SDN is like a support group. We can commiserate and encourage each other; or simply, it's good place to find out if our situation is unique (like the OP wants to)
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If you feel like you are above this, just don't click and read the thread. Simple as that. Don't waste your breath with negative comments. I'm sure you'd be worried if you were in the OP's situation.
OP: I've heard of people asking the schools that rejected them about the reasons why it happened. Perhaps you can find out if there was one shortcoming that you can address in updates.