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Apologies in advance for the novel, I just read this back and realized how long it is. Big thanks to anyone that actually reads this monster! Appreciate you all! 🙂
tl;dr, I was admittedly very mediocre during undergrad due to undiagnosed depression, got my life together and am now very successful in my current career and all academic pursuits since then. Looking for advice as a 27 yo planning to apply 2023-2024 cycle, see stats and more specific questions bolded at the bottom.
Frankly, I was very immature and had no idea what I wanted to do with my life the first time around the block, so I put in the bare minimum of effort. I started college at 17 and graduated just after turning 20 with a double major in two completely unrelated fields. There were a few times I actually forgot to show up to campus for exams, I was so checked out. I ended up graduating with a ~3.3 GPA with just one or two science classes (thank god for that). I never got anything below a B-, but a majority of my grades were in the B- to B+ range. I now realize that I was likely dealing with undiagnosed depression due to being an extremely closeted transgender gay person, and believing that my conservative family would never accept me.
I spent a gap year living as far away from my family as humanly possibly working menial jobs while basically growing up, getting my adult life together, and coming out. I started a MS degree and transitioned to my new gender the year after. Starting my transition turned my life around completely; everything got so much better, especially after my family had time to absorb my coming out and eventually express support. I went from getting peer feedback of negative personality, not fun to be around, etc, to glowing recommendations and leadership offers on almost every project I worked on. I graduated from my MS degree (very niche field unrelated to medicine) with a ~3.9 grad GPA and "Best In Show" and "Most Innovative" accolades from that industry's most important conference for a project that I was lead designer on.
I worked in this field for two years, then moved to a similar field (software engineering) and continued to rack up small awards and promotions: Employee of the Months, yearly promotions/raises, and leading department-wide additional duties like putting together an internship program, holding lunch and learns, etc. I was made team lead after about three years of work which is very quick in this industry, albeit at a small no-name company. As a software engineer, I have worked at two medical-related companies, which started the thought of medicine in my head.
I started taking 1-3 classes per semester starting in Summer 2020, and should finish up the chem sequence Fall 2022. I currently have a ~3.35 cGPA and ~3.7 sGPA, and am trending to finish somewhere around a ~3.45 cGPA and ~3.8 sGPA at my local CC. Unfortunately, the local uni does not allow second degree or postbacc students to take up slots in high demand courses like premed prereqs and I don't intend to take upper levels unless I have an unsuccessful first cycle. Until this April, I was working between 60 and 100 hours per week between my full time software job, teaching software part-time, and doing a freelance project here and there, which didn't leave a ton of time for premed stuff other than classes. However, I ended up getting laid off and have since leaned heavily into catching up.
I do intend to continue participating in the LGBT crisis line, but will probably cease the other volunteering stuff at the end of next summer to focus on research and shadowing. I am currently planning a 2023-2024 first cycle. Overall, my current stats and involvements by end of Fall 2022 are trending to look like:
Profile:
- FL resident
- White, very LGBTQ+
- cGPA: ~3.45 (~3.3 UG, ~3.8 PB)
- sGPA: ~3.8 (all but one class PB)
- gradGPA: ~3.9
- MCAT: no idea on this yet, I know this is a very important stat but I've got a few chem classes to go. I've already started working on the popular Anki decks, then intend to spend 3 months studying full-time and do a fancy prep course. I will delay the exam if I'm not averaging at least 510 on practices.
Work:
- Software Engineer / prior niche career field: ~10k hours
- Software Engineering Instructor: ~3k hours
- Small Business Owner: ~1k hours
Clinical volunteering:
- LGBT crisis line: ~225 hours over 1.5 years
- Hospital volunteering: ~200 hours over 1 year
- Respite care for a family friend with MS: 70 hours over a summer
Non-clinical volunteering:
- Epilepsy Camp: 50 hours over a summer
- Planned Parenthood phone/text banking: not sure on this one as it's a non-regular commitment, maybe 50ish hours over 1 year
- Civil Air Patrol: ~150 hours of meetings / teaching cadets about engineering and aeronautics over 1.5 years; planning to help with hurricane season deployments next summer, not sure how many hours that will be
Fun stuff:
- Pilot training: ~50 hours
- Musical hobby with community groups: ~2.5k hours since freshman year of high school, ~1.5k since graduating high school
- Niche nerd hobby: ~1k hours during undergrad, 1 of 20 people to get a fully paid trip to participate in a national conference that helped shape the national collegiate governing body
Red/Yellow Flags:
- 0 research with no concrete plans currently; just haven't had time for this yet tbh.
