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Oh hi there, anxiety attack about absolutely nothing. Haven't missed you too much! My heart rate just plummeted from 138 to 47... wonder how high my blood pressure is? <sigh>
Dizziness, shakiness, shortness of breath, racing heart... I have to hand it to you, random disease... you sure had me fooled for a bit! (ffs... every time I'm actually home with my family!)Oh hi there, anxiety attack about absolutely nothing. Haven't missed you too much! My heart rate just plummeted from 138 to 47... wonder how high my blood pressure is? <sigh>
Congrats on starting a commitment! There's an SDN gym encouragement group on snapchat, ping me on snap if you want to be added!I did the cliché thing this new year and am trying to lose weight due to a number of reasons. I did the same thing last year and tried to take up running again, only for classes to eat my life away until I couldn’t sustain a workout routine during the week. Hopefully that doesn’t happen again.
This year, I’m trying to re-teach myself to eat better and doing some intermittent fasting as well. Add to that, I’ve figured out that I HATE treadmill running and need something else to do during the winter months. I decided to try out a HIIT group class on Tuesday. Interval training has a lot of research behind it for weight loss, so I thought it would be a good thing to try out. It’s 2x a week for an hour each and would work with my spring schedule.
Holy. Hell.
I did so many squats that standing up / sitting down since then has been a chore. I basically looking and sound like an elderly person when going to sit or stand. My abs and arms are sore as well, but basically my quads/hams/glutes are destroyed. Stretching is very very difficult to do, but I’ve been doing it to try and alleviate some of the pain. Also my lower back and sides are weirdly sore and that’s never happened to me before. Needless to say, I have some work to do. Planning on going again next week, but skipped today because OWWW.
On a positive note, my SO has been incredibly supportive of me and we’ve switched up our meal planning to be far more healthy (aka less carb-heavy).
It‘s not the bored part that gets me. It’s the lack of wind in my face, which in turn means I overheat very quickly, as well as the fact that I start to fixate on numbers instead of just enjoying the run.As for getting bored while on the treadmill, I have the same issue, so I usually put on a show on my ipad or something. (Binge watched GoT over the summer like this)
You could use your fixation on the numbers to your advantage by doing some pyramid interval runs. As someone who gets both bored and obsessed with staring at the stats, I find them very satisfying.It‘s not the bored part that gets me. It’s the lack of wind in my face, which in turn means I overhear very quickly, as well as the fact that I start to fixate on numbers instead of just enjoying the run.
So many contact designs @cubsrule4e @Stagg737 @Barkley13 @Ms Procrastinator etc
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I get why cubs was tagged but why was eye?So many contact designs @cubsrule4e @Stagg737 @Barkley13 @Ms Procrastinator etc
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The top one just looks like my natural colorSo many contact designs @cubsrule4e @Stagg737 @Barkley13 @Ms Procrastinator etc
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Because your profile picture has an eye in it duhI get why cubs was tagged but why was eye?
Ohhhh iSee.Because your profile picture has an eye in it duh
47 bpm hr is #goals though. I don't think I've been that low like ever. #outofshapeOh hi there, anxiety attack about absolutely nothing. Haven't missed you too much! My heart rate just plummeted from 138 to 47... wonder how high my blood pressure is? <sigh>
Well yeah, but ideally not as reflex bradycardia due to a soaring bp.... (I'm not that fit either!)47 bpm hr is #goals though. I don't think I've been that low like ever. #outofshape
Nope, sorry. A few years ago when I wanted to force an SDN hiatus, I blocked SDN at the [edge] router/firewall level, which is stronger than just one browser on just one phone/tablet/computer. Almost not worth the time, since if you really needed a fix and blocked it in Safari, there's nothing stopping you from taking 1 second and opening up Chrome or Firefox or whatever.This also seems like something @Stroganoff would know
It could be a customer too who shoplifted, ate it, then dumped it.I sincerely hope that person has to work in housekeeping or similar where they have to clean up peoples sht (figuratively or literally) for a while.
It could be a customer too who shoplifted, ate it, then dumped it.![]()
That was my first thought tooIt could be a customer too who shoplifted, ate it, then dumped it.![]()
Where I live even Target is this ghetto.*sigh* Oh, Walmart.
Where I live even Target is this ghetto.
I saw some empty beer cans in the toys section and was like "Wow, great job."
(And don't ask what I was doing in the toys section! I like board games! I..I was cutting through the aisle to Electronics and hate people so cut through! It's like... I always end up cutting through half the store and I'm like "oof, bras bras everywhere" but it's only because it's a shortcut and I get to avoid people!)
Oh crap, 2 seconds before Mommy says no, then lil' snotnose throws a temper tantrum and screams, then Mommy starts dropping f-bombs loudly. ABORT ABORT! LEAVE THE AREA.Mommy! I want that toy! 😆
Hell, sounds like she needs it having to deal with that brat.Oh crap, 2 seconds before Mommy says no, then lil' snotnose throws a temper tantrum and screams, then Mommy starts dropping f-bombs loudly. ABORT ABORT! LEAVE THE AREA.
(Maybe it was Mommy that drank that beer.)
NGL I’m 27 and still enjoy a trip down the target toy aisles 🤣Mommy! I want that toy! 😆
My therapist recommended these to me a few months ago and now I have a cookie jar full of them in my kitchenDUDE SQUISHIES ARE BOMB!
