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A little bit of my background: I graduated from a school of pharmacy which is well-known and considered highly competitive in my state. I also managed to graduate in top 10% of the class (GPA -3.90). Prior to school, I volunteered at a hospital's pharmacy for a summer. During school, I didn't really work which now I think is a major mistake. I did have a summer internship at a major retail chain to get some community experience. I was semi-active (officer of one organization and members of a whole bunch others). I thought of residency during my last year's rotations and was drawn into clinical aspect of pharmacy.
Applied and didn't match (!), only later to find out the reason of rejection from at least one hospital was that I didn't have a good list of clinical rotations prior to Match day (well, it wasn't my fault, my rotation places were given to me from the school and based on their random selection + availability of the sites/preceptors at the time).
Long story short, soon after I didn't get matched, I started to apply like crazy. At least 1-2 applications/day....But rejection after rejection .... many hospital prefer residency-trained or experienced candidates, retail want to take their interns from within regardless of how I tried my best to explain my sincere interest in the cover letters. Even my old retail chain where I did my internship said they were having a hiring freeze until some indefinite time in the future?!
I already started to expand my options to more rural areas for almost any types of positions: independent, retail, hospital, LTC, etc. Still no hope at least until today, almost a month after my graduation! So what is this about the so-called lucrative field of pharmacy? I felt hopeless as the days go by and my email box is now full of "Thank you for your interest; however, we are unable to offer you..." or "Although your references and resume are impressive, we are sorry..."
My family started to make me feel bad. My parents think that I was so wrong to choose pharmacy to go for whereas my other cousins who went for MD, DO, PA or RN have all already secured their jobs. And it doesn't help when my classmates who knew somebody from within or were good enough to match into a residency spot posted about their new jobs on facebook ... I still like pharmacy as a profession and think that pharmacists are still able to make positive impact in health care and patients' lives, but why does it have to be so competitive? Blame it on the booming of schools in an already saturated market of pharmacists or is it me who tremendously suck?!
I don't know...I think I might have depression and with this much of pressure, I don't know if I can take it any longer if I can't find a job soon. I don't know if there's a plan B for me. Going back to school is a no-no since I have accumulated enough loan and interest!
Sorry for all the whining....I know it's bad, but I need to write something on here to warn those who are still in school need to know how to prepare for this madness in the next few years. I might be a complete failure, so don't be like me! Be smarter!
A little bit of my background: I graduated from a school of pharmacy which is well-known and considered highly competitive in my state. I also managed to graduate in top 10% of the class (GPA -3.90). Prior to school, I volunteered at a hospital's pharmacy for a summer. During school, I didn't really work which now I think is a major mistake. I did have a summer internship at a major retail chain to get some community experience. I was semi-active (officer of one organization and members of a whole bunch others). I thought of residency during my last year's rotations and was drawn into clinical aspect of pharmacy.
Applied and didn't match (!), only later to find out the reason of rejection from at least one hospital was that I didn't have a good list of clinical rotations prior to Match day (well, it wasn't my fault, my rotation places were given to me from the school and based on their random selection + availability of the sites/preceptors at the time).
Long story short, soon after I didn't get matched, I started to apply like crazy. At least 1-2 applications/day....But rejection after rejection .... many hospital prefer residency-trained or experienced candidates, retail want to take their interns from within regardless of how I tried my best to explain my sincere interest in the cover letters. Even my old retail chain where I did my internship said they were having a hiring freeze until some indefinite time in the future?!
I already started to expand my options to more rural areas for almost any types of positions: independent, retail, hospital, LTC, etc. Still no hope at least until today, almost a month after my graduation! So what is this about the so-called lucrative field of pharmacy? I felt hopeless as the days go by and my email box is now full of "Thank you for your interest; however, we are unable to offer you..." or "Although your references and resume are impressive, we are sorry..."
My family started to make me feel bad. My parents think that I was so wrong to choose pharmacy to go for whereas my other cousins who went for MD, DO, PA or RN have all already secured their jobs. And it doesn't help when my classmates who knew somebody from within or were good enough to match into a residency spot posted about their new jobs on facebook ... I still like pharmacy as a profession and think that pharmacists are still able to make positive impact in health care and patients' lives, but why does it have to be so competitive? Blame it on the booming of schools in an already saturated market of pharmacists or is it me who tremendously suck?!
I don't know...I think I might have depression and with this much of pressure, I don't know if I can take it any longer if I can't find a job soon. I don't know if there's a plan B for me. Going back to school is a no-no since I have accumulated enough loan and interest!
Sorry for all the whining....I know it's bad, but I need to write something on here to warn those who are still in school need to know how to prepare for this madness in the next few years. I might be a complete failure, so don't be like me! Be smarter!