- 0 shadowing; not having any luck with the ~25 physicians I've contacted so far. I did ~20 hours virtual shadowing earlier during COVID but I heard that this is useless.
- W in Calculus Spring 2021 when I was burning 100+ hour weeks at the startup that laid me off. I withdrew pretty early after realizing the work situation, but it was unfortunately just past the deadline to drop without having a W. I suck at math so I figured a W is better than a C or worse.
Now that you know my life story, here are my questions:
1) What caliber of schools should I be considering at this juncture? Being that I have such a big dip between my cGPA and sGPA, I'm a bit confused on what schools will consider my academic ability to be.
2) How do old guys get research and shadowing experience? I am seriously at a loss, with ~50 unsuccessful requests between various local uni labs and physicians. I've asked this before but tbh the stuff people suggested didn't work for me. Would love some more thoughts.
3) Is shadowing a hard requirement? I'm honestly getting concerned that I won't be able to find a physician willing to let me shadow. My local health system isn't allowing shadowing until at least next year still due to COVID and there will be a backlog of current undergrad students that will likely get priority over me as the health system is associated with the school. No private practice doctors have even rung me back yet after ~3 months of calling various places around town.
4) Should I get a paid clinical position to continue accruing experience once my stint at the hospital volunteering program has run its course? Not sure if a few hundred hours of hospital and crisis line is enough, but I already have several meaningful experiences that have affirmed my choice in pursuing medicine.
5) I do intend to work full-time as a software engineer again after I finish my coursework to pay off the rest of my consumer debt and save for the first year of med school living expenses. Is that going to be an issue as long as I continue doing 1-2 shifts a week of something premed-ey?
6) Is there anything else I ought to be doing or have missed?
tl;dr, I was admittedly very mediocre during undergrad due to undiagnosed depression, got my life together and am now very successful in my current career and all academic pursuits since then. Looking for advice as a 27 yo planning to apply 2023-2024 cycle, see stats and more specific questions bolded at the bottom.
Frankly, I was very immature and had no idea what I wanted to do with my life the first time around the block, so I put in the bare minimum of effort. I started college at 17 and graduated just after turning 20 with a double major in two completely unrelated fields. There were a few times I actually forgot to show up to campus for exams, I was so checked out. I ended up graduating with a ~3.3 GPA with just one or two science classes (thank god for that). I never got anything below a B-, but a majority of my grades were in the B- to B+ range. I now realize that I was likely dealing with undiagnosed depression due to being an extremely closeted transgender gay person, and believing that my conservative family would never accept me.
I spent a gap year living as far away from my family as humanly possibly working menial jobs while basically growing up, getting my adult life together, and coming out. I started a MS degree and transitioned to my new gender the year after. Starting my transition turned my life around completely; everything got so much better, especially after my family had time to absorb my coming out and eventually express support. I went from getting peer feedback of negative personality, not fun to be around, etc, to glowing recommendations and leadership offers on almost every project I worked on. I graduated from my MS degree (very niche field unrelated to medicine) with a ~3.9 grad GPA and "Best In Show" and "Most Innovative" accolades from that industry's most important conference for a project that I was lead designer on.
I worked in this field for two years, then moved to a similar field (software engineering) and continued to rack up small awards and promotions: Employee of the Months, yearly promotions/raises, and leading department-wide additional duties like putting together an internship program, holding lunch and learns, etc. I was made team lead after about three years of work which is very quick in this industry, albeit at a small no-name company. As a software engineer, I have worked at two medical-related companies, which started the thought of medicine in my head.
