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hello all,
I am a 21 year old freshman in college, i feel too old to be starting out in a career in medicne. then again, my original plan was to go into the military then do it after... in hopes of pleasing my father. i was turned down due to chronic cholestitoma in my childhood. i was completely deaf at the age of ten and i was in the hospitials enough through out my life that looking back i think i completed residency but paid for it...lol but anyway thats when i developed my dream of helping other people...i am what every one would call a class clown but deep down i want this and i want to succeed at it. where my question comes in, in all honesty i have gotten d's on basically all my tests thus far about two per class, and it was simply me trying to get acclimated after a year off and dealing with family issues and what not.. well i know that there is still hope and i wonder if anyone has any advice for me that may help me out maybe some kind of motivation or something, anestiesiology is my motivation because i want it... but truely i start to believe all the people who tear me down in life and tell me im not going to make it...i just need a little guidence mentoring or something...not needy just in need...thanks.
I am a 21 year old freshman in college, i feel too old to be starting out in a career in medicne. then again, my original plan was to go into the military then do it after... in hopes of pleasing my father. i was turned down due to chronic cholestitoma in my childhood. i was completely deaf at the age of ten and i was in the hospitials enough through out my life that looking back i think i completed residency but paid for it...lol but anyway thats when i developed my dream of helping other people...i am what every one would call a class clown but deep down i want this and i want to succeed at it. where my question comes in, in all honesty i have gotten d's on basically all my tests thus far about two per class, and it was simply me trying to get acclimated after a year off and dealing with family issues and what not.. well i know that there is still hope and i wonder if anyone has any advice for me that may help me out maybe some kind of motivation or something, anestiesiology is my motivation because i want it... but truely i start to believe all the people who tear me down in life and tell me im not going to make it...i just need a little guidence mentoring or something...not needy just in need...thanks.