sessions 13yrs ago and I've been set since. So many people won't get help? I know one girl who won't sleep well for weeks (but tries) as tests approach and another who gets spontanious bloodly noses during anxiety attacks while taking tests. Niether one gets help???

I tell my friends in class the same thing all the time..... being well rested and unstressed in worth 10pts on any exam and I am not exagerating. So how much more are you going to learn by stressing and staying up all night to study? There is something to be said for a F-it attidtude as long as you are making it through. I probably spent as much time last weekend watching b-ball as I did studying for the tests I had this week and I was totally comfortable with it.
 
typeB-md said:
school counselor? why don't you just suck it up and stop acting like a baby girl. i've never seen such a bigger group of whiners and babies than the medical student body.

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Ouch, maybe he has a real problem. Your diagnostic skills are awesome being able to diagnose him as a "whiner" over the internet. OP. really go see a doc, sounselor, or psychologist and get a professional opinion.

BTW, I also agree to stay away from a Psychiatrist unless it is a last resort. Most of them do not listen much, group you into a DSM Dx, and feed you the textbook chemical cure (in my anecdotal experience).
 
medic170 said:
Ouch, maybe he has a real problem. Your diagnostic skills are awesome being able to diagnose him as a "whiner" over the internet. OP. really go see a doc, sounselor, or psychologist and get a professional opinion.

BTW, I also agree to stay away from a Psychiatrist unless it is a last resort. Most of them do not listen much, group you into a DSM Dx, and feed you the textbook chemical cure (in my anecdotal experience).

75% of medical students display the same symptoms as the OP. It has nothing to do with trans-interweb diagnosis.

I don't mean to be a dick, but i'm sure the OP is smart enough to realize that these symptoms are self-induced (i.e. i bet there is not a biological pathology underlying this since like i said, 75% of medical students act this way but maybe not to the same extent).

It sounds like s/he needs a stress release outlet. Physical activities are an excellent way. So is 'venting' to someone else (even if just a friend).

i'm so tired of seeing these students who freak out and worry about every little thing. people who wake up at 8 and study until 2am. if you don't get sleep and don't "release" it's going to take twice as long to learn the same amount of material. Go to bed at a reasonable hour, wake up at a reasonable hour, use your study time effectively, and take a break once in a while.

put simply, mix up your schedule to allow for "personal" time. if you are happy with yourself you will feel better and perform better. stop worrying about "what if.." and just do your best. if you don't score AOA, you know you did all you could... yes it sucks... but life goes on and you'll save yourself some ulcers and white hair.
 
I completely agree. You have to remember why you chose medicine in the first place. I'd imagine that it is tough since you're not in a clinical setting all of the time yet, but you're learning what you're learning to help people. You're doing something positive, meaningful, and compassionate with your life. Med school can blind you to these realities through the work, exhaustion etc. If you stay focused, though, and actually sit and realize what you're freaking out about, you'll undoubtedly reduce your stress.
 
I agree that med students are bunch of whiners. I get the same questions in my class...

Is that going to be on the test?

Can we change the day of that test?

And much more whining goes on.

I'm sorry for those of you who remember never studying in college (a little sarcasm - they're all liers) but now you have to study a little and actually learn some stuff.

Just getting in to Med school is not hard work but actually becoming a Doctor takes hard work too. Do you think that when you start to practice your going to like every little thing you do everyday - b/c you won't. Every job has mundain things about it.

If exercising, spilling your guts to a friend or therapist doesn't work and you still vomit before tests maybe you should give up your dream and take care of your own health for a minute.
 
krabmas said:
I agree that med students are bunch of whiners.
:laugh: I actually put that on my online evaluation for the last block. "sorry my class is such a bunch of whiners. You guys are doing fine."
 
Hey guys,

The thing is I've been really stressed at other times in my life, like when taking the MCAT and stuff,but never had anything remotely close to this. I went to talk to someone and they're putting me on meds. I'm totally suprised I could be that physically affected by stress necessarily. I always thought that it happend to other people and I was too "strong" for that. And I tried exercising, breathing exercising, diet modification, you name it!
My doctor actually said she thinks is "Cyclic Vomiting Syndrome" - a rare disorder that is triggered by various things, in my case stress. Weird, but dealing with it...
 
Smile'n'Wink MD said:
Hey guys,

The thing is I've been really stressed at other times in my life, like when taking the MCAT and stuff,but never had anything remotely close to this. I went to talk to someone and they're putting me on meds. I'm totally suprised I could be that physically affected by stress necessarily. I always thought that it happend to other people and I was too "strong" for that. And I tried exercising, breathing exercising, diet modification, you name it!
My doctor actually said she thinks is "Cyclic Vomiting Syndrome" - a rare disorder that is triggered by various things, in my case stress. Weird, but dealing with it...

