So before I start off, I'm going to say that I think I may be overreacting, and I know not all 21 22 year olds are getting all the interviews, or that they haven't had it worse than I have. And I may be premature in this reaction, but hey, hi, hows this for an introduction 🙂.
I'm starting to feel like this whole process is f***ed. If all schools care about is grades from when I was 17, then what the hell have I been doing for the last 4+ years working to show them that I'm more than that?
21, 22 year olds just graduating from college, 90% of them have nothing on me in terms of research and clinical experiences, and yet they're the ones sitting on the invites, they're the ones who had the luxury of taking the summer off to fire off those secondaries, or had their parents to give them the application fees, were able to pay for MCAT courses etc etc.
Its just starting to feel like all schools care about is two little numbers; my potential to be a physician is moot if I can't go back in time and fix mistakes I made because I didn't have parents or teachers teaching me any better. Its a miracle that someone in my situation even made it through college, but that doesn't matter, because I didn't do it well enough to satisfy adcoms. It really feels like a stacked deck and that if you weren't born with the life situation to get you in, there's absolutely no way in.
Things I wish my 17 year old self knew.
I'm going to go read more of ya'lls success stories in this thread, so I don't feel like such a giant pile of poo.
PS: if you read this, thank you