Thank you everyone for your advice. I am really considering what you guys are saying to heart. Although this cannot be expressed here, I feel that I am obligated to myself to inform you all of how I came here. I was a national AP scholar in high school and won the Semen's/Intel research award multiple times. I spent many years after high school refining my studying methods to learn new advanced techniques to beautifully integrate knowledge into conceptualization. I fully believe I have the intelligence, persistence, work ethic, and innovative spirit it takes to become a great heart surgeon. I know it is an uphill battle (even my father is putting me down), but I will see it through to the end. No regrets.