I started taking 1-3 classes per semester starting in Summer 2020, and should finish up the chem sequence Fall 2022. I currently have a ~3.35 cGPA and ~3.7 sGPA, and am trending to finish somewhere around a ~3.45 cGPA and ~3.8 sGPA at my local CC. Unfortunately, the local uni does not allow second degree or postbacc students to take up slots in high demand courses like premed prereqs and I don't intend to take upper levels unless I have an unsuccessful first cycle. Until this April, I was working between 60 and 100 hours per week between my full time software job, teaching software part-time, and doing a freelance project here and there, which didn't leave a ton of time for premed stuff other than classes. However, I ended up getting laid off and have since leaned heavily into catching up.
I do intend to continue participating in the LGBT crisis line, but will probably cease the other volunteering stuff at the end of next summer to focus on research and shadowing. I am currently planning a 2023-2024 first cycle. Overall, my current stats and involvements by end of Fall 2022 are trending to look like:
Profile:
- FL resident
- White, very LGBTQ+
- cGPA: ~3.45 (~3.3 UG, ~3.8 PB)
- sGPA: ~3.8 (all but one class PB)
- gradGPA: ~3.9
- MCAT: no idea on this yet, I know this is a very important stat but I've got a few chem classes to go. I've already started working on the popular Anki decks, then intend to spend 3 months studying full-time and do a fancy prep course. I will delay the exam if I'm not averaging at least 510 on practices.
Work:
- Software Engineer / prior niche career field: ~10k hours
- Software Engineering Instructor: ~3k hours
- Small Business Owner: ~1k hours
Clinical volunteering:
- LGBT crisis line: ~225 hours over 1.5 years
- Hospital volunteering: ~200 hours over 1 year
- Respite care for a family friend with MS: 70 hours over a summer
Non-clinical volunteering:
- Epilepsy Camp: 50 hours over a summer
- Planned Parenthood phone/text banking: not sure on this one as it's a non-regular commitment, maybe 50ish hours over 1 year
- Civil Air Patrol: ~150 hours of meetings / teaching cadets about engineering and aeronautics over 1.5 years; planning to help with hurricane season deployments next summer, not sure how many hours that will be
Fun stuff:
- Pilot training: ~50 hours
- Musical hobby with community groups: ~2.5k hours since freshman year of high school, ~1.5k since graduating high school
- Niche nerd hobby: ~1k hours during undergrad, 1 of 20 people to get a fully paid trip to participate in a national conference that helped shape the national collegiate governing body
Red/Yellow Flags:
- 0 research with no concrete plans currently; just haven't had time for this yet tbh.
- 0 shadowing; not having any luck with the ~25 physicians I've contacted so far. I did ~20 hours virtual shadowing earlier during COVID but I heard that this is useless.
- W in Calculus Spring 2021 when I was burning 100+ hour weeks at the startup that laid me off. I withdrew pretty early after realizing the work situation, but it was unfortunately just past the deadline to drop without having a W. I suck at math so I figured a W is better than a C or worse.
Now that you know my life story, here are my questions:
1) What caliber of schools should I be considering at this juncture? Being that I have such a big dip between my cGPA and sGPA, I'm a bit confused on what schools will consider my academic ability to be.
2) How do old guys get research and shadowing experience? I am seriously at a loss, with ~50 unsuccessful requests between various local uni labs and physicians. I've asked this before but tbh the stuff people suggested didn't work for me. Would love some more thoughts.
3) Is shadowing a hard requirement? I'm honestly getting concerned that I won't be able to find a physician willing to let me shadow. My local health system isn't allowing shadowing until at least next year still due to COVID and there will be a backlog of current undergrad students that will likely get priority over me as the health system is associated with the school. No private practice doctors have even rung me back yet after ~3 months of calling various places around town.
4) Should I get a paid clinical position to continue accruing experience once my stint at the hospital volunteering program has run its course? Not sure if a few hundred hours of hospital and crisis line is enough, but I already have several meaningful experiences that have affirmed my choice in pursuing medicine.
5) I do intend to work full-time as a software engineer again after I finish my coursework to pay off the rest of my consumer debt and save for the first year of med school living expenses. Is that going to be an issue as long as I continue doing 1-2 shifts a week of something premed-ey?
6) Is there anything else I ought to be doing or have missed?