Hi, So I have read you want to stay far away from mentioning addiction if you can. In my case, I think I will have to mention it. I struggled with substance use, domestic violence, homelessness, and mental health issues for the better part of my early twenties. I found out I was pregnant and after a long time of struggling, I was able to get clean for my baby and myself. (although not before getting misdemeanors for shoplifting which is a whole another issue I know) It's been 5 years of sobriety now I am almost done with undergrad. I went to inpatient treatment and still have ties to support people to this day. A big reason I am where I am today and wanting to pursue medicine is because of the bias in healthcare I experienced when trying to get help in the beginning, and my initial lightbulb moment was when I found a doctor that didn't belittle or look down at me but genuinely wanted to help. I am now working in research in my local teaching hospital, volunteering, and doing well in school. Everyone I have talked to about it says they would never have guessed I used to have those issues. I feel like that part of my life, no matter how ugly and uncomfortable to talk about was really important in shaping who I am today and a major reason why I pursued medicine. I just don't know how to do this the right way.
Any advice in using this experience in my personal statement? Feel free to ask me any clarifying questions.
I'm very glad to hear that your life has turned around, but despite your 'redemption' story, there are three red flags that will be difficult to overlook: your history of substance use disorder, your mental health issues, and your misdemeanors (plural). Any one of these can easily torpedo an otherwise fine application.
To get a better sense of your situation:
1) What substances did you use? Was it "just" alcohol, or did it involve hard drugs?
2) Did you take classes during this time period when you were struggling with these problems? If so, what was your GPA by year?
3) How many misdemeanors did you have for shoplifting, and did any of these crimes involve violence against person(s)? Did you ever have any misdemeanors for drug use? What were you stealing? Food, essentials, or something else? If it was for food and essentials, why not access homeless shelters, soup kitchens, etc. for support?
Ideally, you were not in school during this time period so that your GPA is at least unscathed. A misdemeanor involving violence against persons or substance use will be much harder to overlook than non-violent, non-substance misdemeanors; however, having multiple misdemeanors will also be tough to overlook despite your circumstances during that time.
Certainly, I believe that one's application to medical school should be "authentic" and representative of one's journey. However, applying to medical school is also about risk management. When an applicant has a potential deal-breaker, it is generally advisable to either not mention it (if they are not required to disclose such information), or to minimize the situation as to not draw too much negative attention. If you have either a poor GPA, a significant gap in your education, or the "better part of your early twenties" unaccounted for, you will be forced to disclose some information to account for these breaks. In this case, it might be better to take the offensive to frame your narrative instead of allowing adcoms to assume the worst.
Assuming you do NOT need to disclose your substance use history and your misdemeanors were 'crimes of necessity', would framing your story as follows still be a "truthful"/representative account of your experience?
- you were the victim of domestic violence that led to a prolonged period of homelessness
- lacking available resources, you resorted to stealing, actions that you deeply regret to this day (ideally you will not need to mention this if you wait long enough to expunge these from your record)
- during your period of homelessness, you met and connected with many others during their times of vulnerability: those suffering from domestic abuse, uncontrolled psychiatric conditions, and/or substance use disorders, etc. Through these interactions, you saw the impact that these conditions can have on one's well-being.
- you eventually and painstakingly turned your life around for both yourself and your baby
- you met a truly compassionate and non-judgmental physician who inspired you to pursue medicine. This led to your pursuing activities A, B and C, which helped solidify your desire to become a physician. In your conclusion, you can mention how you have now built a strong support network, and remain dedicated to helping others who were in your situation.
I personally would not be opposed to voting for someone with the above narrative, but I would struggle to vote for someone with substance use disorders, violent misdemeanors, or significant mental health issues (even if currently in remission). Just my thoughts and best of luck.