2011 APPIC Internship Application Thread

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I would just like to say that I am so grateful people continue to post on here. Even though I think I am coping relatively well, every time I stop cleaning to check my email (yes, cleaning is my coping!), I check this thread too. It's so comforting to have SOMETHING to read related to match day, even if it isn't yet the results 🙂.

As for fb posting, I don't know what I'm going to do. I had long planned to post something like... "I guess I'm moving to..." or "THANK GOD" but the last couple days, for some reason, I'm wondering if I should post at all, regardless of the outcome. I definitely want to share the news either way... I've been a really open book about this whole process, especially with my peers who have yet to go through it, because I think it is helpful to see what you're up against. But still... I just don't know if I feel like posting! I feel like if I *do* match, it might feel like gloating, and if I *don't* match, I don't want people's sympathy. I think it will depend on my mood match morning, but knowing me and my fb addiction, I'll probably end up posting something... 🙄

I agree... I have been checking this site much more often now that we are waiting for our results. Not quite sure what I am looking for, most likely just some validation about the anxiety I am experiencing. Also, it makes me feel better to see there are people on here that are way more anxious than me 🙂

Good luck to everyone on Friday!
 
Has anyone ever heard of an error being made in regards to match notification? there must have been some snafus along the way: mixed up emails, wrong match decision, etc!
 
Has anyone ever heard of an error being made in regards to match notification? there must have been some snafus along the way: mixed up emails, wrong match decision, etc!

I haven't heard of it happening, but given my luck, I wouldn't be surprised if you see me posting something relating such a story on here in a couple days.
 
Here's a link to an article from gradPSYCH magazine entitled: "You've matched! Now what? Seven steps to take after you receive the good news."

http://www.apa.org/gradpsych/2011/03/now-what.aspx

It's a short read and has some interesting things to think about. Any other things people can think of that may be important to do after you match?
 
In the spirit of continuing to add something to this thread to give us something to read in the meantime since I can't seem to get anything else done, I'd like to run some stats by you to see if I'm thinking clearly or not. It seems that about 30% of applicants last year did not match in round 1? (and there should be a bit more this year, probably?) If that's right, does anyone know how many of those applicants did not receive any interviews at all to begin with? (i.e., did 30% of applicants who ranked sites not match, or 30% of the entire registered pool?) And then, if I'm recalling it correctly, weren't there about 250 slots open in the clearing house with about 800 applicants left unmatched? Anyone know what percentage of those sites were college counseling centers? I ask because that's what I'm interested in.

Sorry to dampen the mood with such questions, and yes I know they've been answered in previous threads but I can't find them right now! I certainly hope to match but I'm trying to prepare myself with a realistic mindset if it doesn't work out.

Thanks, and I hope everyone is holding up okay! (and yes, I cleaned my apartment from top to bottom, as well, in order to avoid thinking about all this):xf:

Those percentages only include those who registered for the match. Those who did not receive any interviews should have no reason to register for the match.
 
Those percentages only include those who registered for the match. Those who did not receive any interviews should have no reason to register for the match.

If you want to participate in phase II did you need to register though? So even if you didn't get interviews you still had to register?
 
Had a dream last night that I matched with my number 1 site... So much anticipation leading up to Friday and once that day arrives, only one or two seconds to learn our results. I wonder how long it will take for the results to sink in...
 
In the spirit of continuing to add something to this thread to give us something to read in the meantime since I can't seem to get anything else done, I'd like to run some stats by you to see if I'm thinking clearly or not. It seems that about 30% of applicants last year did not match in round 1? (and there should be a bit more this year, probably?) If that's right, does anyone know how many of those applicants did not receive any interviews at all to begin with? (i.e., did 30% of applicants who ranked sites not match, or 30% of the entire registered pool?) And then, if I'm recalling it correctly, weren't there about 250 slots open in the clearing house with about 800 applicants left unmatched? Anyone know what percentage of those sites were college counseling centers? I ask because that's what I'm interested in.