You must be an honor student. Have your doc prescribe a beta blocker (as long as your pulse rate is not too low). I am not an honor student and I always get the worse case of the sh*ts before an exam. Don't feel bad. Many of my classmates have gastric ulcers. A few have burned out their thyroids and are hypothyroid. Don't listen to the tough guys. I've seen more than one of them snap and go into FM due to stress.
 
MD'05 said:
Don't listen to the tough guys. I've seen more than one of them snap and go into FM due to stress.
So true. There a so many unwilling to speak honestly about how they feel in med school. I had a mid/minor stress episode right before the very first test block and have tried to use the expirience to help my classmates.
 
medic170 said:
Then don't be.

i'm not being a dick...it's more the fact that i'm not sugarcoating every little thing by saying "it's ok to be [insert item]"

it seems that most people in medical school are used to being admired and told they are heaven's gift to the world. so when **** hits the fan, they never learned how to deal with it and think their world is going to come crashing down and that they are a failure. this is simply not true.

you can only give your best effort. but your best effort should be a compromise/balance between your studying and your health. it is unhealthy to always worry and to always be on edge.

the fact is that if you don't change your ways now, you aren't going to likely change them in the future. i see so many students "oh yeah, i'll start working out again after med school." Well, then there's residency, then there is 50 hour work weeks, and then there is a family. Now i'm gonna shoot from the hip here and say that medical school probably affords you the most time out of all of these options.

and now they got the OP on medicine for "cyclic vomitting syndrome" and they're gonna rake in the $$ off what sounds like a minor psychological disorder. maybe the pill works. but i bet that sitting down with your OWN self and mentally evaluating your life from a physical and mental health standpoint will be a better option in the long term as i believe it will help you SOLVE your problem rather than AVOID it.

and YES, i've had massive freak out sessions, and occassionally i do get the ****s before a test. But one day i sat down and said to myself "Look, your being an ass... you're unneccessarily putting yourself at physical harm... just give it your best shot and enjoy the material and don't worry about the grade since you're doing your best and this is all that you can ask from yourself"

so you guys can say that i'm being a jerk, but i've been there/done that. now i am very spiritual and use forms of meditation and streching to calm myself. i hit the weights extra hard before exams and only worry about giving my best effort in school (not worrying about the outcome). And ironically i do better now, but even if i stayed the same or did worse, i would deal with it and not whine.
 
Medschool hasn't given me panic attacks. And I've never lost sight of why I came into medicine, nor have I ever taken my eyes off the prize so to speak. But I have gone through quite a distressing period of culture shock with medculture in general. All that conceited noses-in-the-air snotty god complex crap from the faculty and the unthinking ass-kissing and back-stabbing by my fellow students was giving me the impression that I was spending four years in an insane assylum. For a while there I was a walking angry ball of hate and rage. I've since come to terms with the reality of medculture and have essentially "gone native". I just goose-step along with everyone else.
 
typeB-md said:
i am very spiritual.

Holier than thou is more like it. Get over yourself!

I'm sorry that all of your classmates is are supposedly uptight stress puppies. My advice to you would be deal with it or get out. We all chose to be here, and we can all choose not to if we find we don't like the people we have to work with. At this point, you're no better than they are, as you happen to be --whining-- about them.

The OP obviously has a problem causing a significant impact on his/her ability to function. And it sounds like it may be something that may be amenable to pharmacologic treatment. Would you tell someone with another issue like, say, depression to "suck it up" and "maybe start exercising" as your sole solution? I sure as he!! hope not. While I don't deny that behavioral interventions help, they're not always the only answer. There's a reason psychiatriy exists.

To the OP: Glad you were able to get some help. Good luck with everything!
 
NateatUC said:
Holier than thou is more like it. Get over yourself!

I'm sorry that all of your classmates is are supposedly uptight stress puppies. My advice to you would be deal with it or get out. We all chose to be here, and we can all choose not to if we find we don't like the people we have to work with. At this point, you're no better than they are, as you happen to be --whining-- about them.

The OP obviously has a problem causing a significant impact on his/her ability to function. And it sounds like it may be something that may be amenable to pharmacologic treatment. Would you tell someone with another issue like, say, depression to "suck it up" and "maybe start exercising" as your sole solution? I sure as he!! hope not. While I don't deny that behavioral interventions help, they're not always the only answer. There's a reason psychiatriy exists.

To the OP: Glad you were able to get some help. Good luck with everything!

i have no problem being in medical school. i have a problem with the vast majority of medical students feeling that they "deserve" to do well and need to be spoon fed material.

And whining is about small petty things, not health or social issues. People aren't "whining" about terry schiavo are they?

