The Child-Pepin Axis
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I wish I’d found this forum earlier, but am glad I found it now.
I’m a very “non-traditional” student, I never finished my undergrad in my early twenties, and after I sobered up at twenty-four I was happy and grateful to live life as a working class creative person. I’d always thought about becoming a mental health therapist though, and been encouraged in that direction by people in my personal life and recovery communities, and went back and finished my undergraduate degree in my early forties (I’m forty-three now).
I went to a moderately prestigious liberal arts school (Reed College), and finished my degree in history. My undergraduate thesis was a social and intellectual history of European psychiatrists in colonial Africa, and was very well received. I had only intended on applying to master’s programs, but a professor on my orals board suggested that I should consider pursuing a PsyD, as the path to licensure only took one more year but the degree would offer higher pay and greater flexibility. My overall GPA was low (3.1) given my misspent youth, but 3.8 after returning to school, and I had a handful of professors saying they’d be “honored” to give me strong letters of recommendation given my “inspirational” story. I was told by both professors and the college’s career counseling center that though I was a very unconventional candidate for graduate schools, I was nevertheless a strong one.
In the end I only applied to (and was accepted by) two programs: a master’s in clinical rehabilitation counseling at the local state school (Portland State University), and the PsyD at the Wright Institute in Berkeley. The Wright Institute is compelling to me because I was an admirer of Adorno’s and was taken in by an approach to clinical work that was socially grounded and less focused on individualism. The amount of debt is startling to me, particularly at my age, but a friend of mine who’s an MD had a positive experience with PSLF and working at a federally qualifying clinic or 501(c)3 is in alignment with my values and ambitions anyways. I am most interested in working with elderly people and people who are navigating transitions in their understanding of themselves in social and cultural contexts, and I’d be excited to work at the VA, for example.
Reading this forum though, I see that I didn’t understand the extent to which graduates of programs like the Wright’s are devalued by others in the field, and that the simple fact of my attendance there might limit or disqualify me from securing the internships or entry-level jobs that would allow me to do the work I want to do. I don’t want to sound hubristic, but I know that I’ll excel academically wherever I go – I know how to work, I’ve written a thesis before, I’m collegial and well-liked by the people I’ve worked and studied with and for. I would hate to invest the time, effort, and debt necessary to secure the PsyD, only to then realize that I was the product of a “diploma mill.” My parents are dissolute and I have absolutely no family financial resources to draw upon either now or from an eventual estate.
It seems that the advice to many people in my situation is to wait and re-apply to funded PhD programs in clinical psych. I think the reasonable assumption, however, is that these people are twenty years younger than I am. I’m also unsure how likely I am to be accepted by a PhD program, given that my degree is in the humanities and my CV and undergraduate transcripts are so unusual. I don’t know why anyone would hire me for an RA position, for example – I did well in the research psych courses I took as an undergraduate and am genuinely interested in research, but given the pandemic I just do not have the laboratory experience to make me helpful. Also given my age and social/familial networks, I would pretty much only want to attend school on the West Coast or in the Northeast, and I understand that this limits my chances even further. I’d like to eventually practice in a more rural environment, but if I am going to spend my forties as a broke graduate student I would like to at least be in a place where I can draw on the emotional and social support of the people I love.
Sorry for such a long post! I really don’t know what to do. I have been poor all my life and am not particularly motivated by money or prestige. I would, however, like to be as effective a clinician as possible, and to save enough money to be able to retire at some point. All of my academic mentors work either in the humanities or experimental psychology, and I worry that the two PsyDs I spoke with may have given me poor advice. I am not sure what the best of my three options (MA, PsyD, waiting a year) is. Do people here have positive experiences with PSLF? I know two people in other professions who've had great success with it, but it seems to be rarely mentioned in this forum. I'm now worried that attending a program like Wright would make it difficult for me to attain the internships and post-doc fellowships to set me up for a decent PSLF qualifying job, even if I did excellent work while in school.
