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I'm wondering if anyone else has experienced this. I'm an M1 and in my opinion I'm nothing more than a person with a depth of knowledge in the basic sciences, a smattering of random clinical skills I've manage to pick up here and there, and the ability to perform a technically proficient H&P. Really I don't feel like I'm that much more a doctor than I was a few months ago. Still anytime I have had an oppertunity to shadow an attending physician over in the hospital I have been shocked at how much they let you do, or rather I should say just sort of thrust on you.
First experience was shadowing a urologist. Shadowed him in clinic first and the first patient we saw was getting a prostate biopsy. He did a rectal exam first and, apparently finding it interesting, turns to the patient and says "oh the med student should really take a look at this do you mind?" I take a second to realize he's talking about me, and then jump in and do it based on little more than observing what I had seen him do and what I could remember from anatomy about the location of the prostate. Next week I follow him into the OR and at the end get to help close, again based on no training other than what I had observed.
The second noteable example of this phenomenon happend just the other day and prompted the writing of this post. I'm shadowing an attending neurosurgeon. The day starts by trying to track him down based on the vague instruction "why don't you show up for my 8am case?." So after wandering around the surgical floor like a lost puppy for 5 minutes and finally finding a nurse that can tell me what room he's in, I wander into the OR and see a patient I had seen with him in clinic the other day prepped on the table. He was getting an intracranial pressure monitor put in to see if overdrainage of his shunt was causing headaches. I say good morning and the surgeon doesn't say anything (he's a great guy, but not the most talkative), so I stand around for a few minutes before he asks me if I want to go scrub in with the resident. He then jokes (i think) "ha, you'll be the first M1 ever to put in an ICP monitor."
While we're scrubbing the resident starts telling me about the procedure and I feel smart because I had already learned everything about the case the other day seeing it in clinic, so I feel like I'm keeping up. Back in the OR we go over to the patient and he starts telling me about how you drill the hole in the skull, "starts out hard then gets easy as you get through the outer table, then its hard again when you reach the inner table and at the end the drill will dive like you're drilling through a piece of wood so you have to go a bit slower so you don't drive the bit into the brain." Interesting, I think, it will be an experience to see you do that. Then he hands me the drill. I was nervous as hell but I did a pretty good job and had a great story to tell when I got back to class.
I guess with all of this stuff you just have to trust that the senior doc knows its a procedure that you can do to a reasonable approximation and that there's not a great risk of you screwing it up too bad...as long as you're supervised. But still, I just think its interesting that suddenly just because I'm in med school I have the oppertunity to do something like that despite the fact that my "training" was all of 2 minutes long right before I picked up the drill. A year ago if I had taken a drill to someone's skull it would have been assult. Now that I'm in med school its perfectly fine to do it, despite the fact that I really don't have much more training than I had a year ago...
Any thoughts?
First experience was shadowing a urologist. Shadowed him in clinic first and the first patient we saw was getting a prostate biopsy. He did a rectal exam first and, apparently finding it interesting, turns to the patient and says "oh the med student should really take a look at this do you mind?" I take a second to realize he's talking about me, and then jump in and do it based on little more than observing what I had seen him do and what I could remember from anatomy about the location of the prostate. Next week I follow him into the OR and at the end get to help close, again based on no training other than what I had observed.
The second noteable example of this phenomenon happend just the other day and prompted the writing of this post. I'm shadowing an attending neurosurgeon. The day starts by trying to track him down based on the vague instruction "why don't you show up for my 8am case?." So after wandering around the surgical floor like a lost puppy for 5 minutes and finally finding a nurse that can tell me what room he's in, I wander into the OR and see a patient I had seen with him in clinic the other day prepped on the table. He was getting an intracranial pressure monitor put in to see if overdrainage of his shunt was causing headaches. I say good morning and the surgeon doesn't say anything (he's a great guy, but not the most talkative), so I stand around for a few minutes before he asks me if I want to go scrub in with the resident. He then jokes (i think) "ha, you'll be the first M1 ever to put in an ICP monitor."
While we're scrubbing the resident starts telling me about the procedure and I feel smart because I had already learned everything about the case the other day seeing it in clinic, so I feel like I'm keeping up. Back in the OR we go over to the patient and he starts telling me about how you drill the hole in the skull, "starts out hard then gets easy as you get through the outer table, then its hard again when you reach the inner table and at the end the drill will dive like you're drilling through a piece of wood so you have to go a bit slower so you don't drive the bit into the brain." Interesting, I think, it will be an experience to see you do that. Then he hands me the drill. I was nervous as hell but I did a pretty good job and had a great story to tell when I got back to class.
I guess with all of this stuff you just have to trust that the senior doc knows its a procedure that you can do to a reasonable approximation and that there's not a great risk of you screwing it up too bad...as long as you're supervised. But still, I just think its interesting that suddenly just because I'm in med school I have the oppertunity to do something like that despite the fact that my "training" was all of 2 minutes long right before I picked up the drill. A year ago if I had taken a drill to someone's skull it would have been assult. Now that I'm in med school its perfectly fine to do it, despite the fact that I really don't have much more training than I had a year ago...
Any thoughts?