Hey guys! So I need some advice, no judgement please! I have a year full of bad grades literally, it all started out in Fall 2013, I decided to take a microbiology course and zoology course together with an additional science, which was a bad idea. I was starting out well but things went downhill last minute, and all my grades went down a letter grade. Following that semester, the classes I excelled in: math and chemistry, I didn't do too hot in them--I was devastated. I then thought it would be a good idea to take organic chem in the summer, didn't try as hard as I should have or any of that and failed miserably. I retook it in the fall and that went awful too, primarily because of course, I repeated my habits. However, I did manage a B in math. I am now retaking the zoology course and doing okay, still a small struggle but Im putting in effort and then organic chem is going great. I went to see my advisor and she did the GPA where you see new grades vs repeated grades and it came to a 3.2..I was shocked,I thought it would go higher. I just feel so depressed like I don't know what to do anymore. I was thinking a masters program but I hear so many different things about them, the cost, and there is uncertainty. My advisor said it would be a really good idea. I also don't know if I should really take a realistic look at this and honestly repeat the two C's I know I can get better in: general chemistry and microbiology and apply DO because there are several repeats in my transcript. I plan to graduate in Fall 2016 and MCAT in Winter 2017, take a gap year which was intended for a masters program but now, I don't know. I do really see myself as a doctor (I have doubted myself so many times but always came back to becoming a doctor) and doing so many great things but now I am just really scared because I feel like I've been completely lying to myself the entire time. Please, help.