The OP does have an obvious problem, and yes it may be 'amenable' to pharmacological treatment, but what the hell ever happened to working through your problems? I can bench press twice my weight as a result of hard work and motivation, yet i know that muscles are 'amenable' to pharmacological treatment. The only reason growth hormone is illegal is because it confers and advantage. Not to mention that once you stop taking the supplement, you go back to having less muscle. You don't think that once the OP stops taking his meds he'll go right back to feeling the same way?

and it's funny you should mention depression b/c i was involved in a depression counseling group during my undergrad. my role was a personal fitness advisor. these students were "tired, lonely, not wanting to do their usual fun things, etc" and i talked with many of these students and asked what they did for physical fitness and most of them said they did not do much. i also asked them about their self image and most of them replied they are uncomfortable with how they feel about themselves. I then gave them a 6month exercise plan. For those students that followed the plan, just over 80% of them said they "had more energy and felt better about themselves" and were no longer "depressed." So when people tell me that drugs work, i don't doubt it. But a longer term plan needs to be in the form of self resolution, not Pfizer.


yes, there is a reason psychiatry exist, it's because they needed a place to stick all of the nutjob medical students who couldn't interact with other normal people. psychiatrists are weird and the stuff they come up with is even more weird. I'm not denying that neurolgical problems exist because of course they do. I'm simply saying that i think overall they are quacks who take advantage of the needy. I'll stop at that because i could write a thesis on how weird these folks are.
 
phoenixsupra said:
Medschool hasn't given me panic attacks. And I've never lost sight of why I came into medicine, nor have I ever taken my eyes off the prize so to speak. But I have gone through quite a distressing period of culture shock with medculture in general. All that conceited noses-in-the-air snotty god complex crap from the faculty and the unthinking ass-kissing and back-stabbing by my fellow students was giving me the impression that I was spending four years in an insane assylum. For a while there I was a walking angry ball of hate and rage. I've since come to terms with the reality of medculture and have essentially "gone native". I just goose-step along with everyone else.

:laugh: Thats how I feel sometimes too. I think part of the process is to force you to divorce your feelings about yourself from your feelings about the environment you are in. That will help you to survive mentally in the hospital.
 
typeB-md said:
i have no problem being in medical school. i have a problem with the vast majority of medical students feeling that they "deserve" to do well and need to be spoon fed material.

If you truly believe that the majority of us feel that way, I'm sorry. Yeah, there are going to be a few in every class. And yeah, they're annoying. But eventually they either fail, or realize that they're going to have to step up. My guess is that you're a first year, and perhaps your group just isn't there yet.

And whining is about small petty things, not health or social issues. People aren't "whining" about terry schiavo are they?

Agreed, but not the point. You're right that people aren't "whining" about terry schiavo. They're fighting over her, over a major medicolegal and ethical issue. You're complaining about other people's issues. Why should they matter to you? You can't tell me that's not petty. That's the kind of thing that people do to allay their own insecurities.

The OP does have an obvious problem, and yes it may be 'amenable' to pharmacological treatment, but what the hell ever happened to working through your problems? I can bench press twice my weight as a result of hard work and motivation, yet i know that muscles are 'amenable' to pharmacological treatment. The only reason growth hormone is illegal is because it confers and advantage. Not to mention that once you stop taking the supplement, you go back to having less muscle. You don't think that once the OP stops taking his meds he'll go right back to feeling the same way?.

I don't really care how much you can lift, or if you did it with drugs or not. And I don't evean pretend to know what will happen once the OP stops his meds. And if they're well-tolerated and not addictive, who says he even has to? And maybe, just maybe, these meds are a temporizing measure while the OP does get some other type of help, perhaps in the form of cognitive or behavioral therapy, which has been shown to be quite effective in managing anxiety.

and it's funny you should mention depression b/c i was involved in a depression counseling group during my undergrad. my role was a personal fitness advisor. these students were "tired, lonely, not wanting to do their usual fun things, etc" and i talked with many of these students and asked what they did for physical fitness and most of them said they did not do much. i also asked them about their self image and most of them replied they are uncomfortable with how they feel about themselves. I then gave them a 6month exercise plan. For those students that followed the plan, just over 80% of them said they "had more energy and felt better about themselves" and were no longer "depressed." So when people tell me that drugs work, i don't doubt it. But a longer term plan needs to be in the form of self resolution, not Pfizer..

Have you ever really seen someone who was truly severely depressed? I doubt it if the only experience you speak from is your little support group. Sounds like your folks were dysphoric at most, not truly depressed. Truly depressed people don't or barely even have the will to get out of bed, let alone complete a 6-month exercise plan. These are individuals who would commit suicide in an instant, but they don't even have the motivation to kill themselves. For these folks, drugs ARE the long-term plan, because they have to be. Therapy and other modalities are adjuncts.

yes, there is a reason psychiatry exist, it's because they needed a place to stick all of the nutjob medical students who couldn't interact with other normal people. psychiatrists are weird and the stuff they come up with is even more weird. I'm not denying that neurolgical problems exist because of course they do. I'm simply saying that i think overall they are quacks who take advantage of the needy. I'll stop at that because i could write a thesis on how weird these folks are.

