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Hi all,
I apologize for going into a bit of an upcoming rant in advance. I am curious to know if others feel the way that I do and have had similar issues. If you think I'm acting like a brat/child or have nothing nice to say, that's fine. I used to be in general surgery and I can handle criticism. It's an anonymous online message board and if you want to "call me out" or simply want to troll, well that's what people behind computer screens do, have at it.
I am in a small residency program (so as not to identify, I will say it is a ROAD program and leave it at that--radiology, ophthalmology, anesthesia, or dermatology) with a total of 10-15 residents. We have a third and fourth year acting as chiefs, who have been elected by the attendings and residents (there are 10-15 attendings as well, almost equal to the number of residents). They are elected at the end of their second year (running against their other classmates) and become a chief as a rising third year with the already-existing rising fourth year chief.
I have had a few issues with my specific chiefs, as well as the chiefing system in general and again, I'd like people's feedback -- has your experience been similar or do you have similar grievances (or maybe not)? This is mostly to vent, I am well aware that I am not going to change the world here.
With regard to the chief system, I really don't like the idea that two residents have been selected to basically be the boss. Hear me out. I know someone has to do the scheduling, handle vacation requests, etc, and that is not my issue. But at least at our program, every issue has to go through the chief, any complaints, any resident issues. If you go to the PD first, the chiefs get very upset--which kind of encapsulates the problem that I have with them. It is a "how dare you go over my head!" mentality. I feel like the power has gone to their head, i.e. why are you getting all in a tizzy because someone talked to the PD about an issue instead of coming to you first? They take themselves way too seriously. They would tell you they aren't power hungry and probably believe themselves, but there is no reason to be upset over something like that if you aren't, am I right? I don't know why I haven't mentioned this sooner, but my issue with it is, I don't like that two people have been anointed "in charge" and now have the authority to tell of the other residents what to do -- you aren't better than us, you aren't my boss, my attendings (who I work with directly daily) and in particular my program director are. I know, I probably sound like I have oppositional defiant disorder (hooray for me remembering what that is) but seriously, I've never had an issue with authority in my life. I was always respectful with my parents and bosses and I've held jobs in the legal and hospitality industries in the past. One of the points of resentment for me is that I am in my 4th year and I really don't like the concept of a 3rd year telling me what I can and can't do, when just a few months ago when I was a 3rd year resident and he/she was a 2nd year resident, I was considered a more senior resident, they were not a chief, and I was higher in the pecking order so to speak. Now he/she feels very large and in charge, empowered, and I think a major underlying issue is her/him feeling like the alpha dog while I feel that I'm a year older, been here a year longer, and I'm in the senior-most class and should be more alpha. But I digress. Trying to broaden the scope to a wider discussion, regardless of whose side your on, I just feel like this system breeds internal battles and somebody feeling like they can control everyone/everything, and people (in this case) are bound to resent that.
Now you might already be saying to yourself, hmm, I think maybe you have something interpersonal going on between you and a chief(s) and that's the issue at play here. Well, you wouldn't be entirely wrong, and I seek advice in this department as much as your insights. This new chief, the third year, is in charge of scheduling and constantly taking advantage of weaknesses in our system. We technically have a few research weeks that can be taken, but they are almost always used for studying for our boards. When he/she wants a day off, she/he just tells her partner in crime, the other chief, "I'm going to take a research day" with no intention of paying it back--he/she has even told me so, this is not speculation. He/she expects to have just as much time to study as the other residents who never took a research day/week, and he/she knows our program director doesn't want to babysit us and trusts the chiefs to manage the vacation time and scheduling. The latest issue we've run into is him/her giving himself/herself less call weeks and night float weeks than the other residents, even the more senior residents (such as myself a year ahead of him/her) when traditionally it has always been by class and if anyone has fewer weeks, it's always the 4th years. I just received a schedule where he/she has fewer weeks call than all of the senior residents when every year as a junior resident, I took the most call and the seniors had it best. I could go on and on with examples but simply put, this resident is out for himself/herself and is very self-serving when it comes to all of the chiefs duties. They have the authority/power and they are taking full advantage of it, in plain sight because the program director trusts us to govern ourselves. I don't want to be a tattle tale, but I don't see how he/she is going to lay off the throttle--they are getting away with more and more because they are unchecked, and simply put, I have had enough of it. I know rocking the boat is never necessarily the best option, but I also don't see it getting any better. I frankly have no trust in our chief(s) at this point because I know they put themselves first and rather than being impartial and a responsible chief, they are self-serving. I see right through all of the little days off here and there, the less call than everybody else, and the BSing through it if I call him/her out. They don't care who they screw over, as long as they get their way and "get out of" as much work as they can.
Sorry, this is a bit of a winding rant from someone who is tired physically and tired of this system in more ways than one. Feel free to share your own stories, feedback, advice, or what have you. It sickens me to think that this chief is so highly regarded by the attendings because he/she has projects going on and is a brown-noser.
