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Hi there,
I'm married to a resident, soon to become a doc with what we all know will be a doc's large salary, but at the same time, I feel compelled to work full-time at whatever I end up doing, medicine or some other career. I also feel compelled to be the breadwinner. Anything less and I would feel like "less of a woman." Anyone else feel this way too? The thought of him making six figures and me not really makes me feel very bad about myself.
Have any other women gotten comments from well-meaning friends such as: "why are you working so hard at [pre-med]? You should just be a stay at home wife since your husband will be able to support you." Comments such as these, which I get regularly, INFURIATE me!!!! To the point where I no longer tell new acquaintances what my hubby does if I'm asked--I always say he's a high school teacher. And of course I never volunteer the info on what he does for a living. Because I hate getting these comments.
My desire to be the breadwinner, or at least an equal (but hopefully primary) breadwinner certainly does not come from my family background (my mom was, and still is, a stay at home wife.) So I certainly was not raised to think that the woman is the breadwinner--far from it, my parents are highly traditional and conservative, and in fact say the same things to me as I mentioned above!
It's a self-esteem thing for me. Any other women feel similarly? Or am I just weird to feel this way?
I'm married to a resident, soon to become a doc with what we all know will be a doc's large salary, but at the same time, I feel compelled to work full-time at whatever I end up doing, medicine or some other career. I also feel compelled to be the breadwinner. Anything less and I would feel like "less of a woman." Anyone else feel this way too? The thought of him making six figures and me not really makes me feel very bad about myself.
Have any other women gotten comments from well-meaning friends such as: "why are you working so hard at [pre-med]? You should just be a stay at home wife since your husband will be able to support you." Comments such as these, which I get regularly, INFURIATE me!!!! To the point where I no longer tell new acquaintances what my hubby does if I'm asked--I always say he's a high school teacher. And of course I never volunteer the info on what he does for a living. Because I hate getting these comments.
My desire to be the breadwinner, or at least an equal (but hopefully primary) breadwinner certainly does not come from my family background (my mom was, and still is, a stay at home wife.) So I certainly was not raised to think that the woman is the breadwinner--far from it, my parents are highly traditional and conservative, and in fact say the same things to me as I mentioned above!
It's a self-esteem thing for me. Any other women feel similarly? Or am I just weird to feel this way?