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HELP! I'm looking for advice. I'm in my 3rd rotation of 3rd year and suddenly I'm so confused about what direction to go for residency. Getting ready to start this year, Psych was at the top of my list. Actually really Family med/Psych or the triple board for pediatric/adolescent psych was what I wanted to do. What I really dreaded and was 100% sure I did not want to do is surgery and was pretty sure I didn't want to do IM except maybe I was interested in endocrinology. Now I'm 2/3 done with my surgical rotation after doing IM and Psych and I'm just totally lost because:
1) I absolutely hated psych and there's no way you could pay me enough money to participate in that horribly broken system.
2) Surgery is the MOST FUN! Especially ortho, I think I could replace knees all day long. And I assisted on a craniotomy: whoa! talk about life changing (patient and mine)! Not a huge fan of gen surgery, but everything else I've seen has been cool.
3) I actually really liked IM. Not sure I'd want to be a hospitalist, but I don't think I'd hate it either.
So now my head is spinning because I need to re-evaluate my residency plans. Here are my strengths (for my application):
What specialty would you advise me to consider and why?
1) I absolutely hated psych and there's no way you could pay me enough money to participate in that horribly broken system.
2) Surgery is the MOST FUN! Especially ortho, I think I could replace knees all day long. And I assisted on a craniotomy: whoa! talk about life changing (patient and mine)! Not a huge fan of gen surgery, but everything else I've seen has been cool.
3) I actually really liked IM. Not sure I'd want to be a hospitalist, but I don't think I'd hate it either.
So now my head is spinning because I need to re-evaluate my residency plans. Here are my strengths (for my application):
- Non-trad student who spent my previous life as a writer, so probably can knock out a couple of good essays
- never failed anything, never had to retest, remediate etc
- I actually did really well in neuroanatomy and thought about a neurology direction briefly after taking it
- Volunteered over 100 hours for pandemic relief, including pre-vaccine caring for covid positive patients, supposedly my dean's letter is going to have a special clause about that
- Research masters degree including publications
- I'm a pretty decent interviewee: I didn't get rejected from any school where I was interviewed
- So far no honors (well I don't know any of my rotation grades yet)
- I'm a pretty mediocre standardized test taker. I mean good enough to pass COMLEX level 1, and get over a 500 on the MCAT, but not good enough to have gained MD admission. I haven't taken Step 1, but I'm probably going to take it in December or January.
- I lack confidence in many places, especially in the OR when faced with an aggressively opinionated surgeon. I'm a little worried surgical residency would make mince meat out of me. I despise being "pimped" and I usually can't come up with the answer just because it makes me so nervous
- I don't want the worst life style
- I need to be able to pay back my loans or get them forgiven...and I'm in my 40's
- I think I would have the most satisfaction when I get to know what happened to my patients (so not a hospitalist, probably not EM)
- I really love patient interactions, even really hard ones, even if the patient is dying, even if they're in the hospital with alcoholic pancreatitis and not willing to change
What specialty would you advise me to consider and why?