I apologize for going into a bit of an upcoming rant in advance. I am curious to know if others feel the way that I do and have had similar issues. If you think I'm acting like a brat/child or have nothing nice to say, that's fine. I used to be in general surgery and I can handle criticism. It's an anonymous online message board and if you want to "call me out" or simply want to troll, well that's what people behind computer screens do, have at it.
I am in a small residency program (so as not to identify, I will say it is a ROAD program and leave it at that--radiology, ophthalmology, anesthesia, or dermatology) with a total of 10-15 residents. We have a third and fourth year acting as chiefs, who have been elected by the attendings and residents (there are 10-15 attendings as well, almost equal to the number of residents). They are elected at the end of their second year (running against their other classmates) and become a chief as a rising third year with the already-existing rising fourth year chief.
I have had a few issues with my specific chiefs, as well as the chiefing system in general and again, I'd like people's feedback -- has your experience been similar or do you have similar grievances (or maybe not)? This is mostly to vent, I am well aware that I am not going to change the world here.
With regard to the chief system, I really don't like the idea that two residents have been selected to basically be the boss. Hear me out. I know someone has to do the scheduling, handle vacation requests, etc, and that is not my issue. But at least at our program, every issue has to go through the chief, any complaints, any resident issues. If you go to the PD first, the chiefs get very upset--which kind of encapsulates the problem that I have with them. It is a "how dare you go over my head!" mentality. I feel like the power has gone to their head, i.e. why are you getting all in a tizzy because someone talked to the PD about an issue instead of coming to you first? They take themselves way too seriously. They would tell you they aren't power hungry and probably believe themselves, but there is no reason to be upset over something like that if you aren't, am I right? I don't know why I haven't mentioned this sooner, but my issue with it is, I don't like that two people have been anointed "in charge" and now have the authority to tell of the other residents what to do -- you aren't better than us, you aren't my boss, my attendings (who I work with directly daily) and in particular my program director are. I know, I probably sound like I have oppositional defiant disorder (hooray for me remembering what that is) but seriously, I've never had an issue with authority in my life. I was always respectful with my parents and bosses and I've held jobs in the legal and hospitality industries in the past. One of the points of resentment for me is that I am in my 4th year and I really don't like the concept of a 3rd year telling me what I can and can't do, when just a few months ago when I was a 3rd year resident and he/she was a 2nd year resident, I was considered a more senior resident, they were not a chief, and I was higher in the pecking order so to speak. Now he/she feels very large and in charge, empowered, and I think a major underlying issue is her/him feeling like the alpha dog while I feel that I'm a year older, been here a year longer, and I'm in the senior-most class and should be more alpha. But I digress. Trying to broaden the scope to a wider discussion, regardless of whose side your on, I just feel like this system breeds internal battles and somebody feeling like they can control everyone/everything, and people (in this case) are bound to resent that.
Now you might already be saying to yourself, hmm, I think maybe you have something interpersonal going on between you and a chief(s) and that's the issue at play here. Well, you wouldn't be entirely wrong, and I seek advice in this department as much as your insights. This new chief, the third year, is in charge of scheduling and constantly taking advantage of weaknesses in our system. We technically have a few research weeks that can be taken, but they are almost always used for studying for our boards. When he/she wants a day off, she/he just tells her partner in crime, the other chief, "I'm going to take a research day" with no intention of paying it back--he/she has even told me so, this is not speculation. He/she expects to have just as much time to study as the other residents who never took a research day/week, and he/she knows our program director doesn't want to babysit us and trusts the chiefs to manage the vacation time and scheduling. The latest issue we've run into is him/her giving himself/herself less call weeks and night float weeks than the other residents, even the more senior residents (such as myself a year ahead of him/her) when traditionally it has always been by class and if anyone has fewer weeks, it's always the 4th years. I just received a schedule where he/she has fewer weeks call than all of the senior residents when every year as a junior resident, I took the most call and the seniors had it best. I could go on and on with examples but simply put, this resident is out for himself/herself and is very self-serving when it comes to all of the chiefs duties. They have the authority/power and they are taking full advantage of it, in plain sight because the program director trusts us to govern ourselves. I don't want to be a tattle tale, but I don't see how he/she is going to lay off the throttle--they are getting away with more and more because they are unchecked, and simply put, I have had enough of it. I know rocking the boat is never necessarily the best option, but I also don't see it getting any better. I frankly have no trust in our chief(s) at this point because I know they put themselves first and rather than being impartial and a responsible chief, they are self-serving. I see right through all of the little days off here and there, the less call than everybody else, and the BSing through it if I call him/her out. They don't care who they screw over, as long as they get their way and "get out of" as much work as they can.
Sorry, this is a bit of a winding rant from someone who is tired physically and tired of this system in more ways than one. Feel free to share your own stories, feedback, advice, or what have you. It sickens me to think that this chief is so highly regarded by the attendings because he/she has projects going on and is a brown-noser.