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I was reflecting today on how toxic the work environment is in my particular MTF. I sat in a high level meeting (includes the heads of every department in the hospital-cardiology, Peds, EM, Plastics, Psych, Anesthesia, Surgery etc, the chief of staff etc.) Most of the group was split between O-4s and O-3s. Now, mind you, these are the SENIOR docs in the hospital. Everyone of us is under our initial training commitment except the O-5, who did a second residency and the dentist, who's making a career of it. Every one of us is planning on getting out at the earliest possible moment, passing up thousands of dollars in "bonuses" to do so. One doc is even passing up his ASP ($15K) to get out 3 weeks earlier. We've all deployed at least once and some of us are up for our 2nd deployment within 2 years. Almost all of us moonlight as much as we can but are still concerned about skill atrophy (except the pediatricians and FPs.) Several of us pay for Tricare Standard so we can take our kids out in the community because there's no access into the peds clinic. The IM clinic and the FP clinic are each short a couple docs. The ED has an admission rate less than 3%. We don't have enough techs to start with, and more and more of them are deploying ILO (in lieu of, meaning with the Army). The contracting companies that are supposed to be finding us nurses haven't filled positions in months and months. Man, it's depressing sometimes.
If I was employed in a hospital like this on the outside I would honestly quit and move my family to another town, no matter what the pay was like. Never in med school or residency did I ever dread going to work, but I do more often than not now. It just isn't fun like medicine should be. I wonder how many other MTFs out there are like this. Maybe mine is particularly bad.
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If I was employed in a hospital like this on the outside I would honestly quit and move my family to another town, no matter what the pay was like. Never in med school or residency did I ever dread going to work, but I do more often than not now. It just isn't fun like medicine should be. I wonder how many other MTFs out there are like this. Maybe mine is particularly bad.
Edited to remove a few specifics.
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