I'm signed up to take Step 1 on June 15th -- we start rotations in July, so I don't think I can push it past then. I just took an NBME practice #19 and got a 188. I took #18 on April 24th and got a 167, so I guess I've improved??? lol...
I was aiming for a 240, and I'm pissed. Everyone is telling me it's too late, and I'm mad as hell:
"Your Step score is really determined by your grades in years 1+2"
"You can really only got up maybe 60 points max from the start of dedicated"
"You can't just study longer and do well. You have to study smart, not hard. Stop trying."
"Better Step scorers just think about things in a better way. They're just... smarter."
I reject that fatalistic viewpoint. I reject that I am inherently unable to get a decent score, that I was branded at birth with "will get terrible Step 1 score". I've built my life upon a rock-solid belief that hard work can make up for the circumstances of one's birth. Anyone telling me otherwise can take that blue pill and shove it where the sun don't shine.
But is it too late? Do I need more time? Do I need to tell the school administration I'm taking more time off to just study for Step 1?
I'd love to just accept a 200 and try to compensate with a killer Step 2 score, but I don't want to bet on the future. I'm already $250,000 deep in loans, will be over $400,000 by graduation. My parents are impoverished, and I'm their retirement plan. A family medicine doctor income of $150,000 will be tricky to stretch between three different households. I'm not aiming to be a plastic surgeon -- right now I'm thinking of EM, or maybe general surgery. I also have academic mentors that are really invested in my success, and have put time into trying to help my career.
Has anyone here taken a 6 month leave-of-absence or anything to study for step 1?
I was aiming for a 240, and I'm pissed. Everyone is telling me it's too late, and I'm mad as hell:
"Your Step score is really determined by your grades in years 1+2"
"You can really only got up maybe 60 points max from the start of dedicated"
"You can't just study longer and do well. You have to study smart, not hard. Stop trying."
"Better Step scorers just think about things in a better way. They're just... smarter."
I reject that fatalistic viewpoint. I reject that I am inherently unable to get a decent score, that I was branded at birth with "will get terrible Step 1 score". I've built my life upon a rock-solid belief that hard work can make up for the circumstances of one's birth. Anyone telling me otherwise can take that blue pill and shove it where the sun don't shine.
But is it too late? Do I need more time? Do I need to tell the school administration I'm taking more time off to just study for Step 1?
I'd love to just accept a 200 and try to compensate with a killer Step 2 score, but I don't want to bet on the future. I'm already $250,000 deep in loans, will be over $400,000 by graduation. My parents are impoverished, and I'm their retirement plan. A family medicine doctor income of $150,000 will be tricky to stretch between three different households. I'm not aiming to be a plastic surgeon -- right now I'm thinking of EM, or maybe general surgery. I also have academic mentors that are really invested in my success, and have put time into trying to help my career.
Has anyone here taken a 6 month leave-of-absence or anything to study for step 1?
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