To echo these awesome folks, this process is absolutely brutal. It is unbelievably disappointing to put so much hard work and effort into these sites and to not get what we hope for, and I know that everyone on this site can relate to how much defeat and self-doubt this process breeds. AND, I am coming to accept that sometimes things happen in a way that I didn't plan for (and sometimes actively didn't want) and, to my almost constant surprise, it somehow always manages to be better than what I could have ever hoped for. These rejections are the weeding out of the possibilities that aren't for you, NOT because you aren't a kickass, competent, competitive, and all around amazingly qualified applicant, but because something even better is out there for YOU. Your place will find you. And the #forumfam is here if you need reminding of that 🙂