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HI, I'm a long-time lurker and was hoping I could discuss this even though I'm not a spouse or a partner, since I did need some support. 🙄
So the situation is that I'm a surgeon and I'm in my 30s. The problem is that I'm single. And even though everyone popularly thinks that means you have it made, it's the complete opposite. I just finished residency a few years ago and during med school and residency I never dated. I'm an introverted guy, but I did force myself to go to some social events over the years. The problem is that I never really met anyone I was that interested in. But also I really put it off. (You know how physicians are masters of "delayed gratification" where all of their friends are working and you feel like a little kid because you're still going to school?) I deliberately said to myself that I was going to focus on studying in med school and then, well, residency for surgery is just draining time-wise, even with work-hours restrictions.
Again, this isn't meant to be a "why me?" I had co-residents who worked just as many hours as me and found the time to go out and party or hook-up. I just wasn't into that, so it's totally on me. But now that I'm done with everything and actually have waaay more time that I've had for a while, I'm looking to get into a relationship. And like I said, everyone says you're gold because you're smart, you have a good job, you're not a deadbeat, you're a DOCTOR!! Yeah, fine, but all the women are married. OK, I don't mean all, but it's pretty slim pickings. (And I'm sure it's much worse for female physicians, so I don't mean to sound like I'm all self-centered.)
To make things worse, I'm going to be living in a small town, like just a few thousand people in the middle of nowhere. Again, you'd be amazed at how few jobs there are for surgeons in major cities. You sort of get this idea that you can just go wherever you want, but it's not the case. So ....bottom line is I'm pretty depressed (not clinically, lol, but getting close). All of my friends from med school are married with kids or if they're single don't really care, so I'm sort of stuck with nobody to talk to because neither group understand me and it sort of feels like I'm the "only one" in this situation. Anyone have any advice?
P.S. I actually joined online dating sites, before anyone suggests that. Even now in 2013, I feel really pathetic doing that, but I had nothing to lose. It's seriously a wasteland. I'm sorry if this sounds very superficial and you can call me all sorts of horrible things, but there is nobody on there that I'm remotely attracted to close to my small and rural town.
So the situation is that I'm a surgeon and I'm in my 30s. The problem is that I'm single. And even though everyone popularly thinks that means you have it made, it's the complete opposite. I just finished residency a few years ago and during med school and residency I never dated. I'm an introverted guy, but I did force myself to go to some social events over the years. The problem is that I never really met anyone I was that interested in. But also I really put it off. (You know how physicians are masters of "delayed gratification" where all of their friends are working and you feel like a little kid because you're still going to school?) I deliberately said to myself that I was going to focus on studying in med school and then, well, residency for surgery is just draining time-wise, even with work-hours restrictions.
Again, this isn't meant to be a "why me?" I had co-residents who worked just as many hours as me and found the time to go out and party or hook-up. I just wasn't into that, so it's totally on me. But now that I'm done with everything and actually have waaay more time that I've had for a while, I'm looking to get into a relationship. And like I said, everyone says you're gold because you're smart, you have a good job, you're not a deadbeat, you're a DOCTOR!! Yeah, fine, but all the women are married. OK, I don't mean all, but it's pretty slim pickings. (And I'm sure it's much worse for female physicians, so I don't mean to sound like I'm all self-centered.)
To make things worse, I'm going to be living in a small town, like just a few thousand people in the middle of nowhere. Again, you'd be amazed at how few jobs there are for surgeons in major cities. You sort of get this idea that you can just go wherever you want, but it's not the case. So ....bottom line is I'm pretty depressed (not clinically, lol, but getting close). All of my friends from med school are married with kids or if they're single don't really care, so I'm sort of stuck with nobody to talk to because neither group understand me and it sort of feels like I'm the "only one" in this situation. Anyone have any advice?
P.S. I actually joined online dating sites, before anyone suggests that. Even now in 2013, I feel really pathetic doing that, but I had nothing to lose. It's seriously a wasteland. I'm sorry if this sounds very superficial and you can call me all sorts of horrible things, but there is nobody on there that I'm remotely attracted to close to my small and rural town.