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First of all, I'm a long time reader of SDN. Been coming here for about 6 years, and I credit the info I read here with guiding me on what to do to get in to med school. This place is a valuable resource!
Now, I've gotten myself into a situation where I really need to get some advice on a specific situation. Disclaimer: I am painfully aware that my current circumstances are my own fault. If you want to rant at me about that, that's fine, but trust me, I already know.
I'm in the middle of my third year. First two years went ok. I definitely under-performed, doing just enough to get by. A few high passes mixed in with passes, and nearly failed biochem but not quite (passed by maybe 7 total questions!) Step one was slightly below national average. I got by mostly on being a very good test taker. In a word, I was lazy.
Now I'm paying for it. Big time. Started out clinical rotations on psych. Managed to do ok. Next came peds, ob, and internal. All remarkable only for my mediocre-at-best performance. I miss at least half the questions I'm asked when pimped (and I'm not just talking about the hard ones), and fumble through my answer when I'm correct. Shelf scores have been below average. I guess I don't need to go on and on providing examples of where I am as a student... The point is I didn't learn the material like I needed to the first two years. Instead I relied on good test taking skills and low expectations of myself to get by.
I'm tired of not knowing any of the answers to clinical questions. I had the idea today that I would put off my next rotation until 4th year (contigent upon approval by my school's administration) and use that time to study and learn what should have been learned the last two years. It would suck to use up nearly all of my free time of 4th year, but I can't continue in this field with the terrible foundation I've set for myself. Has anyone else done this? Would doing this be making a big mistake? Would it look worse on my record than just continuing on and doing my best to play catch up in my (non-existent) free time? Any advice or comment welcome. I need some outside perspective. Thanks!
Now, I've gotten myself into a situation where I really need to get some advice on a specific situation. Disclaimer: I am painfully aware that my current circumstances are my own fault. If you want to rant at me about that, that's fine, but trust me, I already know.
I'm in the middle of my third year. First two years went ok. I definitely under-performed, doing just enough to get by. A few high passes mixed in with passes, and nearly failed biochem but not quite (passed by maybe 7 total questions!) Step one was slightly below national average. I got by mostly on being a very good test taker. In a word, I was lazy.
Now I'm paying for it. Big time. Started out clinical rotations on psych. Managed to do ok. Next came peds, ob, and internal. All remarkable only for my mediocre-at-best performance. I miss at least half the questions I'm asked when pimped (and I'm not just talking about the hard ones), and fumble through my answer when I'm correct. Shelf scores have been below average. I guess I don't need to go on and on providing examples of where I am as a student... The point is I didn't learn the material like I needed to the first two years. Instead I relied on good test taking skills and low expectations of myself to get by.
I'm tired of not knowing any of the answers to clinical questions. I had the idea today that I would put off my next rotation until 4th year (contigent upon approval by my school's administration) and use that time to study and learn what should have been learned the last two years. It would suck to use up nearly all of my free time of 4th year, but I can't continue in this field with the terrible foundation I've set for myself. Has anyone else done this? Would doing this be making a big mistake? Would it look worse on my record than just continuing on and doing my best to play catch up in my (non-existent) free time? Any advice or comment welcome. I need some outside perspective. Thanks!