Have you ever really seen real psychiatry? I suggest you spend some time doing it. You'll have to eventually anyway. Yeah, many psychiatrists are a little eccentric, but what they do WORKS. And I would argue that the good ones are even better at relating to people in some ways than the average doc. Not only can they relate to healthy individuals, they can relate to and help the mentally ill. Wait until you're a third year, watch someone get better with proper support and medication management, and you'll see what I mean.

That's all I have to say to you, since, with your obvious lack of experience and insight, you really don't present an informed opinion.
 
All the OP has is performance anxiety manifested by vomiting. Perfectly common reaction to test taking. During my Step 2 CS I had to **** so bad I couldn't concentrate. I should have just stunk up the room where everyone was imprisoned. I held it and prayed that I would **** myself. Performance anxiety. Nuff said.
 
What kind of school sends their depressed students to a resident roid-head for a "6 month fitness program"? They might as well just sign them up for fat camp. Sounds like a cruel joke to me.
 
Crake said:
What kind of school sends their depressed students to a resident roid-head for a "6 month fitness program"? They might as well just sign them up for fat camp. Sounds like a cruel joke to me.

it was part of the school counseling program. and i said that i did not USE steroids, that's the point. you should rely first on natural methods.

/not barry bonds
 
I agree with most of you and though I've been nervous with going back to school - I think the best thing if it's a major situation and hurting your ability to do the best - to see a counselor or any support services your school has.

I think the bottom line though is to learn that pass really does equal MD.
 
typeB-md said:
iyes, there is a reason psychiatry exist, it's because they needed a place to stick all of the nutjob medical students who couldn't interact with other normal people. psychiatrists are weird and the stuff they come up with is even more weird. I'm not denying that neurolgical problems exist because of course they do. I'm simply saying that i think overall they are quacks who take advantage of the needy. I'll stop at that because i could write a thesis on how weird these folks are.


Wow...you remind me of another common type of medstudent...a-holes. I feel truly sorry for any patient suffering from bipolar disorder, major depression, schizophrenia, or any other mental illness who is unfortunate enough to come into contact with you. I hope you find a little compassion before you do your psych rotation.
 
typeB-md said:
i have no problem being in medical school. i have a problem with the vast majority of medical students feeling that they "deserve" to do well and need to be spoon fed material.

And whining is about small petty things, not health or social issues. People aren't "whining" about terry schiavo are they?

The OP does have an obvious problem, and yes it may be 'amenable' to pharmacological treatment, but what the hell ever happened to working through your problems? I can bench press twice my weight as a result of hard work and motivation, yet i know that muscles are 'amenable' to pharmacological treatment. The only reason growth hormone is illegal is because it confers and advantage. Not to mention that once you stop taking the supplement, you go back to having less muscle. You don't think that once the OP stops taking his meds he'll go right back to feeling the same way?

and it's funny you should mention depression b/c i was involved in a depression counseling group during my undergrad. my role was a personal fitness advisor. these students were "tired, lonely, not wanting to do their usual fun things, etc" and i talked with many of these students and asked what they did for physical fitness and most of them said they did not do much. i also asked them about their self image and most of them replied they are uncomfortable with how they feel about themselves. I then gave them a 6month exercise plan. For those students that followed the plan, just over 80% of them said they "had more energy and felt better about themselves" and were no longer "depressed." So when people tell me that drugs work, i don't doubt it. But a longer term plan needs to be in the form of self resolution, not Pfizer.


yes, there is a reason psychiatry exist, it's because they needed a place to stick all of the nutjob medical students who couldn't interact with other normal people. psychiatrists are weird and the stuff they come up with is even more weird. I'm not denying that neurolgical problems exist because of course they do. I'm simply saying that i think overall they are quacks who take advantage of the needy. I'll stop at that because i could write a thesis on how weird these folks are.

first of all, smilenwink, I apologize that this thread has been hijacked by "typeB-md". It is great that you were able to seek help and with the proper help, you should definitely be able to manage your distress through an informed decision with either counseling, medicine, or some combination of both. best wishes to you, and hopefully this won't impair you from continuing through medical school.

the other comment i wanted to make was to typeB-md. i must say, my impression is that you really have your own issues to work out still. you seem to have gone through your own rough times and it is good that you have an attitude of being proactive in your life, but you are generalizing a very negative and misinformed impression of psychiatry and mental illness. of course, i wouldn't be posting this if i wasn't a future psychiatrist (in the interest of full disclosure of bias).

it is the hardest thing to do, coming to grips with the fact that behavioral problems have some grounding in biology. and there is a big chunk of the world that agrees with you, but i feel sad for you because you are really displaying some naivety. you have a lot to learn, and while i concede that there are "weird" people in psychiatry, you'll also find some of the most inspirational and wise people practicing psychiatry. people who aren't just trying to push pills to make money, but are interested in holistically doing whats best for a person in crippling agony, the doctors that i met like that see the world with maturity and live there life as typeB as there is and cherish what really is important in life. the people they treat are in an agony that ultimately supercedes any physical illness, because if you are mentally ill, it doesn't really matter how you are physically.

