I've been trying to keep my anxiety to a minimum this go 'round (since this is year 2 in the elusive battle to get into a good program) - as well as keep my lurking down on SDN (since that seems to make my heart skip a beat every time I log on)... and so far I've been proud of myself! Pretty low-key for me.
Until today...
I was in and out of meetings all day at work today, so my phone was on silent. When I got home I finally remembered to turn the ringer on and noticed 4 miss calls from unfamiliar numbers. I did my best to take a deep breath and be rational but even before saying "Hi, how was your day" to my spouse... I ran to the computer to do a reverse look-up. One of the numbers was traceable to the campus of one my top schools and the other two were traceable to the town of another top choice. No one left a message. So yeah... needless to say I'm freaking out... and trying to convince myself it HAS TO BE good news.