hey,
is this related to post exams depression on a smaller scale? This is probably the only week I don't have too much immediate pressures and exams. I know i have to get ahead and work on term papers and other long term stuff for the semester... but, i seriously can't do anything. besides watch two episodes of family ties and roam the house in PJs. and the only time you get depressed is between 1 am to 4 am... when the rest of civilization (aka friends, family) are asleep so there's no one to talk to. I know i have no immediate pressures, but i know i'll be worse then dead in a week or two (or I'll mess up some more exams) if I don't start other stuff.
I think there is something that when we're n ot productive we feel bad, because we feel we should be more productive. Or, after you've kicked as* trying to get the admission, you finally got it, and so you decide, no not decided, you've decided to discipline yourselves, but you just want to relax.
maybe it's okay for you guys to relax, don't feel bad you're not that stellar. but, don't screw up to much.
okay, sorry for rattling away/venting here. it's hell better sitting feeling bad about myself w/ no ability to sleep, no desire to study, no motivation to do career planning stuff. not even enough motivation to pick up clothes all over my bedroom.
crap, i have class tommorow early morning...
And it's important to be alert in that class.
done guys. anyone awake make me feel better.
hmm, coming to SDN may have been good idea. opened my computer to listen to mp3s., anyway.
night.
sonya