i wholly encourage people to challenge the paradigms of psychiatry as a field and i plan on doing it myself, as there is no question it is in its infancy relative to cardiology or other fields. challenging it though is different than being a pompous whiner. you don't even have an open mind about discussing it or learning about it (at least it seems that way). maybe you have had bad interactions with psychiatrists or are in denial about your own potential issues with mental illness, but i assure you that mental illness exists broadly (on the level of primary care) and has empirically been proven to be benefitted on the individual and society level with pharmacologic treatment. this is how all medical fields work right now, through evidence based medicine and the body of evidence in psychiatry continues to grow. of course, the goal should be to ultimately solve the problem and avoid meds, and all good psychiatrists know that, but the goal is to have a person be able to function in their lives first and foremost.

there are a lot of fields of medicine where half the diseases would be cured if somebody could stand up there and grandstand and yell at people to take control of their lives and not have unprotected sex, overeat, etc etc but that doesn't invalidate the fields that manage patients who don't (or more accurately and realistically can't) take the proper lifestyle modification to change the course of their illness. it sounds like you believe the field of medicine should withhold pharmacological interventions on anything that could potentially be alleviated through time or behavior modification. so if you have migraines, just suck it up and don't drink caffeine or go near any bright lights etc. or if you have diabetes, don't take any meds, lose weight and never eat a cookie. don't let pfizer push that pill into you, blah blah blah. its always a combination of diathesis and environmental stress. and the doctor needs to practically use a combination of both biological and behavioral methods to treat patients. if you think psychiatry is the only field that is sometimes inclined to err on the side of medicating patients, you are sorely mistaken and truly will have your eyes opened when you hit clinical medicine. Good luck and keep an open mind in your training, you'll learn more as a self appointed type B person that way. and then you'll be a better doctor, which is the goal right, not the grades.
 
typeB-md said:
I then gave them a 6month exercise plan. For those students that followed the plan, just over 80% of them said they "had more energy and felt better about themselves" and were no longer "depressed."


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To the OP listen to the other suggestions you should get some help.
 
man, when did i say that psychiatric illness didn't exist? i never denied or said anything like this.

what IS the case though, is that i believe there is GROSS misdiagnosis of psychiatric illness. I would venture to say that many people who are depressed are not suffering from a biological pathology but normal variations in emotion due to some external stimulus. I've seen people in the psych clinic give out SSRIs for someone who had their mother pass away one month ago and because they "don't seem to enjoy what they used to." Now i have to say that i would be hardpressed to believe that this individual was suffering from major depression. In the end this just postpones the natural grieving process.

and i'll tell you where my beef with psychiatrists come from. first of all they charge around $155/hr which is a crock of **** b/c many of their patients aren't very financially well-off anyway. And then after they establish this rapport with the patient, if they can't pay, well it's goodbye to them. So now they've caused even more psychological harm and taken advantage of a mentally ill patient. You can disagree with me, but then you're problem in "denial."

and psychiatry is not the only field where drugs are pushed. it's said to see how many weak people fund the drug company giants. "Doc, i don't wanna exercise to lose weight, can't you just give me a pill" "Doc, i know the diabetes is due to my weight, but can't you just give me something?" "Doc, my lungs hurt and i can't breathe because i don't wanna stop smoking, can't you just give me a pill that'll make it go away?"

I find it amazing how weak-willed our society has become. Back 200 years ago, these people would've removed themselves from the gene pool. Nowadays, however, we can keep every piece of crap around for ages. Is it really better what we've done? An entire society of takers and only a few doers?
 
typeB-md said:
Nowadays, however, we can keep every piece of crap around for ages. Is it really better what we've done?

I wouldn't knock it, we keep you around don't we?
 
typeB-md said:
I find it amazing how weak-willed our society has become. Back 200 years ago, these people would've removed themselves from the gene pool. Nowadays, however, we can keep every piece of crap around for ages. Is it really better what we've done? An entire society of takers and only a few doers?


:wow: :wow: :wow:
 
typeB-md said:
and YES, i've had massive freak out sessions, and occassionally i do get the ****s before a test. But one day i sat down and said to myself "Look, your being an ass... you're unneccessarily putting yourself at physical harm... just give it your best shot and enjoy the material and don't worry about the grade since you're doing your best and this is all that you can ask from yourself"

not so sure about the other stuff, but that’s some pretty good advice.
 
I didn't expect this thread to go in the direction it did. I was just a regular person before, really healthy and happy and then BOOM! This wierd vomiting episodes around times of stress (so severe I had to go to the ER!). It was so unexpectant that my doctors thought it was something really serious. I originally started this thread to see if I'm the only one who had these severe stress-related symptoms with the start of med school.
 
medic170 said:
I wouldn't knock it, we keep you around don't we?