Sorry to dampen the mood with such questions, and yes I know they've been answered in previous threads but I can't find them right now! I certainly hope to match but I'm trying to prepare myself with a realistic mindset if it doesn't work out.

Thanks, and I hope everyone is holding up okay! (and yes, I cleaned my apartment from top to bottom, as well, in order to avoid thinking about all this):xf:

Hi africadreaming so excited to hear from you.
Less than 48 hours until this dreadful waiting game is over!

So let's see if we can figure this out together.
Last year, originally 3,890 people registered for the match. However, 221 people withdrew or did not submit ranks leaving 3,669 applicants who submitted rankings for the match. 846 (23%) out of these 3669 (applicants who submitted ranks) did not match. So there was a 23% non-match rate for applicants who submitted ranks.
However, 278 positions remained unfilled and were offered in the Clearinghouse (74 APA accredited and 204 non-accredited sites). I don't know how many of these positions were filled but if we assume that 100% were filled, then this would leave the total remaining unplaced applicants somewhere between 568 and 789 (since some or all of the 221 applicants who withdrew or did not submit rankings may have participated in the clearinghouse) after clearinghouse, for a grand total of between a 15%-20% of unplaced applicants after clearinghouse.

Here is a link to the 2010 match stats.

http://www.appic.org/match/5_2_2_1_12_match_about_statistics_general_2010.html


So this year Greg sent out an email on January 5th stating that:

APPIC MATCH NEWS
---
As of December 31, 2010, the total numbers of applicants and
internship sites registered to participate in the 2011 APPIC Match
were:

- 4,064 registered applicants (excludes 40 who registered but
subsequently withdrew)

- 3,214 positions offered by 705 registered internship sites
(654 of these registered sites are APPIC members)

These numbers reflect an increase of 343 applicants and an increase
of 57 positions as compared to last year at this time. Furthermore,
the number of participating internship sites has increased by 15,
representing 4 fewer APPIC-member sites and 19 more non-member sites
as compared to last year.

The applicant registration numbers reflect the largest year-to-year
increase since the first APPIC Match was conducted in 1999.

IMPORTANT NOTE: These numbers change daily and are only a "snapshot"
as of December 31 of each year. The final numbers of participating
sites and applicants will be significantly different from those
presented above. For example, in each of the past twelve years, more
than 200 applicants withdrew from the Match after registering.

So I guess this year may depend on how many people withdrew or did not submit ranks for the match. However, just doing some rough estimates it won't be as bad as 30% not matching but it could be that in match 1 between 850 and 1000 people don't match if the match follows similar patterns to previous years. I took 4064 and assumed that 194 more people (5.7% (based on last year's withdrawal rate) of 4,104 is 234 = 40 (already withdrawn)+ 194) would withdraw or not submit ranks leaving 3870 applicants who submitted ranks;
I then subtracted 289 (positions that will be left over after the match- 9% of total positions offered), from the total positions (3,214) leaving a total of 2,925 positions that would be filled in match 1. This would result in a total of 945 unmatched applicants for match 1 this year, or a rate of a little less than 24.5% of applicants that would go unmatched in phase 1.

Of course these are rough estimates. I may have lost all logic along the way, so jump in. I am obviously quite crazy that I have spent time doing this, but I guess this is my way of distracting myself. 😀
 
So much better than my dream that that no e-mail came at all. No good news, no bad news... just no news period. In said dream, I sat for about an hour crying because I was scared my list was lost or not submitted at all. I also felt that, not only did my sites not like me, neither did NMS. Yeah, I'm gonna need this to be over soon.
 
So much better than my dream that that no e-mail came at all. No good news, no bad news... just no news period. In said dream, I sat for about an hour crying because I was scared my list was lost or not submitted at all. I also felt that, not only did my sites not like me, neither did NMS. Yeah, I'm gonna need this to be over soon.

Wow that sounds like a nightmare. I have feared something like that in my waking hours though. I don't know how many times I checked to be sure that my ranks were certified.
 
Wow that sounds like a nightmare. I have feared something like that in my waking hours though. I don't know how many times I checked to be sure that my ranks were certified.