They’re oddly relaxing. My favorites are the plush covered squishies.My therapist recommended these to me a few months ago and now I have a cookie jar full of them in my kitchen
Where I live even Target is this ghetto.
I saw some empty beer cans in the toys section and was like "Wow, great job."
(And don't ask what I was doing in the toys section! I like board games! I..I was cutting through the aisle to Electronics and hate people so cut through! It's like... I always end up cutting through half the store and I'm like "oof, bras bras everywhere" but it's only because it's a shortcut and I get to avoid people!)
I refuse to wear one.I think we all focused on the wrong part of this post.
Strogg's afraid of bras 🤣
And rightfully so. It's very easy to get hooked!I think we all focused on the wrong part of this post.
Strogg's afraid of bras 🤣
DUDE SQUISHIES ARE BOMB!
Wikipedia said:Health issues
The Danish Environmental Protection Agency tested 12 squishies and found that they all release unacceptable levels of harmful substances, such as dimethylformamide, leading to their removal from the Danish market and the recommendation that all squishies be discarded and that they can safely be disposed as household waste.[3]
I refuse to wear one.
They're all beige tho!
Welp there are worse ways to go*breathes in deeply*
I just remembered that my memory foam pillows and the mattress topper all had instructions to air them out for a day or two before use since they tend to release lots of gross fumes. Not that I dare question Wikipedia (*gasp*), but it's possible the Squishies just hadn't aired out all theirWelp there are worse ways to go![]()
Please pick me to be your research slave!I just remembered that my memory foam pillows and the mattress topper all had instructions to air them out for a day or two before use since they tend to release lots of gross fumes. Not that I dare question Wikipedia (*gasp*), but it's possible the Squishies just hadn't aired out all theirsoulsfumes yet, and after sufficient time they're benign.
My grant application is pending. I'll let y'all know.
It's the trifecta of perfectionism, pets that will eventually die no matter what, and unreasonable clients.Informal research question for those in veterinary practice (either as vets or techs or assistants):
What do you find to be the biggest contributing factor to the poor mental health in vet med?
current student so I’ll speak to the almost 4 years I worked as a tech.Informal research question for those in veterinary practice (either as vets or techs or assistants):
What do you find to be the biggest contributing factor to the poor mental health in vet med?
RVT here. I’d have to say stress, if you want one specific factor. Obviously there’s a multitude of reasons why everyone is stressed. You have patients that can’t speak and the client behind them with expectations that aren’t sometimes achievable. You have cases where there is nothing that can be done, or cases that the owner lacks funds. Then we get the lovely “you don’t actually care, you’re just in it for the money” (aside from the regular “why is everything so expensive”). My place of employment has some of the best and most compliant clients in the area. That doesn’t mean that I’m not regularly snapped at, spoken down to, etc. Just lots of contributing factors to make everyone run down.Informal research question for those in veterinary practice (either as vets or techs or assistants):
What do you find to be the biggest contributing factor to the poor mental health in vet med?
<3I'm an outsider here, but I love you guys. Can I throw out a rando list of stuff? I'm curious if there's any 1 or 2 factors that if you had the power to make disappear or change, would have the most quantifiable, causative decrease in the suicide rate. I'm sure everyone's different, but what are the top couple things that you could change if you were a deity with magical powers?
Sorry if this is crossing a line or too blunt. Over the last decade and half, I've watched more people than I'd like burn out, make permanently tragic decisions, or being cynical/bitter or turn into huge negative jerkwads, and I'm learning that vetmed has similar overlap with human med and apparently a higher rate in some decisions...
Training/Personal
* Many years and tens of thousands of hours pre-professionally, professionally, post-graduate, etc before finally starting a "real job" as [chosen vet specialty]
* Exorbitant cost of education + years of lost income and growth from investments
* Conflicting personal goals including but not limited to building a marriage +/- kids
* Social monitoring and comparing yourself to friends/peers who "got a real job" years earlier and are "further ahead" in life i.e. homeowners, less debt, actual vacations, etc.
* Social monitoring and comparing vetmed to human med/dent (e.g. being in the same ballpark in ambition/intelligence but feeling underappreciated either income-wise or prestige-wise)
* Perfectionism and unrealistic personal standards, Type A gungho personality, etc.
Clients
* Clients with unrealistic demands (or maybe too little, too late)
* Non-compliant clients
* Clients who mean well but simply don't have the funds to do ____
The Business and/or The Practice
* Administrators
* Corporate bureaucracy
* Incompetence (at any level or job function)
* Private practice/being your own boss: Front desk babysitting and turnover
* Idiotic Scheduling
* Burnout
* Government regulations?
* Lack of challenge? Lack of enjoyment? Losing the magic that drew you in? Realizing it's just a job?
* Underappreciation from colleagues, the public, clients?
I think the best thing for vet med would be to increase the ability to say no. There are many reasons that doctors and veterinary staff feel like they don’t have any control, and a lack of control is a huge factor in depression. If things are bad, and you feel powerless to change them, suicide becomes a way out of that spiral. So increase control by empowering veterinarians to say no.I'm sure everyone's different, but what are the top couple things that you could change if you were a deity with magical powers?