I have been ignoring everything in order to get through a week full of quizzes and tests and labs.
On Monday I found out that my great aunt passed away last week. My grandfather (who is 95) went into hospice over the weekend. Since I moved a month ago, he went from relatively capable, able to do most of his daily stuff without help, and participate in conversations when with the family, to being completely non-responsive as of the beginning of the week. He passed away on Wednesday. I am having a really hard time dealing with it from 2000 miles away, but going home just isn't affordable or feasible right now. I miss my family, I miss my boyfriend, and I am finally done with all the exams so I can relax a little and all I am is sad. I am relieved that he passed quickly and with relatively little pain, but he was such an incredible human being and I am going to miss his stories.
Icing on the cake was yesterday, when I got a little too complacent, spooked my horse, and got kicked across the stall.