Originally posted by Celiac Plexus
I am going in to surgery because I love the OR. I love washing my hands in cherry-scented warm water at the scrub basin and joking around with the residents and attendings. I love the order and heirarchy of the OR. I love that sometimes attendings have to make important decisions while operating without quibbling. I love the warmth of a patient's abdomen as I run the bowel. I love identifying anatomical structures. I love cutting, sewing, and tieing knots. I love the ability to cure by cutting.
I love talking to patients in the prep room... reassuring them and listening to them. I love the intimate details that patients share with me once they know that I am part of the surgery team. I love getting called at 2am to help solve, or assist in the solution of an unforeseen problem with a patient. I love being comfortable with putting in central lines, IV access, and drawing blood. I love being comfortable cleaning out wounds that most of my peers would kill to avoid smelling. I love watching the senior residents comfortable with EVERYTHING that happens. I love being the guy who always volunteers to stay late and do the "scut" that everyone hates to do... you can learn a hell of a lot about management that way. I love it when one of my classmates, or a resident, is beat down and I ask to pick up some of their work because I can, and because I want to bust my ass for them.
I love office hours when we can briefly reconnect with our patients and check on their progress. I love it that I will never spend half an hour sitting on my butt discussing whether we should or should not "bump the dig" by 0.00005 on a patient with a-fib and CHF.
I love the camraderie of surgeons. The "hammerhead" mentality, and the bond that exists between men and women that undergo at times harrowing training so that they can achieve the skills, and knowledge necessary to be a surgeon.
I would become a surgeon even if I knew that I would work 100+ hours a week, and be one of the lowest paid doctors around. I don't care about prestige, or status. I just think that surgery, and surgeons are cool as hell, and God willing, I too will one day join their ranks.