Same here! There is a part of me still doubting everything is complete/accurate.
 
Wow, psychgal, thanks! You've really done your homework on this one. That helps a lot. Those stats are a little less depressing than the ones I have floating around in my head. The match rate in my program is not high, especially in recent years, so I'm still pretty nervous about this. At least I felt like I put a great deal of effort into this whole thing so if it I don't match it wont be because I cut any major corners.

I dont know if anyone else has found this to be the case, but I'm having a hard time focusing on my dissertation during this waiting game. In fact, everything has kind of been put on hold for a number of months now. This internship thing has really taken over (and that pisses me off since I'm a full grown adult waiting like a child to hear about whether I get the thumbs up or thumbs down for a one year job that pays 25 K) so if there is no match I will have felt as though I lost a number of months and that is upsetting.

But there's less than 2 days left! Good luck to psychgal and everyone else who is playing this game. I wish you all well. :xf:
 
If you want to participate in phase II did you need to register though? So even if you didn't get interviews you still had to register?

To participate in Phase II, you must have registered for Phase I. If you did not get any interviews, you could withdraw from Phase I and not submit rankings, and still participate in the Phase II process. However, if you never registered at all, Phase II is not an option for you. I think this is a change from previous years where people could opt out of the Match altogether and then just participate in the Clearinghouse.
 
I almost made it to Friday with minimal anxiety. Although reading this thread fed that anxiety I can at least get it out of the way and enjoy the rest of the day.

How are people's partners doing this close to D-day?
 
I almost made it to Friday with minimal anxiety. Although reading this thread fed that anxiety I can at least get it out of the way and enjoy the rest of the day.
QUOTE]

I admire those with minimal anxiety. Unfortunately, this isn't the case for me. My efficiency for the last couple of weeks has been incredibly low. On top of waiting anxiety I feel plenty of anxiety and guilt about procrastination and putting on hold other things in my life, because I have such hard time not to think about matching and what happens if I dont' match. Agree it's seems so silly and immature to sit and worry; I have never felt this helpless and unable to impact the results. My skills in the area of acceptance and mindfulness don't work well at this point. Sorry for the pessimistic tone of this post, but I am also writing this assuming there are other people here who feel the same as I do but do not not post perhaps feeling bad that they may be way more anxious compare to others. People have different circumstances. I am really grateful that we have this forum and can support each other.
Appreciate any good tips on how to survive the remaining 43 hours of not knowing..:scared:😕
And wish everyone to have a good sleep for the remaining 2 nights and hear good news very soon!
 
Appreciate any good tips on how to survive the remaining 43 hours of not knowing..:scared:😕


a change of environment works wonders; see something or do something new. I think working and reading forums is probably the worst thing to be doing 😛
 
Psychstuca- I actually have procrastinated and have some guilt about that, but I think I have a harder time reacting to hypotheticals. I imagine I will be unable to sleep, talk, eat, etc. if I find that I do not match.:xf: I agree with Existenz. I have been distracting well with seeing clients, youtube, working out, and actually have a family/business trip that begins Friday.
 
For those of you looking to fill some empty waiting hours, here is information about completing a survey to help quantify match results this year in some fashion.

Dear Intern Applicant:

You may have already received an email from the Director of Clinical Training asking you to participate in a survey addressing internship
applicant characteristics that may be related to match outcome. As you may know, for the past several years the "internship match" problem
has become a concern to all program directors. Last year nearly 1 in 4 students nationally did not match and for university based programs the
rates were around 1 in 8. Although much lore surrounds predicting match outcomes, there is very little empiricism to be found.

Just in case you did not receive that email, we are alerting you now of this study and asking you to participate BEFORE match day (which is this
Friday, as you know).

The survey will take approximately 30-45 min to complete, but you will need a copy of your APPI and vita available as you answer questions.
Results from this survey will be shared with everyone who participates as well as training directors. Like most surveys, your participation is
voluntary and your identity will remain confidential. However, it is critical that we get as much participation as possible in order to use a
data driven approach to the internship match problem. With the addition of Match II this year, it is a sensitive period to examine the change from
prior years.

