sysiphusrocks
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USAF HPSP student. My first year (for the second time). Things are not going great.
Talked to my CO, went through options.
After our conversation, I realized I was more upset by possibly being discharged from the AF far more than I was upset by not getting to be a physican (in fact, that kinda makes me feel relieved --- and ashamed. It's a weird emotion).
I was a career changer, after I got laid off from an old job in health policy.
I liked being an EMT-B (which I have done on and off in years past), although I don't think I could support my wife and our (for now) pre-born kid on that and still pay my debts.
My science GPA was somewhere around a 3.0, maybe 2.9? I don't remember. And it was made up exclusively of pre-reqs. My MCAT was 501, but even that marginal score is mostly because I scored in the 99th% on CARS, which somewhat compensated for poorer scores in the hard sciences. I think I got in because I interview really well, had an overall competitive academic resume in a worthless double major; and had a decent professional resume for my age when I was admitted (24 when admitted; now I'm 26 and it's kinda amazing how quickly it no longer looks any good). Point is, I think it might have been a mistake to admit me.
I haven't been dismissed yet, and even if I am, there is an appeal process which is generally successful. But I don't know if it is worth it.
Then again, the job market will probably be unkind to me, since I failed out of med school, so maybe I should fight? I don't know.
Talked to my CO, went through options.
After our conversation, I realized I was more upset by possibly being discharged from the AF far more than I was upset by not getting to be a physican (in fact, that kinda makes me feel relieved --- and ashamed. It's a weird emotion).
I was a career changer, after I got laid off from an old job in health policy.
I liked being an EMT-B (which I have done on and off in years past), although I don't think I could support my wife and our (for now) pre-born kid on that and still pay my debts.
My science GPA was somewhere around a 3.0, maybe 2.9? I don't remember. And it was made up exclusively of pre-reqs. My MCAT was 501, but even that marginal score is mostly because I scored in the 99th% on CARS, which somewhat compensated for poorer scores in the hard sciences. I think I got in because I interview really well, had an overall competitive academic resume in a worthless double major; and had a decent professional resume for my age when I was admitted (24 when admitted; now I'm 26 and it's kinda amazing how quickly it no longer looks any good). Point is, I think it might have been a mistake to admit me.
I haven't been dismissed yet, and even if I am, there is an appeal process which is generally successful. But I don't know if it is worth it.
Then again, the job market will probably be unkind to me, since I failed out of med school, so maybe I should fight? I don't know.