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chak_de_phatee said:

spare me the surprise

if you're not willing to put forth any effort as a patient, you don't deserve treatment. we are overpopulated as it is. make a little space, donate your organs to someone who can take advantage of a putting a little effort forth.

i have no problem helping the uninsured mother of 4 who is working 2 jobs and can't seem to make ends meet. I have every problem with the overweight manager who cant seem to stop smoking and eating like a glutton yet takes every drug known to man because he's "tried that exercise and eating right stuff before and it doesn't seem to work." Sadly, however, the fat blob receives better healthcare... and it's a shame.

to the OP, i'm sure that there are plenty of medical students out there that share similar stress-induced episodes. Outside of school, i've heard of other situations where people have thrown-up as a result of experiencing acute stress.
 
typeB-md said:
spare me the surprise

if you're not willing to put forth any effort as a patient, you don't deserve treatment. we are overpopulated as it is. make a little space, donate your organs to someone who can take advantage of a putting a little effort forth.

i have no problem helping the uninsured mother of 4 who is working 2 jobs and can't seem to make ends meet. I have every problem with the overweight manager who cant seem to stop smoking and eating like a glutton yet takes every drug known to man because he's "tried that exercise and eating right stuff before and it doesn't seem to work." Sadly, however, the fat blob receives better healthcare... and it's a shame.

to the OP, i'm sure that there are plenty of medical students out there that share similar stress-induced episodes. Outside of school, i've heard of other situations where people have thrown-up as a result of experiencing acute stress.

Your judgemental, holier than thou, elitist, egotistical attitude is going to make you a very unempathetic and very poor and inadequate physician. I suggest you do some changing, for yourself and for your patients. Who the hell do you think you are to decide who does and does not deserve medical treatment? I truly feel sorry for you.
 
typeB-md said:
spare me the surprise

if you're not willing to put forth any effort as a patient, you don't deserve treatment. we are overpopulated as it is. make a little space, donate your organs to someone who can take advantage of a putting a little effort forth.

i have no problem helping the uninsured mother of 4 who is working 2 jobs and can't seem to make ends meet. I have every problem with the overweight manager who cant seem to stop smoking and eating like a glutton yet takes every drug known to man because he's "tried that exercise and eating right stuff before and it doesn't seem to work." Sadly, however, the fat blob receives better healthcare... and it's a shame.

to the OP, i'm sure that there are plenty of medical students out there that share similar stress-induced episodes. Outside of school, i've heard of other situations where people have thrown-up as a result of experiencing acute stress.

i'm sorry i wasted my time trying to be reasonable with this guy...it is impossible in this setting. what are you so angry about?
 
typeB, there is room for your type of personality in medicine. They call it Radiology. Do us all a favor and stay there, please dont do audiologs. Just send text on your findings and spare us your conceited gym-talk.
 
medic170 said:
Your judgemental, holier than thou, elitist, egotistical attitude is going to make you a very unempathetic and very poor and inadequate physician. I suggest you do some changing, for yourself and for your patients. Who the hell do you think you are to decide who does and does not deserve medical treatment? I truly feel sorry for you.

i am the doctor, that's who i think i am to decide these things

it's up to my discretion... don't wanna make an effort.. have a nice day, hope we can recommend you a better physician. one more suited to your needs.
 
worriedwell said:
i'm sorry i wasted my time trying to be reasonable with this guy...it is impossible in this setting. what are you so angry about?

i'm angry because i don't understand how we've come to be a society of unaccountability. no one is any longer accountable for their actions. "it's not your fault" "you can't help that you don't like eating vegetables" "it's okay, exercise isn't for everyone"

these excuses are good for a short while, but at some point you have to stop the baby talk with grown-ups. why is it that most people i see are fat and look like slobs. how come i can't go to my hospital cafeteria and get a decent meal instead of having to choose between mcdonalds or burger king.

everyone is so against any type of healthy lifestyle and then justify by saying "well i wanna do things my way, i'd rather die young and not have to worry about x,y, and z." And as a doctor, i'll help them along that path. I'm just trying to be the patient's advocate you know?
 
WVmed said:
typeB, there is room for your type of personality in medicine. They call it Radiology. Do us all a favor and stay there, please dont do audiologs. Just send text on your findings and spare us your conceited gym-talk.

my conceited gym talk? you mean advocating a healthy lifestyle? something other than Pfizer?

yes it's true, there are methods out there that involve self-improvement and don't deal with drugs. i know, i know...it's hard to believe, but they don't make commercials for these types of things, so i don't expect you or the rest of the nation to be aware.
 
typeB-md said:
i am the doctor, that's who i think i am to decide these things

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So you are one of those people who thinks Dr.=God eh? Well, you are wrong!

