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you thinking axis I or II?
After reading this thread, axis 2 for sure.
My .02:
First two years:
Were the suck for me. I'm naturally very gregarious and like to be around people. I made the mistake of studying on my own at least 70% of the time, so the school aspect was horrible for me. As with other posters, I came damn near quitting studying for step 1. Looking back, though, I had a great time outside of school. Had some of the craziest parties, went to the lake, went skiing 2x each winter, made some good friends, met some good people, and so on and so forth. The school aspect sucked, no doubt, but I made it through.
I have 2 weeks left in my 3rd year now, and I'm on call with my medicine team tonight, admitting all kinds of "friday night lights" type things, couple of suicide attempts with tylenol, a man with lung mets, the typical old man from the nursing home with AMS, and so on and so forth.
All I know is, 3 more calls, one more NBME, Step 2 in 5 weeks and I'm freakin' done with med school tests!
(aside from Step 2 CS, which mainly tests if you can successfully speak the english language).
Third year has been absolutely great for me. Once again, my personality has been better cut out for this year, and I've loved interacting with all kinds of patients/residents/attendings (when they aren't bitching). I've placed a couple of central lines, several chest tubes, intubated people, sewed up about 20 drunks, delivered 15 babies (when the resident wasn't shoving me out of the way) seen people get better, seen people die, and seen people being taken care of in hospice by some of the best people I've ever met, sat through another 400 lectures, although these are only an hour at time, along with a ton of other things. A few rotations sucked, and since I'm going into gen surg, they're predictable (psych, fam med). But, overall, this year has been very reaffirming for me when thinking about my career, and has absolutely flown by.
4th year? It's gonna rock. Surgery sub-I in July, followed by visiting rotations the next three months in gen/trauma at programs I'm looking at, and a burn month. After that? Donecakes, pretty much except for some ambulatory months, where they could care less if the 4th year is around. And, I'm getting married to my fiance next April. She's a peds resident at a big-time program, and is only about 50 times smarter/better at school/better looking/more compassionate/tougher than I am.
So, yes, a year and a half ago, I hated what I was doing, hated the time I had to put in, hated the fact that my personal life was on hold, hated the fact that most of the people in my class seemed like real ball busters, and hated the idea of 2 more years of school. I'd have straight killed it on this thread griping about everything, and I'm pretty sure I did at some point during that time.
Now? Looking back, it wasn't so bad. I acted like a huge pansy at times, but I made it through. The light at the end of the tunnel is starting to shine my way.
(Remind me to post again in two years when I've had an intern year in surgery under my belt, and see what I have to say.)