Ok! So I have graduated with my BS in chemistry (3.98 GPA) took my PCAT (96%) and was accepted to my first choice pharmacy school the day of my interview
I feel I should be at least proud of this and I am but there is something missing. I turn to you for help. Here is my dilemma (please feel free to call me ridiculous, ego maniac, pathetic, etc. I have heard it already) I do not know if I selected the right profession. Most pharmacists I work with (long term care pharmacists) dont like their jobs. I wouldnt like their job either, set at a computer all day. I hear that you are treated somewhat inferior to physicians in hospitals, which would extremely enrage me. I have heard a pharmacist introduce himself to a person as Dr. Smith and the person respond, you are not a real doctor. While not that bad, it would probably hit a nerve on a bad day. And I hear this all the time
.random person So what are you doing Korben? Well, I go to pharmacy school in the fall. Random guy, As smart as you are you should go to med school
Me
Ha ha
. Yeah I have been told that. Having said all this I love pharmacy: the drugs, how they work, how they are made, pharmacy law etc. Plus, the hematology and oncology residents in pharmacy seem extremely interesting. However, I think I would like being an MD seeing patients, helping people, all that
(while my MD says be a pharmacist I wish I was). It is to late for me to change this year so I will be entering in the pharmacy school in the fall, at least for a year
Problems I am afraid I would face as a standard Pharm D
Being subservient to MD in hospital settings ( I hate not being in control or having orders barked at me, just cant take it)
May snap in a weak moment when someone does not call me doctor (thats what my degree would say, I feel all Pham. Ds have earned it)
These problems may seem ridiculous but they are my concerns. Wish I didnt have them.
My ideas to resolve my concerns:
Pharm D. PhD (med chem.) research / teach. I have done research for 2 years in undergrad and its ok.
Drop Pharm D. after a year (have to go this year) and go to MD Then I could be a real doctor not a great selling point, but I would be the one in control in a hospital setting.
Pharm D. MD Wow that would take a long time.
Pharm D. JD be a malpractice lawyer (let the death threats begin)
Professor in pharmacy school My state is getting 3 schools in the next 2 years will have plenty of jobs available.
Please feel free to tell me how ridiculous and petty I sound. I have tried to talk to everyone about my feelings and no one seems to want to hear my thoughts so I turn to you all for some guidance or a swift kick in the A$$... whatever you deem I need
Problems I am afraid I would face as a standard Pharm D
Being subservient to MD in hospital settings ( I hate not being in control or having orders barked at me, just cant take it)
May snap in a weak moment when someone does not call me doctor (thats what my degree would say, I feel all Pham. Ds have earned it)
These problems may seem ridiculous but they are my concerns. Wish I didnt have them.
My ideas to resolve my concerns:
Pharm D. PhD (med chem.) research / teach. I have done research for 2 years in undergrad and its ok.
Drop Pharm D. after a year (have to go this year) and go to MD Then I could be a real doctor not a great selling point, but I would be the one in control in a hospital setting.
Pharm D. MD Wow that would take a long time.
Pharm D. JD be a malpractice lawyer (let the death threats begin)
Professor in pharmacy school My state is getting 3 schools in the next 2 years will have plenty of jobs available.
Please feel free to tell me how ridiculous and petty I sound. I have tried to talk to everyone about my feelings and no one seems to want to hear my thoughts so I turn to you all for some guidance or a swift kick in the A$$... whatever you deem I need