It is very important that data be submitted PRIOR to notification of Match I Day (Feb 25th). Please get your APPI and vita and then log in to
this site:

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s/FB559HD

If you have any questions, please e-mail either of the investigators at our address below.

Thank you in advance.

Elizabeth Klonoff, PhD
San Diego State University/University of California-San Diego
Joint Doctoral Program
[email protected]

Jennifer L. Callahan, PhD ABPP
University of North Texas
[email protected]
 
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For those of you looking to fill some empty waiting hours, here is information about completing a survey to help quantify match results this year in some fashion.

Dear Intern Applicant:

You may have already received an email from the Director of Clinical Training asking you to participate in a survey addressing internship
applicant characteristics that may be related to match outcome. As you may know, for the past several years the “internship match” problem
has become a concern to all program directors. Last year nearly 1 in 4 students nationally did not match and for university based programs the
rates were around 1 in 8. Although much lore surrounds predicting match outcomes, there is very little empiricism to be found.

Just in case you did not receive that email, we are alerting you now of this study and asking you to participate BEFORE match day (which is this
Friday, as you know).

The survey will take approximately 30-45 min to complete, but you will need a copy of your APPI and vita available as you answer questions.
Results from this survey will be shared with everyone who participates as well as training directors. Like most surveys, your participation is
voluntary and your identity will remain confidential. However, it is critical that we get as much participation as possible in order to use a
data driven approach to the internship match problem. With the addition of Match II this year, it is a sensitive period to examine the change from
prior years.

It is very important that data be submitted PRIOR to notification of Match I Day (Feb 25th). Please get your APPI and vita and then log in to
this site:

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s/FB559HD

If you have any questions, please e-mail either of the investigators at our address below.

Thank you in advance.

Elizabeth Klonoff, PhD
San Diego State University/University of California-San Diego
Joint Doctoral Program
[email protected]

Jennifer L. Callahan, PhD ABPP
University of North Texas
[email protected]


I'm surprised no one has a found a better survey solution besides surveymonkey! How awkward:luck:!
 
Has anyone ever heard of an error being made in regards to match notification? there must have been some snafus along the way: mixed up emails, wrong match decision, etc!

One would think, but I've never heard of this happening. They take TWO WEEKS to make sure there are no errors. Let's not add to the anxiety: I think it's safe to assume your results will be accurate.

If you want to participate in phase II did you need to register though? So even if you didn't get interviews you still had to register?

At least this year you did, yes.

Those percentages only include those who registered for the match. Those who did not receive any interviews should have no reason to register for the match.

A lot of people, like myself, register and get their Match number long before they find out if they have interviews, so there likely were people registered who did not interview. They could then withdraw, but that's prob more work then ranking sites you liked anyway, just in case 🙂 At least, that's how I would do it were I in that situation.
 
One day I feel confident and the next... not so much. Now that we are getting close to THE day, it seems like those feelings fluctuate by the hour. Anyone else feeling this way and if so, what are you doing to keep yourself/yourselves grounded. Friday can/can't come soon enough!
 
To calm my nerves I am doing the following and, all together, it's working fairly okay:

*Warm, long baths
*Mindful breathing exercises - square breath, ujai, bastrika, alternate nostril
*Read Buddhism texts
*Related to the above - remind myself that someday I'll die and this won't matter. And then everyone else will eventually die too.
*Related to the above - remind myself that my one super mean interviewer is kinda old, and by the time I am at my career apex he'll be dead or near dead.
*Eat chocolate
*Drink beer
*Complain/obsess to friends, or anyone who will listen at this point
*Eat Benadryl
*Practice downward social comparisons by watching Teen Mom
*Play Bejeweled on my iPhone

Beyond these ways of coping, I got nothing. Right now I'm drinking a beer while reading my Buddhist text while checking this forum, and I'm assez stabilized.
 