Do you realize that there are many other factors involved in people being unhealthy than their choice. The overweight person may have severe depression and overeating is a par of it. The smoker may have started years ago, before it was well known it was unhealthy, and now it is more than a choice, it is an addiction. The alcoholic may have been beaten and molested for her whole childhood, and needs help beyond just "choosing" to quit. The fat guy who never excercises may have severe arthritis undiagnosed and a genetic predisposition for hunger through decreased leptin release. You would never know because you would turn them away. Then there are the mentally hadicapped, not to mention people who are just plain ignorant, who may be unable to make better choice because of their mental ability or their own stupidity, but you would never know because you think all these people should just be tossed aside. yes, the Almighty TypeB knows all, sees all, and makes the best decisions for everyone becaise he is :gasp: a great and might doctor.

People like you make me weap for the future of medicine. You really do think that the MD you are getting gives you the moral and intellectual authority to decide who deserves to receive health care and who does not. Well, if you have to be a doctor, please at least stay in private practice, there is def. no place for you in public clinics or emergency medicine-EMTALA would really piss you off.
 
medic170 said:
So you are one of those people who thinks Dr.=God eh? Well, you are wrong!

People like you make me weap for the future of medicine. You really do think that the MD you are getting gives you the moral and intellectual authority to decide who deserves to receive health care and who does not. Well, if you have to be a doctor, please at least stay in private practice, there is def. no place for you in public clinics or emergency medicine-EMTALA would really piss you off.

first off, let me say that i realize everyone has different circumstances. as a doctors, your biggest asset is your ability to be an observer. you can use your social radar (which i know, again, is a foreign concept to many medical students) to adequately evaluate a situation.

as far as EMTALA is concerned, obviously if i would choose to work in an ER setting (which is a field i am considering), then i would have a different role than that of primary health adviser... but this is a completely separation scenario.

for the most part, a physician is allowed to use his/her discretion in treatment. If i feel you are wasting my time (in a non-emergent situation) then it's my decision to dismiss you from my practice.

And to address your concern, of course the MD gives you moral and intellectual athority in matters of healthcare. You are the one who is on the moral highground... "Doctors must be slaves to the public"

Well if this was the case, we'd be socialists. If you are a socialists, that is fine. But since i don't tell you how to run your life, keep your nose out of mine. And also, why don't you weap for the increasing cost of medical insurance and drugs as a result of them being given out for every single thing in this world. You really want a make a difference, stop peddling drugs and start advocating the use of personal willpower first, and THEN discuss other options.

And don't say that i don't care about making a difference. I obviously care about making a difference in people's lives. But i'm not going to a patient's time and my time by trying to beat a dead horse.

So go back to pushing your drugs, and i'm sure Pfizer will send you a nice christmas card.
 
I am just going to ignore the whole ridiculous argument going on and address the issue raised by the OP, which I feel is an important issue.
I am in my second year and have gone through six exam periods with no problems. I would get "stressed" of course, but nothing out of control. I would write my exams, do well, and get on with my life. I have never been one of the stereotypical anal medical students. I think that I am one of the more easy going students in my class...or at least I devote much fewer of my waking hours to studying than the rest of them.
However, this last exam period, I don't know if it is the pressure of knowing boards are coming up, planning a wedding, planning a move, and getting all the stuff ready for third year, or if it was just some fluke, but about a week before exams started I stopped being able to sleep. This continued through exam week to the point that I was so exhausted I could not focus well on studying and every time I started thinking about exams, my heart would just start racing and my throat would feel like it was closing off. These same feelings continued all through spring break and when we were due to come back to classes this week I felt like I was going to have a nervous break down. I knew I was having a real problem, because this was not normal feelings of stress that I could just "tough it out" through. This was majorly impairing my day to day ability to function. So anyway, I took a long easter weekend, took a breather, and have an appt. tomorrow with a school councelor (who is a psychiatrist). I am feeling better now, though I still am getting the periodic heart racing, throat closing off, but I am sleeping a lot better now.
According to my academic advisor, this sort of thing is very common, especially in the pre-boards study time.
It isn't something that people should belittle you for. Recognize that you are having a problem and deal with it the best way you can. Don't just suffer through something you know is not normal just to avoid looking like a "whiner" or a "wimp."
Best of luck to others having this problem.
 
Smile'n'Wink MD said:
Hey Everyone,

I'm not sure if anyone's experienced anything like this, but I've developed a chronic anxiety/panic disorder while in med school. Usually before exams, I start vomiting uncontrollably and developing panic symptoms of heart palpitations, sweaty hands, etc.

Had med school made anyone else sick?

hi there! i'm sorry about my late post. just wanted to join the conversation.

well med school made me sick.

on the 2nd semester of my 1st yr, i was diagnosed with gastritis. i never had this when i was in pre-med. up until now, i'm still with it (but ceased my medication for a month) and i still follow those restrictions religiously.
 
typeB-md said:
obviously if i would choose to work in an ER setting (which is a field i am considering), then i would have a different role than that of primary health adviser...

