So for the past few days I've been quite depressed about my situation and didn't bother to look at what people have written here. I've always had depression problems (and ADD) and so this just made everything so much worse. But I'm trying to get myself together.
I apologize for not giving more info. I graduated with a BS in chem. I have an overall GPA of 2.75 and science GPA was around 2.6. I have never been very good at taking exams. I tend to give up half way through when I am stuck. The worst part about university is that I felt like I didn't learn anything. I pretty much gave up senior year and was just coasting along. I do think my problem is that I really don't know the material and that's really hard to admit after studying for 3 months.
I graduated from school in the summer and I can honestly say that I never learned how to study. I get really bored and easily distracted. I feel like I am fighting a losing battle. I dont take any medicine to help me focus because finding a good doctor is damn near impossible. All I have is willpower and that is clearly not enough anymore.
I took TPR because I said to myself that if I have structure then I will do way better than trying to tackle it on my own with Berkley books. I feel like I wasted all that money.
Let me try to answer some questions:
In order to answer this, we would have to know a lot more about you. Do you like science? Can you understand science? What was your undergrad performance like? Maybe you should talk to Noshie, maybe she can help you. view this thread.
http://forums.studentdoctor.net/showthread.php?t=774396
I do like chemistry more than biology because chemistry is more conceptual while biology is memorization. I realize I need to learn to memorize but it isn't easy for me. That doesn't mean I hate biology. I like biology that is applied. I worked in the medical field for several years. I like applying biology in a clinical setting. But I guess you have to learn to walk before you can run.
That story in the link sounds like me. I am happy that she found something that worked for her. But I feel this brute force technique wouldnt work on me. Everyone is different, it is hard for me to stick to routines and force myself to do anything. I want to blame my depression and ADD for this, or perhaps I am looking for an excuse. I dont expect a bunch of strangers to know what is best for me, but maybe someone has some good ideas or someone I could talk to.
Can you give us a run through of how you study. Like, do you read the chapters, take notes and then do practice problems. How did you do in your science classes and how far removed are you from school. Do you review and analyze the tests, working out problems one by one after you take them or do you just take them and set them aside?
I mostly highlight stuff in my books. I don't really write anything down because I say to myself that I'll never actually go back to my handwritten notes. Ironically, I don't go back to my highlighted notes either. I usually read each chapter prior to answering any questions. I do this mainly because I dont know anything about the topic. I mean, I pretty much studied/touched base on everything that is covered in the TPR books during undergrad, but I cant say I know anything well. I am ashamed to say that I am even weak in chemistry even though I spent 5 years of my life studying it. As you probably guessed, I dont review my exams. My genius thought process was that if I dont review them, then I can reuse the exam later since I wont have memorized the right answer. Pretty big mistake I'd say.
I think with those score, you have a very high content deficiency. Practice can only take you so far. You have to know the material before practice can help. I would advise you to defiantly postponing the test and starting over. How did you perform in your pre-req classes? What is your science GPA? If you have a science GPA of 3.5 or above, that means you knew the material while taking the classes and you need an in depth refresher in all the subjects. If you gpa is lower, you need to relearn everything.
My advise would be to 1) move your test back to probably the April date. 2) start from the beginning. Go through all your TPR books while practicing passages from the practice materials that they provide. Dont skip anything saying "I know this stuff" because your don't really know it as well as you think you do. Make sure you read actively and practice the material you read. 3) Dont give up because its not over yet. You still have lots of time to improve for the upcoming cycle. 4) When you do take practice tests, make sure you review them thoroughly. There are "post-phrasing" techniques available on SDN that you can look up and follow.
I think my biggest hurdle is #3. I'll keep working on it. I never use to be a quitter but for the past 3 years that's all I have been feeling like.
I completely agree, content deficiency is my issue. The issue I have with the content is that I JUST KEEP FORGETTING and rereviewing material feels like a waste of time (when I could be learning new material instead) and not to mention, really boring.
The important thing here is you probably don't want to take the exam January 24th...
I might take and void it or might skip it all together. I want to take it in March.
Thanks to everyone who responded. Sorry if there are grammatical errors and typos. I'm on my tablet and it doesn't have autocorrect
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I hope someone can guide in the right direction.