I seriously love you guys and I've never even met you.

Reading your posts and feeling like I'm not alone has helped me so much in the past few months. I'm sorry for the long ass narrative I'm about to write, but maybe some of you who are struggling can relate and it'll help you.
This semester was really rough. I was just taking biochem (only prerequisite I still needed) and working, but on September 29th, my grandmother, who I lived with for 18 years, died. My biochem grade slipped significantly. I had the biggest hole to dig myself out of. As you all know, I needed at least a C.
I had an interview at western in November, then one at UPEI a week later. I'm an average student with great experience, so I was thrilled to be offered interviews at all! But, all the travel and expenses were hard when I was trying to play catch up in biochem. To top it off, I asked a girl in my class to send me the notes because I would be missing class friday for the interview and there was a quiz on Monday. She neglected to send me a very important chart that the entire quiz was based on and I bombed it.
I had a total mental breakdown the second I got into my car after the quiz. I pulled myself together and decided to go talk to my professor. I couldn't hold it together in his office and totally broke down, cried, and explained everything to him. So. Embarrassing. He was really understanding AND he allowed me to retake the quiz. I was so lucky to have such an awesome professor.
I studied so hard to bring my grade up, but I was constantly worried about what would happen if I didn't get this grade and I got accepted somewhere. I assume they would revoke acceptance unless I retook the class in the spring and nobody teaches biochem 1 in the spring. I've been stressing so hard.
I needed at least a 60% on the final to hit that C.
Today, I found out that I got an 80% and I'll finish the class with a C+!!! I've never been so happy to have a C+.
I feel so much relief right now. I can finally breathe and process everything that has happened the past few months. Of course I'm still stressed about admission decisions, which should be soon (Western next week and AVC in early January). But I find out on Monday that now I have an interview at Kansas State in January to look forward to!
So thank you to all of you guys. Whether I get in this cycle or not, I hope that I can someday meet some of you!
Now take a deep breath, draw a warm bath (it's cold and snowing where I live so I might actually do this), netflix binge, do whatever you want to do now that we're on break! 