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here's my story:
I commited to a BA/MD program, just finished first year (i did extremely well in HS). honestly went into medicine mainly for job security/money and prestige (though i do like helping people). and i dislike the chemistry/physics/biology i'm learning in undergrad. maybe the science will get better in med school? idk. i'm good at it but i just don't enjoy learning it.
next, from what i read here it seems like doctors are doomed to a middle-class lifestyle. i'm always reading stuff on SDN about how becoming a doctor is a terrible choice if making money is any priority at all. i even read some article about how doctors and teachers make the same money in the end with the cost of time/education factored in. well i'm not prepared to work my ass off through undergrad/med school/residency, get top grades and test scores, just to be compensated on the same level as some pothead who breezed through school and got mediocre grades. i want my hard work to pay off financially. i do enjoy helping people and i really like the idea of healing people with science, but honestly can't get myself to follow through if it means i'll live the same lifestyle as your average college undergrad. i don't see the point of working so hard if there is no payoff. a lot of my high school friends are planning on going into finance. the idea that they'll be much better off than me financially just does not sit well with me, especially b/c i did much better than them in my academics.
so help me SDN. am i overreacting here? should i just tough it out and become a doctor? am i misinformed about the financial situation of doctors? i really don't want to drop out of the program, i think it might be too late to do so anyway and pursue a different career. i know i sound like a douche. but honestly i can't motivate myself to study hard when these thoughts keep popping in my mind.
this is NOT a troll thread. serious.
I commited to a BA/MD program, just finished first year (i did extremely well in HS). honestly went into medicine mainly for job security/money and prestige (though i do like helping people). and i dislike the chemistry/physics/biology i'm learning in undergrad. maybe the science will get better in med school? idk. i'm good at it but i just don't enjoy learning it.
next, from what i read here it seems like doctors are doomed to a middle-class lifestyle. i'm always reading stuff on SDN about how becoming a doctor is a terrible choice if making money is any priority at all. i even read some article about how doctors and teachers make the same money in the end with the cost of time/education factored in. well i'm not prepared to work my ass off through undergrad/med school/residency, get top grades and test scores, just to be compensated on the same level as some pothead who breezed through school and got mediocre grades. i want my hard work to pay off financially. i do enjoy helping people and i really like the idea of healing people with science, but honestly can't get myself to follow through if it means i'll live the same lifestyle as your average college undergrad. i don't see the point of working so hard if there is no payoff. a lot of my high school friends are planning on going into finance. the idea that they'll be much better off than me financially just does not sit well with me, especially b/c i did much better than them in my academics.
so help me SDN. am i overreacting here? should i just tough it out and become a doctor? am i misinformed about the financial situation of doctors? i really don't want to drop out of the program, i think it might be too late to do so anyway and pursue a different career. i know i sound like a douche. but honestly i can't motivate myself to study hard when these thoughts keep popping in my mind.
this is NOT a troll thread. serious.