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Hey all, I'm a MS4 who applied IM. I'm a strong applicant (got IVs at all the 'Big 4') and was deadset on Pulm/CC
Unfortunately my school has very limited elective time and I had zero exposure to anesthesia until the last couples months. Always been interested in procedures so took an anesthesia rotation and got to work with some awesome anesthesiologists. Had a blast on cardio thoracic. Anesthesia is essentially everything I love about crit care, the technical aspects are awesome, the physiology is *french kiss* and now I'm at an impasse
Am I feeling this way because I realize I made the wrong choice or is it because it's the choice I did not make and the grass is always greener on the other side, this is the exciting new thing. I also just came off an IM rotation where all the residents treated procedures like menial work and it gave me the ick lolol
Anyways thoughts, advice? How do I approach these feelings to divvy out what I should do for myself and what actions should I be taking if I realize anesthesia is the right route?
Unfortunately my school has very limited elective time and I had zero exposure to anesthesia until the last couples months. Always been interested in procedures so took an anesthesia rotation and got to work with some awesome anesthesiologists. Had a blast on cardio thoracic. Anesthesia is essentially everything I love about crit care, the technical aspects are awesome, the physiology is *french kiss* and now I'm at an impasse
Am I feeling this way because I realize I made the wrong choice or is it because it's the choice I did not make and the grass is always greener on the other side, this is the exciting new thing. I also just came off an IM rotation where all the residents treated procedures like menial work and it gave me the ick lolol
Anyways thoughts, advice? How do I approach these feelings to divvy out what I should do for myself and what actions should I be taking if I realize anesthesia is the right route?