Thank you so much for responding. This happening really made me think so much about the direction of my life and my choices and I'm quite honestly just disgusted with myself. I'm really starting to feel passionately about this issue, and I'm just wondering if you think it would help if I volunteered with some kind of organization to promote healthy choices or alcohol awareness? Maybe telling my story could help someone. I'm not sure where to volunteer, but I'll look out. I plan to do it regardless, but do you think that would help at all? Thanks again for your response, I really appreciate it. I just want to do something to help others realize how serious alcohol can be, because that's something I wish I knew.