Should I even bother?

Candlejack

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I'm going to spare you the gruesome details, and get straight to the facts - I have a juvenile record, comprised of two counts of second degree home invasion. While that charge is typically considered to be a felony, it was adjudicated in juvenile court, and as such, is not technically counted as being a conviction.

However, due to the number of offenses (two), I am not eligible to have my record expunged next year, which will be four years after having been released from the constraints of probation. I have to wait until I'm 30, at which time the court system shall destroy all paper records of my crimes, while my fingerprints will still be retained in what I'm assuming is the FBI database.

I did most of the things that I did when I was fourteen, but wasn't arrested and charged until I was slightly over fifteen, making me a sophomore in high school. Now that a substantial period of time has gone by (I'm a senior, and, given my age, the almost-three years between now and "then" is quite a long time, in perspective), I've come a long ways in terms of intellectual and emotional maturation. While I'm not trying to make any excuses for my behaviors, they were mostly brought about by my need to assert some form of power over others, after having been severely bullied all throughout late elementary and middle school.

I'm a pretty regular person now. I get along with most of my peers, although as a high school senior with somewhat above-average intelligence (or so everybody tells me), most of my friends are in college. I have a well-developed sense of empathy. I care about people, I care about my friends, my family... I couldn't comprehend repeating my mistakes.

But I don't know if those screw-ups from so long ago will completely void any medical school applications I try to make before I'm 30. I know that they do very extensive background checks, and I'm sure that that would show up. Even though that by the time I'm applying for medical schools those events will have taken place a third of a lifetime ago, I don't know if they'll still be the straw that breaks the camel's back, so to speak.

I can't fix the past, but I'm at least trying to make myself look more attractive to colleges. I was depressed for the entirety of last year, and my GPA fell from a 3.0-something to a 2.5 or 2.6. I failed several classes, and only got a 28 on the ACT (I didn't study, and slept through the math and writing portions).

I mean, it's hard to turn this kind of situation around. But I'm going to retake the ACT, and so far, I have a perfect 4.0 GPA for this year (admittedly, we're not very far in. But I was always the kid that everybody said could have gone to Harvard, if he'd tried a bit harder and done his work). I've been volunteering at an Emergency Department since the beginning of my Junior year in high school, and I'm trying to get more positions at another hospital in radiology, the ER, and a psych ward. I'm an ice dancer and a fencer. I might be taking on a leadership role at a student organization at a state university (it's a good school, considered to be a public Ivy. I'll probably be able to go there or the University of Michigan, although I'm hoping I'll have even a tiny shot at UChicago). I'm taking AP classes through Apex at home, and I should have AP Psychology finished by the end of the month, at which point I'll either be starting AP Physics or AP Bio. My school doesn't offer many choices in terms of AP classes, but I passed the exams for AP English 11 and AP Government, which I took last year.

Ugh. I dunno. I screwed up. I'm not sure if I'll even be eligible for financial aid any more. I don't know if I'll be able to go to medical school, or fulfill my dream of becoming a psychiatrist.

Does anybody know whether or not I can even get into medical school? I've tried asking on Yahoo! Answers and doing Google searches, but I haven't been able to find anything. I don't have any *criminal* convictions on my record (they're counted as civil infractions or something), but my record won't be cleared at 18, as are most.

I just want to get everything back in order, but I want to focus on medical school if it's not a realistic aspiration until much later in life. :xf:
 
We all make mistakes. . it is about how you rise above those mistakes and learn from them that builds your character. Get into a college (even if that means a community college and transferring to a 4 year university), do good, make the most out of your free time (i.e. doing some good volunteer work, shadowing, research. . .whatever you like to do in life that somehow helps society), and if you have the passion to pursue a career in medicine, you will make it. There is nothing you can do about the past, but you are still young and hold the power to mold your own future. Strive on, and make your dreams come true!
 
You need to live life doing what you love, not curtail your potential because of some past event, or strike-out at will for fear that no one will listen.

Should you bother? Yes. If a mere aspirant like me bothered to respond to your post, no doubt will someone in a position of greater capacity (at least those who have empathy and experience-- and they are out there) bother to listen, too.

[PS - Your maturity is evident from the way that you write.]
 
Everything in life (worth doing) is tough. I know that I've broken the law plenty, but I've been fortunate enough to have avoided serious consequences. Most humans, and there actually are quite a few humans among the medical drones in the US, will understand.

You're lucky you committed your--albeit adjudicated--felonies early in your academic career and personal development. I see no problem with you applying to medical schools (both MD and DO) directly out of college.

My Advice:

(1) Kick ass in college (I'm talking above a 3.8 and leadership positions).

(2) Avoid receiving a single mark on your record between now and your application cycle.

(3) Major in something that gets your juices flowing, but be sure to take all of the premed requirements.

(4) Start working on building a close relationship with a professor or the premed advisor starting day 1 of college.

(5) Take a practice MCAT under real test-settings your freshman year (this will let you know your "starting point" and will also let know you know the kinds of things that you'll need to master before taking the MCAT, AKA "killing the beast.")

(6) Get involved with AMSA, get involved in medical/health care movements on the national level, and make sure you give a Damn and that it shows.

(7) Don't waste time telling other people or filling up on your dreams. If you talk about your goals with other people you are actually less likely to accomplish them. Be like a good fraternity pledge: Keep your head down, your dreams close to your heart, and define yourself by your actions.

A little video about keeping your goals private:
http://www.ted.com/talks/derek_sivers_keep_your_goals_to_yourself.html


Good Luck Little Felon. If locked doors can't keep you out, I doubt an ADCOM can.

:laugh:


-C.J.
 
Having a juvenile record can't affect my eligibility for attaining an MD, can it? That's one of my main concerns, and something I haven't been able to find an answer to. I sent an e-mail to my former probation officer, but she never gave me answer to that question. I've checked Yahoo! Answers and other resources, but most answers seem to be geared either to those who have adult felony offenses, or those who have infractions that will "disappear" once they turn 18.

I don't know whether or not having felony offenses (even if they aren't technically considered as criminal convictions) will render me ineligible to get a medical degree. I wouldn't expect that it would, but I just want to make sure. If nobody on here knows, I'll probably end up calling Michigan State Medical College in a few days and asking them.

I was thinking about doing a double major in psychology and physiology (physiology to help with the prerequisites; not to mention that psychology is considered to be an "easy" major). Should that be sufficient?
 
Given that my crimes were committed when I was fourteen, that shouldn't be much of a problem, correct?
 
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