Well, it's officially time for my semesterly "I shouldn't even bother applying" freak out once grades have been posted. Except this time, I think it's a pretty valid freak out.
3.2 overall currently, not counting the grades I just got. I got a B- in biochem (I could have sworn it was going to be B or B+, but I think all the smarty pants kids this semester ruined the curve), a C in immunology, and a couple Bs in 2 humanities classes.
This was the semester that I was supposed to "prove myself" as a student and do super well, and obviously that didn't happen. I just have no idea where to go from here. If I wait to apply until next year, there's no guarantee that I won't do just as poorly in my remaining 2 semesters.
I have clinical skills. There's no doubt about that, as it's something I've heard from all of the vets I've worked with. My academics are just not my strongest point. I'm a crappy test taker, I just got diagnosed with ADD this semester and started a new medication, I deal with depression and anxiety, my kitty is sick, I have to work on top of attending classes, and I just have a whole lot of things stacked against me. I don't think they're valid explanations for a vet school adcom, though. They don't care about any of my crap, they just want me to be good at school. But I'm not, and I don't think I ever will be. I'm still trying to figure out this whole learning disability thing with my medication provider, but what if it can't be resolved/treated that quickly? With my luck, I'm sure it can't.
Should I just not go to vet school?? I have no idea what else I would do. I just don't want to spend a bunch of money on applying if this is completely hopeless.