Strange Calmness...

[SaltySqueegee]

It's eerie...

I've had pretty much all my interviews up until this point, sent all of my update letters, my one letter of intent, yet no acceptances.

Now that there is nothing else I can do (at least I think), I have begun to let go a little. It's a strange feeling, almost like accepting death, or whatever may come. Or coming to understand the bigger picture.

I think I see a light... ... maybe its a medschool acceptance, or possibly a train.

Can ya' all relate???

Wicked crazy process, you're not the same person after it's all over, with or without an acceptance.

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[SaltySqueegee]

In many ways I feel as though I've gone through:

Denial (I'm a shoe into medical school)
Anger (What do you mean I'm not getting a secondary!)
Bargaining (Could you let me send you the secondary plus twice the administrative fee?)
Grief (I deserved the rejection ... ... *sob... sob*)
Acceptance (I wanted to be a pharmacist anyways... )

 

[strangeattractor]

i hear you man. i'm waiting on a bunch of schools and the dates when they are supposed to tell me anything seem to be getting further and further pushed back...

maybe this is good. maybe i will find out i didn't get in anywhere once the letters do come!