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I applied this cycle, and things did not fare well for me. I am considering why they did not, I am considering that age-old question why medicine, and I am considering my backup plans. I applied with 3.73 overall, 3.95 BCPM, 33Q, and if I decided to reapply next year, I would probably have 3.81 overall, 3.97 BCPM, 33Q. This cycle I applied very late and only to top tiers, foolish I know; the reasons for this are manifold, and I don't feel like getting into it too much, but I think part of it was that I did not yet feel ready to go to medical school. If I freshened my PS, applied early, and more realistically, I am sure I could find someone to take me. But I am growing tired of all these applications, academics, this proverbial rat race. I simply feel a little "too academic, too cerebral" sometimes, and I suspect that this may well become worse as I continue to race through all these degrees, residencies, and so on. More power to people who do, but I am not sure this is right for me right now.
So I am tossing some other ideas around, besides reapplication. I have spent the last couple of days researching my options. I am considering 2-3 years off, in the following manner. AmeriCorps for the first year, then either the Peace Corps or a Fulbright for the second and/or third year. A Fulbright is a crapshoot, so the former is more probable; if I am rejected for the Fulbright, I will do Peace Corps. If I do AmeriCorps, then the Peace Corps, that will mean 3 years off, which means I will be matriculating at 26, something I have no problem with.
The reason I want to do AmeriCorps (preferably HealthCorps) is:
1. Learn about myself, mature, and cultivate my leadership and people skills. I think I have been in school for quite a while, and over the last few years, all I have really been doing is "living in the books." When I didn't have enough classes to take and things to learn, I simply stacked more courses and research activities on top. "Living life" might be eye-opening and something different.
2. Learn about the healthcare system, poverty, etc. in the U.S. This will help me to have a better vision of what I want to do with a medical degree and whether I want to pursue an MPH or other graduate level degree. I have a ton of theoretical knowledge but much less real world experience. I suspect that if I enter medical school during the next application cycle, I will never get quite the same kind of real world experience that I would in AmeriCorps.
3. Pursue a lot of things I have wanted to do for a long time. Read some more of the philosophy that I have wanted to get around to, and continue to cultivate my book knowledge of the healthcare system.
4. Of course, to make a difference in people's lives. To cultivate a practical sense of what it means to make a difference in concrete terms, rather than the abstract sense that I currently have. I think this is a really important point to emphasize, but really difficult to relate without writing a novella, so I will refrain.
5. $5000 at the end to pay for a small bit of my rather intimidating debt.
My motivations for Peace Corps are similar. I am under the impression that you will learn more about domestic system (which includes health care, political situation, economic situation, and so on) from the HealthCorps (AmeriCorps), and you learn more internationally (which includes health care, culture, etc.) and will undergo more personal transformation in the Peace Corps. I have the dream of having fluent Spanish (learning another language would be great, too), so that is another reason for doing the Peace Corps. The advantages of doing a Fulbright are similar to the Peace Corps, except the Fulbright is possibly more prestigious, and I will be able to conduct supported research (probably some kind of medical anthropology or comparative health policy). With a Fulbright, it is questionable whether I would have the same kind of exposure as with the Peace Corps, so that is also something I am considering as well. So basically while I could do just Peace Corps (or Fulbright) or just AmeriCorps, doing both would give me both sorts of experiences.
I am an extremely goal oriented and focused individual. When I was in elementary school, I was the kid running around, disrupting class, and going to the principal. I need a lot to keep me occupied, and I think these kinds of activities might be the kinds of things I'd be interested in. This is why the notion of just working for few years before medical school is extremely unappealing to me, and it would drive me nuts. So I think I will do something a little more intense.
This is what I have been turning over in my head for the last couple days. Let me know what you think. If you think that this sounds like a good idea, let me know. If you think it sounds like a horrible idea, let me know. If you have done the Peace Corps or AmeriCorps (or Fulbright), please chime in. Apologies for the novella. I know I said I wouldn't write one.
So I am tossing some other ideas around, besides reapplication. I have spent the last couple of days researching my options. I am considering 2-3 years off, in the following manner. AmeriCorps for the first year, then either the Peace Corps or a Fulbright for the second and/or third year. A Fulbright is a crapshoot, so the former is more probable; if I am rejected for the Fulbright, I will do Peace Corps. If I do AmeriCorps, then the Peace Corps, that will mean 3 years off, which means I will be matriculating at 26, something I have no problem with.
The reason I want to do AmeriCorps (preferably HealthCorps) is:
1. Learn about myself, mature, and cultivate my leadership and people skills. I think I have been in school for quite a while, and over the last few years, all I have really been doing is "living in the books." When I didn't have enough classes to take and things to learn, I simply stacked more courses and research activities on top. "Living life" might be eye-opening and something different.
2. Learn about the healthcare system, poverty, etc. in the U.S. This will help me to have a better vision of what I want to do with a medical degree and whether I want to pursue an MPH or other graduate level degree. I have a ton of theoretical knowledge but much less real world experience. I suspect that if I enter medical school during the next application cycle, I will never get quite the same kind of real world experience that I would in AmeriCorps.
3. Pursue a lot of things I have wanted to do for a long time. Read some more of the philosophy that I have wanted to get around to, and continue to cultivate my book knowledge of the healthcare system.
4. Of course, to make a difference in people's lives. To cultivate a practical sense of what it means to make a difference in concrete terms, rather than the abstract sense that I currently have. I think this is a really important point to emphasize, but really difficult to relate without writing a novella, so I will refrain.
5. $5000 at the end to pay for a small bit of my rather intimidating debt.
My motivations for Peace Corps are similar. I am under the impression that you will learn more about domestic system (which includes health care, political situation, economic situation, and so on) from the HealthCorps (AmeriCorps), and you learn more internationally (which includes health care, culture, etc.) and will undergo more personal transformation in the Peace Corps. I have the dream of having fluent Spanish (learning another language would be great, too), so that is another reason for doing the Peace Corps. The advantages of doing a Fulbright are similar to the Peace Corps, except the Fulbright is possibly more prestigious, and I will be able to conduct supported research (probably some kind of medical anthropology or comparative health policy). With a Fulbright, it is questionable whether I would have the same kind of exposure as with the Peace Corps, so that is also something I am considering as well. So basically while I could do just Peace Corps (or Fulbright) or just AmeriCorps, doing both would give me both sorts of experiences.
I am an extremely goal oriented and focused individual. When I was in elementary school, I was the kid running around, disrupting class, and going to the principal. I need a lot to keep me occupied, and I think these kinds of activities might be the kinds of things I'd be interested in. This is why the notion of just working for few years before medical school is extremely unappealing to me, and it would drive me nuts. So I think I will do something a little more intense.
This is what I have been turning over in my head for the last couple days. Let me know what you think. If you think that this sounds like a good idea, let me know. If you think it sounds like a horrible idea, let me know. If you have done the Peace Corps or AmeriCorps (or Fulbright), please chime in. Apologies for the novella. I know I said I wouldn't write one.