Actually, this statement is unfortunately (for you), way way off the mark. You clearly have not participated in much clinical medicine and have a somewhat fantasy structure for how you see your future in general, but especially in this statement. ER doctors spend the vast majority of their time as primary health care providers for the uninsured underserved community. this is a community that traditionally are less compliant and proactive in their health maintenance. You also will deal with many homeless and mentally ill patients who probably won't respond to your "willpower" theory. Judging from your posts, ER will make you extremely unhappy, despite the occassional excitement of acute emergencies (and I stress the word occassional).

Its a difference here between theoretical medicine and what it really means to be a doctor...I actually can see some of your points and I do believe you want to "help" certain people, but I just get the impression that you envision your role of a healer or health care "advisor" to be in some sort of motivational manipulative role. What you don't understand is that people have the right to decide how to treat their own bodies and at some point your hands are tied. You will never be able to fill your practice with enough people who "comply" with everything you say in a satisfactory way. This is not reasonable and not fair as a provider to claim that they are wasting "your time". You are being paid to serve them, not the other way around. I'm worried for you because if this attitude persists, you will be extremely unhappy with clinical medicine. I assure you of this.
 
worriedwell said:
Actually, this statement is unfortunately (for you), way way off the mark. You clearly have not participated in much clinical medicine and have a somewhat fantasy structure for how you see your future in general, but especially in this statement. ER doctors spend the vast majority of their time as primary health care providers for the uninsured underserved community. this is a community that traditionally are less compliant and proactive in their health maintenance. You also will deal with many homeless and mentally ill patients who probably won't respond to your "willpower" theory. Judging from your posts, ER will make you extremely unhappy, despite the occassional excitement of acute emergencies (and I stress the word occassional).

Its a difference here between theoretical medicine and what it really means to be a doctor...I actually can see some of your points and I do believe you want to "help" certain people, but I just get the impression that you envision your role of a healer or health care "advisor" to be in some sort of motivational manipulative role. What you don't understand is that people have the right to decide how to treat their own bodies and at some point your hands are tied. You will never be able to fill your practice with enough people who "comply" with everything you say in a satisfactory way. This is not reasonable and not fair as a provider to claim that they are wasting "your time". You are being paid to serve them, not the other way around. I'm worried for you because if this attitude persists, you will be extremely unhappy with clinical medicine. I assure you of this.

my statement may have been taken the wrong way

what i mean by primary health care adviser is someone who is a person's sole family physician for many years. I'm not talking about primary care duties, per se, but the actually role of having a somewhat consistent patient base where there is established rapport b/w the physician and patient for > 10 years.

and i agree that people have the right to do what they want... just as i would have to right to ask them to seek another physician. this is why i wouldn't make a good family doc. i would care too much and i know the truth of it is that most patients are non-compliant.

the difference with the ER is that i don't have to care if they follow my directions. I'm not there to be their primary care doctor, so if they don't want to listen to me, then fine. My goal is to try and give them the best advice i can. Thankfully, however, ER relationships do not carry the same doctor/patient relationship in terms of long term rapport and i don't have to worry about being emotionally invested. And i do understand that the ER physician's role deals most of the time with primary care "actions" rather than acute trauma, etc.
 
typeB-md said:
school counselor? why don't you just suck it up and stop acting like a baby girl. i've never seen such a bigger group of whiners and babies than the medical student body.

"is this going to be on the test, i mean like, this specific question?"

"can't you just bump me up the .5 i need to get an A?"

"but most of my grades were A's, it was just one bad grade...can't you do anything?"

"i get sick before exams because i'm a mental nutcase and can't ever relax...is anyone like this?"

And it sadly is a common phenomenon. I'm amazed at how screwed up my peers are. No one can just relax and say "F-it"

everyone has to be #1 and look what it does to you... you can't even function. You're gonna do 100Xs better if you just relax and enjoy it. Whatever grade you get you deal with. If you put in a good effort, then you can't complain. If you don't get an A, it doesn't mean you are a horrible person... and if you're worried about not passing, then something is wrong because just passing is a joke.

as far as psychiatrists, stay away as you will just waste $$. your school's counselor is probably the best bet. maybe start exercising if you aren't already.

sorry for the rant but my peers have been peeving me a bit with their anal retentiveness.

I read that post and said, "Eff it, I don't need to read the rest" because this sums it up perfectly. My advice to all my peers is chill out and enjoy med school to the best of your ability. Nothing is worse than walking out of an exam and see a group of 20 of your classmates arguing about what the answer for number 42 was. Who cares? It's over and done with, nothing you do now will change it, move on.
 
Fif the Great said:
I read that post and said, "Eff it, I don't need to read the rest" because this sums it up perfectly. My advice to all my peers is chill out and enjoy med school to the best of your ability. Nothing is worse than walking out of an exam and see a group of 20 of your classmates arguing about what the answer for number 42 was. Who cares? It's over and done with, nothing you do now will change it, move on.

i'm with you buddy. i'm not knocking people for doing well or trying to do their best, but i just hate to see how anal some students can be. some people think i'm an assh0le, but i'm just calling it like i see it... and it seems that you do the same. 👍
 
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