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I have been stuck twice by dirty needles. Both times after the block while trying to put the sharps into a teeny sharps-bucket opening. Now I take the whole kit to a big bucket and dump all of it at once instead of touching sharp things more than I need to. My understanding is that the risk, even in a known HIV patient, is small, but still.
I've never been stuck, but here's an interesting little story:
last spring after my yearly checkup, after having had a bunch of labs drawn (including an HIV test), the OBGYN came in the room and said "well, I have some bad news, your test came back positive." I FREAKED out - I jumped to the worst possible conclusion and thought 'ohmigod I have HIV and I'm gonna DIE,' and started sobbing. The OB just looked at me kind of strangely. It turns out I am positive for the Factor V Leiden clotting disorder (my sister had a DVT at 16 and tested positive, so I was getting it checked out before renewing my OCP rx), NOT for HIV.
She proceeded to spend the next several minutes telling me not to go into anesthesia because I am afraid of HIV. Um, yeah, I have a healthy fear of HIV, but I was thinking, 'YOU CAN'T FORGET TO TELL SOMEONE WHAT TEST YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT!'
Ferdie, I don't think your OB was trying to say that you would be a bad anesthesiologist, but she made a good point about the fact that it is uniquely stressful. The attendings and residents that I know who enjoy anesthesiology the most are those that NEVER freak out. You could tell them anything, or throw them into any situation, and they would respond calmly.
I know plenty of anesthesiologists who freak out constantly, and it seems like their working lives are pretty unpleasant. They often are great at what they do, but it seems to take a big toll on them personally.
Imagine this: if you were the only person at your first code, would you be thinking "awesome!" as you automatically reached for the head to put the pt in sniffing position? (in a pt with no possibility of C-spine trauma, of course)
Or, would you be thinking "oh my g-d, I've never done this before on a real patient, I don't know what to do, where the hell is everyone".
In anesthesia, there are CONSTANTLY situations where it appears that the patient will die immediately without your intervention. Often, you have to decide VERY quickly how you are going to intervene based on many options and limited information. The question is, do you enjoy this kind of stress, or would it drive you nuts?
to all attendings/residents: have you guys ever been stuck with a needle/ splashed with blood, traumatized or have been in risky situations like these when practicing anesthesiology? what are the chances?