Here's my situation. I found that throughout high school and college, if I put a ton of work into a class or a subject, I could definitely reap the benefits in terms of having a solid understanding the material (most important) and earning solid grades (I also graduated valedictorian, which was the icing on the TON of hard work that I put into it).
However, things did not work out the same for my MCAT experience. Before the first test in August, I did everything in the Kaplan online course, studied for probably 20-30 hours a week, really put a hold on everything else in my life, and kept seeing the same results on my practice tests (all hovering around 30). After getting my abysmal 25 on the August 2005 exam, I was devastated. But, I was determined to do things better the second time around.
Per advice from people on SDN and elsewhere, I bought AAMC exams, re-enrolled in the Kaplan online course to have access to the remaining practice tests, and set up a study schedule from late January right up until test date. I took 7 practice tests (2 Kaplan and 5 AAMC tests including the most recent AAMC 9), and again my average was around 30. This time, however, I felt much more prepared because a) I had seen the *real thing* before and knew what it felt like to sit through the actual test day, and b) I had taken enough practice tests that were like the *real thing* and scored consistently around a 30.
I didn't score well on the MCAT, but in my case I don't think it had anything to do with a lack of work ethic or discipline. I worked my butt off to study for the MCAT, and I can't really see what I could or should have done differently. My best practice test scores this time around were 31, so I definitely hoped to do much better than a 28. I just don't know if there's anything else that I could have done, I don't think I could improve enough on practice in the next 2 months to have a good chance in August, and I think (&hope) the rest of my application is strong enough to counterbalance the not-so-wonderful MCAT score. I'm starting to realize that no one has the complete package...you just have to do the best with what you have. If it really turns out that I don't get in anywhere this application cycle only because of my MCAT score, it will make me lose some faith in the whole "complete package" idea. But if that's really the case, I'll bite the bullet and try again.
Anyway, sorry for the long rambling post. That's what's going through my head right now. Thanks to all you guys for being supportive & encouraging. 😍