To calm my nerves I am doing the following and, all together, it's working fairly okay:

*Warm, long baths
*Mindful breathing exercises - square breath, ujai, bastrika, alternate nostril
*Read Buddhism texts
*Related to the above - remind myself that someday I'll die and this won't matter. And then everyone else will eventually die too.
*Related to the above - remind myself that my one super mean interviewer is kinda old, and by the time I am at my career apex he'll be dead or near dead.
*Eat chocolate
*Drink beer
*Complain/obsess to friends, or anyone who will listen at this point
*Eat Benadryl
*Practice downward social comparisons by watching Teen Mom
*Play Bejeweled on my iPhone

Beyond these ways of coping, I got nothing. Right now I'm drinking a beer while reading my Buddhist text while checking this forum, and I'm assez stabilized.


Love the list, especially how it starts off so high minded and ends in a much more realistic place 🙂

while i was trying to distract myself, i found that they're making a sequel to E.T.! Here's the trailer:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fMW3W-G43gI
 
My latest coping strategy is to watch a really bad horror movie on netflix instant - Trick 'r Treat. Not a good idea, for so many reasons.

🙂

Does anyone else recoil when you hear someone say (well meaningly) "I just know you're going to match!" or some such thing? People dont realize that that is hard to hear. It's so much better to hear something like, "I'm pulling for you!" or "I cant imagine what this process must be like for you!" It's similar to the difference between good and bad therapy, kind of.
 
One day I feel confident and the next... not so much. Now that we are getting close to THE day, it seems like those feelings fluctuate by the hour. Anyone else feeling this way and if so, what are you doing to keep yourself/yourselves grounded. Friday can/can't come soon enough!

I should probably not be anyone's model for coping. I discovered sporcle.com and am taking the geography quizzes, because it somehow seems really important now that I learn all of the countries in the world. I've also sought solace in almond m&ms and bad movies.
 
Funny you should mention that, because I also took up the facebook version of Where in the World is Carmen Sandiego recently. I'm trying to make it to Friday without signing up for Oregon Trail.


I think we are on to something: Geography reduces anxiety symptoms!

Quick lets get a grant
 
I should probably not be anyone's model for coping. I discovered sporcle.com and am taking the geography quizzes, because it somehow seems really important now that I learn all of the countries in the world. I've also sought solace in almond m&ms and bad movies.

Oh I forgot about sporcle. I need to learn all the countries of the world too in the next 24 hours. Well better get started bright and early. Also going to make time for a long BBC drama.
 
. I've also sought solace in almond m&ms and bad movies.

Funny, m&ms have also been a source of solace for me- however, I prefer the pretzel m&ms. I have been buying them in the 21 oz bag size. It's not pretty.

Those using geography to help with match anxiety symptoms might be onto one of those huge breakthrough stories, much like the researchers studying trauma symptoms and Tetris (http://www.plosone.org/article/info:doi/10.1371/journal.pone.0004153). The mass media will love it.

And here is to only one more night of pre-match anxiety dreams!! Woohoo 😀
 
Well, we've made it, tomorrow is the big day! I just wanted to take a moment to wish you ALL the very best of luck! I've very much appreciated this forum during match season.

BEST OF LUCK TOMORROW!! :xf::luck::xf::luck:
 
To calm my nerves I am doing the following and, all together, it's working fairly okay:
…
*Related to the above - remind myself that someday I'll die and this won't matter. And then everyone else will eventually die too.
*Related to the above - remind myself that my one super mean interviewer is kinda old, and by the time I am at my career apex he'll be dead or near dead.
*Eat Benadryl
*Practice downward social comparisons by watching Teen Mom

I discovered sporcle.com and am taking the geography quizzes, because it somehow seems really important now that I learn all of the countries in the world. I've also sought solace in almond m&ms and bad movies.

😀 This thread gets more useful all the time!

I’ve scheduled myself to work today, but my plan is to go into a Netflix-induced stupor this evening.

Less than 24 hours to go!
 
😀 This thread gets more useful all the time!

I’ve scheduled myself to work today, but my plan is to go into a Netflix-induced stupor this evening.

Less than 24 hours to go!

