Anyone want to hear a story? I'm guessing yes.
This morning at 3:45 am I got a call from a friend who goes to school nearby telling me that he was having excruciating abdominal pain. He doesn't have a car and wanted to know if I thought he should call an ambulance. After talking a little bit, he decided he didn't think it was an emergency yet (no vomiting, diarrhea etc., etc.), but he asked me to come over and bring some pepto bismol. Long story short, I spent the next few hours at his bedside wondering if I should drive him to the hospital, with the end result that his pain resolved on its own. So I went home at 7 this morning (luckily no work today) and went to bed. Fast forward to 11 am: I woke up to a missed call and voicemail from UC Davis, where I've been on pre-interview hold since August. They called me at 9:30 this morning but I slept right through it. Obviously I called back immediately, left a voicemail, and called every half hour after. Even though I have an acceptance, I have really been aching to stay in California and so I was really excited. When the admissions office finally called me back this afternoon, however, it was only to tell me that they filled the slot that they had called to offer me this morning. AKA you snooze, you lose.
I kind of wish they hadn't called at all, because now I find that I can't quite kick the feeling that I just let a great opportunity slip through my fingers. I think there is some irony here in that I was taking care of someone last night and my sleeping through the call was a direct result of that (is that irony? I've never been too good with identifying it).
Just needed to vent, I think. I'm super happy and excited about my acceptance that I already have, and I shouldn't be bummed about today. But, you know...I am anyway.