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At least it's in May... iirc...
april :cry:
but depends on the school.
At least it's in May... iirc...
sector9 top!!!!
april :cry:
but depends on the school.
april :cry:
but depends on the school.
Ouch April! June here. Well may or June but I'm thinking June!
Oh please, like your posts are immune from the moderator delete button
Hello, '16.
ooh.. a new assistant mod!
muahahahah now i can delete your tops and claim them as my own!!!
jk i would never abuse power like that....hehe
This year should end now. Before it ends me.
I agree. cardio is killing me.
I just killed cardio.
ended my Step 1 denial today and bought Pathoma. wheeeeee
You won't regret it, pathoma is great.
yeah i watched a couple of his cardio videos on my friend's account and he is really good at explaining things efficiently. figured it would be worth it to buy the whole thing.
did you use Goljan audio? i have RR but i've heard mixed things about the audio.
2nd yr starts tomorrow. gahhhhhhhhhhhhh
woah! what schedule is your school on? i've already had 3 exams and completed 2 courses!
idk how i feel about 2nd year...the material is far more interesting, but our exams have been brutal so far. or maybe that was just cardio and everything else will get better.
I felt the same way last year, I think everyone gets some second year burnout.
:cry::cry::cry: can 2nd year be over yet?
Hey guys!
You want step 1 to be here so soon?
noooooooooooooo :cry:
My hope is that one day I'll wake up and be starting first year, day one again when I was still uber optimistic and feeling that "I am an actual medical student!" vibe. I am now feeling the "I am a worthless medical student" vibe and it kind of sucks.
I'm so excited to feel like an idiot rather than a smart person who just can't do it anymore.
Overwhelmed Ismet bump
OH. OH. OH. The thread is back.
I'm so excited to feel like an idiot rather than a smart person who just can't do it anymore.
I feel like a smart person who just can't do it anymore and is questioning whether I was even remotely smart in the first place.
Womp womp womp.
Ismet, I bet more than half of your class feels the same way. I felt that way and still do now but not as much now that step 1 is over. There are so many times I would just self doubt and lay awake at night unable to sleep because of the stress.
Yep, that's pretty much me.
I know others are struggling too...I'm not at the pass/fail line, but I've been well below average on the exams so far this year. Just not finding the motivation to study, and when I do study, it is taking me forever to get the concepts down (or maybe that was just cardio? renal seems to be going better). I think last year I had the "omg I'm gonna fail" mentality that kinda scared me into studying, but somehow over the summer I just stopped caring? We have a psychologist who is free for med students to see, maybe I'll pay him a visit and he can help me out of this motivation rut.
I was at the average line on almost every exam M2 and even I felt stupid, like giving up, like what I was learning didn't matter, etc, etc. I also just stopped caring at some point, too during med 2. It was so hard to motivate myself when I would bust my ass and then get questions on exams about some minute bull**** that you know has zero clinical relevance. it all just makes you feel cheated. You know the person with a photographic memory (one of my friends is this way) studied 2/3 as much and is getting honors on every exam. it just sucks.
I also thought concepts were much harder. Pulm, renal, endo, and cardio all have things that need sound understandings that is less of the straight up memorization found in m1. its an adjustment for sure.
get it worked out before step 1 prep starts. The dedicated step 1 period was like being in hell for me, I hated almost every second of my life up until taking step 1. I can't imagine going in to it depressed and unmotivated. Talking to my doctor and seeking help was one of the best decisions I ever made.
MS2 vacation hoping to come by soon
I'm so glad I read your experience. I'm having a tough time adjusting to the stupid tests in 2nd year. I like the material more, but I'm somehow scoring worse because I'm missing stupid minutiae while studying... Ugh. Should I just spend more time studying or...? I don't even know what to do.
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