Last week I opened up my COMLEX score and was shocked to see a score of 407. It was the lowest I had scored from any of the COMSAE's. I hate to blame it on COVID, but up to this point I have studied exclusively in groups for accountability and we would meet at my school, so the combination of being alone and being home where my kids were running rampant definitely took its toll on effective studying.
After shedding a few tears, I have come to the conclusion that I still want to do whatever it takes to match for Anesthesia. I am willing to do whatever is necessary to reach that goal including hiring a company to help in the preparations for Level 2. I am willing to participate in more research, dress up in a clown suit and juggle. I really want this, but I don't want this score to define my career, and I want to choose FM because I love it, not because it was my only option. Is this even possible? I could use some words of encouragement as I am feeling really discouraged.