Thank you so much to anyone who reads all of this!
I’m a very “non-traditional” student, I never finished my undergrad in my early twenties, and after I sobered up at twenty-four I was happy and grateful to live life as a working class creative person. I’d always thought about becoming a mental health therapist though, and been encouraged in that direction by people in my personal life and recovery communities, and went back and finished my undergraduate degree in my early forties (I’m forty-three now).
I went to a moderately prestigious liberal arts school (Reed College), and finished my degree in history. My undergraduate thesis was a social and intellectual history of European psychiatrists in colonial Africa, and was very well received. I had only intended on applying to master’s programs, but a professor on my orals board suggested that I should consider pursuing a PsyD, as the path to licensure only took one more year but the degree would offer higher pay and greater flexibility. My overall GPA was low (3.1) given my misspent youth, but 3.8 after returning to school, and I had a handful of professors saying they’d be “honored” to give me strong letters of recommendation given my “inspirational” story. I was told by both professors and the college’s career counseling center that though I was a very unconventional candidate for graduate schools, I was nevertheless a strong one.
In the end I only applied to (and was accepted by) two programs: a master’s in clinical rehabilitation counseling at the local state school (Portland State University), and the PsyD at the Wright Institute in Berkeley. The Wright Institute is compelling to me because I was an admirer of Adorno’s and was taken in by an approach to clinical work that was socially grounded and less focused on individualism. The amount of debt is startling to me, particularly at my age, but a friend of mine who’s an MD had a positive experience with PSLF and working at a federally qualifying clinic or 501(c)3 is in alignment with my values and ambitions anyways. I am most interested in working with elderly people and people who are navigating transitions in their understanding of themselves in social and cultural contexts, and I’d be excited to work at the VA, for example.
Reading this forum though, I see that I didn’t understand the extent to which graduates of programs like the Wright’s are devalued by others in the field, and that the simple fact of my attendance there might limit or disqualify me from securing the internships or entry-level jobs that would allow me to do the work I want to do. I don’t want to sound hubristic, but I know that I’ll excel academically wherever I go – I know how to work, I’ve written a thesis before, I’m collegial and well-liked by the people I’ve worked and studied with and for. I would hate to invest the time, effort, and debt necessary to secure the PsyD, only to then realize that I was the product of a “diploma mill.” My parents are dissolute and I have absolutely no family financial resources to draw upon either now or from an eventual estate.
It seems that the advice to many people in my situation is to wait and re-apply to funded PhD programs in clinical psych. I think the reasonable assumption, however, is that these people are twenty years younger than I am. I’m also unsure how likely I am to be accepted by a PhD program, given that my degree is in the humanities and my CV and undergraduate transcripts are so unusual. I don’t know why anyone would hire me for an RA position, for example – I did well in the research psych courses I took as an undergraduate and am genuinely interested in research, but given the pandemic I just do not have the laboratory experience to make me helpful. Also given my age and social/familial networks, I would pretty much only want to attend school on the West Coast or in the Northeast, and I understand that this limits my chances even further. I’d like to eventually practice in a more rural environment, but if I am going to spend my forties as a broke graduate student I would like to at least be in a place where I can draw on the emotional and social support of the people I love.
Sorry for such a long post! I really don’t know what to do. I have been poor all my life and am not particularly motivated by money or prestige. I would, however, like to be as effective a clinician as possible, and to save enough money to be able to retire at some point. All of my academic mentors work either in the humanities or experimental psychology, and I worry that the two PsyDs I spoke with may have given me poor advice. I am not sure what the best of my three options (MA, PsyD, waiting a year) is. Do people here have positive experiences with PSLF? I know two people in other professions who've had great success with it, but it seems to be rarely mentioned in this forum. I'm now worried that attending a program like Wright would make it difficult for me to attain the internships and post-doc fellowships to set me up for a decent PSLF qualifying job, even if I did excellent work while in school.
Thank you so much to anyone who reads all of this!