Hi all, I am a civilian deferred resident s/p 4 years of HPSP. I have been seeing a psychiatrist for the last few months for anxiety and low mood. She thinks that I have been struggling with undiagnosed ADHD (inattentive type) for a long time, and just have made it this far with good non-medical supports. I have struggled since early elementary school with day dreaming, low test scores, late assignments, constantly missing items, etc to the point of almost failing classes and getting a reprimand at work...so I do believe the ADHD is a real diagnosis. In medical school I routinely got low shelf scores, notes took longer but were doable, and I just balanced it out with excellent clinical skills and strong patient/team rapport. However, now with the overwhelming burden of residency and constant distractions in the hospital, it has become incredibly difficult to manage and has become an emotional drain.
My doc recommends starting ADHD medication--Strattera (ideally to also help with mood). I don't really want to separate from the AF or have to pay back all of med school. I do think getting help now is the right thing to do, and my health is more important. But I do have options such as: start medications and whatever happens happens, taking ADHD medication temporarily while I learn the skills and hope that I don't need the medical support once I become an attending, or no medications, and work on non-medical supports solely. What are your thoughts?
Thanks so much for the ideas and feedback!
My doc recommends starting ADHD medication--Strattera (ideally to also help with mood). I don't really want to separate from the AF or have to pay back all of med school. I do think getting help now is the right thing to do, and my health is more important. But I do have options such as: start medications and whatever happens happens, taking ADHD medication temporarily while I learn the skills and hope that I don't need the medical support once I become an attending, or no medications, and work on non-medical supports solely. What are your thoughts?
Thanks so much for the ideas and feedback!