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Benefit not from the illness of mankind
Throughout my life I have been wrestling with this complex conflict, which was a personal cultural proverb of mine as I was growing up, surrounded by traditional medicinal healers. My resolution to this paradox was revealed, as I became the patient and not the observer, which is when the answer to my dilemma began to slowly unravel. Benefit not from the illness of man was a premise upon which my grandfather based his practice of traditional medicine. Never charging anyone a dime for his services, he believed that the herbs (roots, leaves, tree-barks and stems) are Gods free gift to humanity and the knowledge of his traditional medicine is a divine favor. A farmer by trade, medicine was his calling a sort of hobby. I became interested in medicine during childhood from a series of unfortunate events and it dawned upon me that in their profession, western or traditional, physicians meet most people as patients. Patients, sick, injured, unhappy and vulnerable people in need of help. It also concerned me that physicians in the western hemisphere are immeasurably rich compared to their traditional counterparts and hence a conflict with my grandfathers syllogism. Being born and raised in Houston, I have always asked how one practices medicine here without benefiting from mans illness.
This was my predicament until about four and half years ago when I became ill with uterine bleeding. The intense and excruciating pain radiating through my body from my abdomen was unbearable. I ended up in a local hospitals emergency room and in an instant; I became a patient a sick, injured, unhappy and vulnerable person in need of help. I was no longer an observer, an outsider looking in. I was an insider and the reason for action. I was made comfortable and cured. After my ailment, I became interested in gynecology and did some research on ovarian cyst, which was the cause of my sickness. My personal experience only partially provided the resolution to my original problem; it was not until I witnessed my sister in the hospital bed that the answer laid right in front of my eyes. She was found under the bus with fractures from her right femur through four ribs to the radius and right ulna. Again, we ended up in the hospital where my little sister was transformed to a patient a sick, injured, unhappy and vulnerable person in acute need of help. Once again, I was an insider, a bit distant an insider, but an insider regardless. Metallic pins, plates and needles were used to mend her broken frame together. I experienced how it felt to be a patient and would like to become as proficient as Dr. Yusaville at giving hope and strength to people in those difficult times.
During my undergraduate studies, I volunteered at the Labor and Delivery Unit at a local hospital. Observing the strength and vitality of these awe-inspiring women became a parallel depiction later in my life as I also became a mother. I vividly remember doing my Princeton Review assignments, in preparation for the upcoming April 2005 MCAT, while my daughter and I waited to see her pediatrician. The Spring 2005 semester was very difficult due to studying for the April MCAT, taking full-time classes including Organic Chemistry II, attending Princeton Review classes four times a week, and caring for my child who was still under the age of one. But with determination, drive, passion and good time management skills, I tried to maintain a competitive GPA and perform equally well on the MCAT.
I also shadowed a local doctor in my area, Dr. Mohney, where I was humbled by his selfless and indiscriminate efforts of the physician to treat the homeless, poor immigrants and citizens without health insurance coverage. This physician risked his life to treat his patients (some with H.I.V and other communicable diseases) knowing the consequence of any mistake. I was touched and impressed by the passion of doctors and their intense commitment to saving lives. I was struck deeply by their dedication to intricate details and near omniscient nature in the scientific art of medicine. That is noble, and that evoked my utmost veneration for the profession.
Through my various encounters, I came to terms with my grandfathers paradox. I realized that as they treat to save priceless lives, these physicians, in avertedly, expose themselves to the same sicknesses being treated, hence, any remunerations received by doctors during their services may never be equated to their invaluable sacrifice and love for life and well being of mankind.
Throughout my life I have been wrestling with this complex conflict, which was a personal cultural proverb of mine as I was growing up, surrounded by traditional medicinal healers. My resolution to this paradox was revealed, as I became the patient and not the observer, which is when the answer to my dilemma began to slowly unravel. Benefit not from the illness of man was a premise upon which my grandfather based his practice of traditional medicine. Never charging anyone a dime for his services, he believed that the herbs (roots, leaves, tree-barks and stems) are Gods free gift to humanity and the knowledge of his traditional medicine is a divine favor. A farmer by trade, medicine was his calling a sort of hobby. I became interested in medicine during childhood from a series of unfortunate events and it dawned upon me that in their profession, western or traditional, physicians meet most people as patients. Patients, sick, injured, unhappy and vulnerable people in need of help. It also concerned me that physicians in the western hemisphere are immeasurably rich compared to their traditional counterparts and hence a conflict with my grandfathers syllogism. Being born and raised in Houston, I have always asked how one practices medicine here without benefiting from mans illness.
This was my predicament until about four and half years ago when I became ill with uterine bleeding. The intense and excruciating pain radiating through my body from my abdomen was unbearable. I ended up in a local hospitals emergency room and in an instant; I became a patient a sick, injured, unhappy and vulnerable person in need of help. I was no longer an observer, an outsider looking in. I was an insider and the reason for action. I was made comfortable and cured. After my ailment, I became interested in gynecology and did some research on ovarian cyst, which was the cause of my sickness. My personal experience only partially provided the resolution to my original problem; it was not until I witnessed my sister in the hospital bed that the answer laid right in front of my eyes. She was found under the bus with fractures from her right femur through four ribs to the radius and right ulna. Again, we ended up in the hospital where my little sister was transformed to a patient a sick, injured, unhappy and vulnerable person in acute need of help. Once again, I was an insider, a bit distant an insider, but an insider regardless. Metallic pins, plates and needles were used to mend her broken frame together. I experienced how it felt to be a patient and would like to become as proficient as Dr. Yusaville at giving hope and strength to people in those difficult times.
During my undergraduate studies, I volunteered at the Labor and Delivery Unit at a local hospital. Observing the strength and vitality of these awe-inspiring women became a parallel depiction later in my life as I also became a mother. I vividly remember doing my Princeton Review assignments, in preparation for the upcoming April 2005 MCAT, while my daughter and I waited to see her pediatrician. The Spring 2005 semester was very difficult due to studying for the April MCAT, taking full-time classes including Organic Chemistry II, attending Princeton Review classes four times a week, and caring for my child who was still under the age of one. But with determination, drive, passion and good time management skills, I tried to maintain a competitive GPA and perform equally well on the MCAT.
I also shadowed a local doctor in my area, Dr. Mohney, where I was humbled by his selfless and indiscriminate efforts of the physician to treat the homeless, poor immigrants and citizens without health insurance coverage. This physician risked his life to treat his patients (some with H.I.V and other communicable diseases) knowing the consequence of any mistake. I was touched and impressed by the passion of doctors and their intense commitment to saving lives. I was struck deeply by their dedication to intricate details and near omniscient nature in the scientific art of medicine. That is noble, and that evoked my utmost veneration for the profession.
Through my various encounters, I came to terms with my grandfathers paradox. I realized that as they treat to save priceless lives, these physicians, in avertedly, expose themselves to the same sicknesses being treated, hence, any remunerations received by doctors during their services may never be equated to their invaluable sacrifice and love for life and well being of mankind.