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Background
My preclinical was P/F, but I was academically not performing at the same level as my peers, which made studying for Step 1 was a nightmare. I was consistently scoring about 72-75% on my exams, with 70% needing to pass. That put me at the 23rd percentile compared to my peers. My excuse was "I prioritize lifestyle over studying" and to a degree that was true. A lot of my efforts in preclinical went to ECs and fun as opposed to academics. I studied maybe 2-4 hours/day inefficiently where many of my peers were studying 4-8 with hyper-efficient study methods. I am very, very lucky I never failed a preclinical exam or Step 1.
The good, the bad, and the ugly
The bad: I've had a lot of self reflection on why I sucked. Despite lifestyle, I had very bad anxiety and depression, which is super well managed now and has led to great improvement. My test anxiety is near zero nowadays, whereas I used to cry the week before exams. I also neglected really fantastic resources like Sketchy to learn bugs and drugs, which I kick myself often about.
The ugly: I never used any QBanks until dedicated (my biggest regret) and my Anki use was never great until the start of 2nd year. This is why my studying was super inefficient.
The good: I've come a long way during my research year with not only publications, but I've also kept up on a great deal of my Step 1 knowledge. I think I'm more knowledgeable now than I ever was during preclinical. I've also started to pre-study for my first rotation (Ob/Gyn) with textbook practice questions and OME. I know rotations require a good personality, and I think I'm pretty agreeable fella. I get along well with almost everyone I meet and try not to be a gunner or rude by any means. I also still love medicine. It doesn't make me jump out of bed in the morning, but I couldn't imagine doing anything else, either.
Where do I go from here?
1. How can I ensure I never come close to failing a Shelf exam and Step ever again? (Unlike my pre-clinical performance)
2. Is there anything else I should address before moving on in clinicals? I have 2 months left to prepare.
Thanks in advance.
My preclinical was P/F, but I was academically not performing at the same level as my peers, which made studying for Step 1 was a nightmare. I was consistently scoring about 72-75% on my exams, with 70% needing to pass. That put me at the 23rd percentile compared to my peers. My excuse was "I prioritize lifestyle over studying" and to a degree that was true. A lot of my efforts in preclinical went to ECs and fun as opposed to academics. I studied maybe 2-4 hours/day inefficiently where many of my peers were studying 4-8 with hyper-efficient study methods. I am very, very lucky I never failed a preclinical exam or Step 1.
The good, the bad, and the ugly
The bad: I've had a lot of self reflection on why I sucked. Despite lifestyle, I had very bad anxiety and depression, which is super well managed now and has led to great improvement. My test anxiety is near zero nowadays, whereas I used to cry the week before exams. I also neglected really fantastic resources like Sketchy to learn bugs and drugs, which I kick myself often about.
The ugly: I never used any QBanks until dedicated (my biggest regret) and my Anki use was never great until the start of 2nd year. This is why my studying was super inefficient.
The good: I've come a long way during my research year with not only publications, but I've also kept up on a great deal of my Step 1 knowledge. I think I'm more knowledgeable now than I ever was during preclinical. I've also started to pre-study for my first rotation (Ob/Gyn) with textbook practice questions and OME. I know rotations require a good personality, and I think I'm pretty agreeable fella. I get along well with almost everyone I meet and try not to be a gunner or rude by any means. I also still love medicine. It doesn't make me jump out of bed in the morning, but I couldn't imagine doing anything else, either.
Where do I go from here?
1. How can I ensure I never come close to failing a Shelf exam and Step ever again? (Unlike my pre-clinical performance)
2. Is there anything else I should address before moving on in clinicals? I have 2 months left to prepare.
Thanks in advance.