Oh streaming Netflix- how you have both soothed my nerves these past few weeks and simultaneously cursed my productivity levels. I hate you and I love you.....
 
parts of these coping lists are really funny and/or helpful. I think I'll grab a few pounds of chocolate on the way home and play scramble on FB for as long as possible. I'm at work today, which is helping slightly...
 
Well I just chatted with a friend who is currently on internship. She let me know that she found out at 7:45 CST last year that she matched, but a classmate who also matched got her email between 7:00 and 7:15 CST. So just a reminder that the news may be staggered and not to worry if you are on the late end. I am so glad I found this out today. Good luck everyone!
 
Well I just chatted with a friend who is currently on internship. She let me know that she found out at 7:45 CST last year that she matched, but a classmate who also matched got her email between 7:00 and 7:15 CST. So just a reminder that the news may be staggered and not to worry if you are on the late end. I am so glad I found this out today. Good luck everyone!

7:45 is 8:45 EST, If history serves, students have found that match results have often been distributed much before 10 est o'clock
 
7:45 is 8:45 EST, If history serves, students have found that match results have often been distributed much before 10 est o'clock

Oh! I was hoping it would come earlier than 7:45 cst! Maybe 12:00 am cst? 😉
 
I did finally lull myself to sleep last night by reciting the countries of north, central, and south america, and the caribbean island nations.
 
7:45 is 8:45 EST, If history serves, students have found that match results have often been distributed much before 10 est o'clock

Yes so true- I was more interested in the staggered part. I guess I thought that most of us will find out within 5-10 minutes of each other but that's not necessarily true. It could be a hour difference even between classmates at the same program in the same time zone!
 
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Its really hard to work on the dissertation waiting for match day. I really want to know where i'm going to end up because it can be anywhere on east/west coast! I'm hoping once i find out where i'm going to be next year, i'll suddenly have all this focused/productive energy into working on the dissertation. That's my dream at least....

The last 3 weeks have been soooo unproductive. I've been watching netflix, old episodes of how i met your mother, and eating. Last week I started going to the gym again now that the weather is half way decent.

I'm dying to pass the time today because i don't need to go to work. I'm thinking of going for a walk, taking a yoga class, getting a massage?
 
While I have largely refrained from reading/posting on this forum since rankings were submitted as one way to reduce anxiety, I, too, wanted to send positive vibes and best wishes to everyone! I hit my rough patch with waiting earlier this week, and I am very glad that the waiting is almost over! Everyone here has been a big source of support for each other, which has definitely helped me during this process. :xf::luck:
 
Its really hard to work on the dissertation waiting for match day. I really want to know where i'm going to end up because it can be anywhere on east/west coast! I'm hoping once i find out where i'm going to be next year, i'll suddenly have all this focused/productive energy into working on the dissertation. That's my dream at least....

i think we're in the same boat as far as west or east coast (or for me south) being options. it'd just be nice to know! i was also hoping for extra productivity after match day, but then i realized that it could begin feeling like a "lame duck" period of grad school once i know i'll be leaving soon and where.

i decided to set a dissertation defense date to force me to be productive during the wait period, and it's really helped. i just hope i don't have a slump after tomorrow!

also, has anyone else been watching american idol? i never have before, but they were going to some of the cities i visited and i like steven tyler and jennifer lopez so began watching it. last night and tonight the contestants have to walk down a long walkway to hear if they will be in the final top 24 or not, and i can't help but feel we'll be doing the same tomorrow! it's a useful transformation/displacement of my anxiety into empathizing with theirs :laugh:

it's kind of funny, but at least we get an email instead of being on camera as we're told our fate 🙂
 
I have isolated from people so I don't hear "I'm sure you'll match"

It only adds to the anxiety and expectation! I've heard it many times over the last few weeks and it feeds into my insecurity/anxiety. What a let down if I don't match and everyone is expecting/telling me I will!!!

Until this week I had minimal anxiety. Today it is present and in full force. Have already taken numerous walks outside (I live in CA) and it is only 10 past noon. If this is any indication of how the rest of my day/night will go, ohhh boy.
 
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