After applying to multiple doctoral-level and masters-level programs in Clinical Psychology, Counseling, and MFT, I've narrowed my choice down to two programs: A PsyD in Clinical Psychology from The Chicago School of Professional Psychology (Chicago Campus), and a MA in Mental Health Counseling from Northwestern University. As I've come to understand, there is quite a bit of difference in training, philosophy, and scope between mental health counseling and clinical psychology. The main difference, as I understand it, is the emphasis on assessment in clinical psychology. This brings me to believe that the answer to whether I should pursue the PsyD or the MA lies in whether I want to do assessments or not. In my opinion, this is a bit of a catch-22 in that I do not know if I want to do assessments since I've never been exposed to doing assessments. I have some research experience from two clinical psych labs I was in in undergrad, but it was cut short due to Covid and I did not deal with any assessments in those labs. I've asked psychologists in my local area if they would be willing to allow me to shadow, with no success. All this being said, I feel unprepared to make this decision.
This is a good time to mention that, having been exposed to the research side of Clinical Psychology in an academic setting, I've established that I do not want to pursue a PhD in Clinical Psychology. I understand I will be doing research and a dissertation in my PsyD as well, but I am not interested in it being my main focus. There may be those who disagree with me and try to convince me to consider the PhD route, but I've explored this option thoroughly with my research mentors, one of whom is the director of graduate admissions in the Psych department of my undergraduate institution.
I know I want to do therapy. I have no doubts about that. I picture myself working in either a hospital or private/group practice setting. I would love to eventually own a group practice, or several. (I do have some business acumen from having owned a property maintenance business to support myself during undergrad). However, I know myself well enough to know that it's very possible that I may eventually grow bored/unstimulated by doing ONLY therapy. I REALLY like the scope of work that comes with the doctorate degree. I currently have interests in several specialization fields: Forensic, Health, Neuro, and Sports. If I go the PsyD route, I would obviously plan to make a decision on just one. I would like to work primarily with teens and adults dealing with trauma, psychosis, identity issues, personality disorders, and dissociative disorders. I have some other interests as well, like substance use disorder, social anxiety disorder, and autism-spectrum disorders, but I consider these interests auxiliary to my main interests. I understand I can treat/diagnose some, if not all, of these populations with a masters degree (clarification on this would be appreciated), but I feel that the extra training I will receive in the theory of the causes of these types of disorders, as well as the assessment component to ensure accurate diagnoses, all will amount to me becoming a more effective, well-rounded clinician. However, having never been a clinician, I'm ignorant to how rational or delusional this thought process may be. Your thoughts on this are also appreciated.
Then comes the practical/logical sides of this decision. I'm 33 years old. I started college later in life and, due to life circumstances and two separate fluke medical issues (a cavernous malformation in the brain, and testicular cancer), didn't graduate until I was 31. I'm healthy now, but always feel like I'm playing catch-up. In undergrad, I did not believe grad school was in the cards for me as I wanted to "start my life" as soon as possible. However, I wasn't willing to let go of the possibility entirely. Therefore, I decided to major in both Psychology and Computer Science. My rationale was that I could hang my passions for psychology on the shelf and use the CS degree right out of the gate to make a good, stable income. Then, if I chose to pursue my passions later in life, I could use my Psych degree to pursue that. Well, later came sooner than expected. I realized pretty early on that I was not going to be happy working in tech, no matter what my paycheck looked like.
First, the amount of debt I will be taking on. Both programs are EXPENSIVE. For the MA, I'm looking at north of $100k for the degree. This price is madness for just a masters degree. However, Northwestern has been my dream school since I was a freshman in high school. My aforementioned life circumstances prevented me from pursuing my undergrad at Northwestern. Getting accepted there for this MA program thrilled me. I got accepted to some other, cheaper masters programs in Counseling and MFT as well. However, while trying to keep my biases in check, I compared the curricula of these programs and can honestly say that I chose Northwestern over the other masters programs for it's curriculum. The PsyD will likely be north of $300k. This includes grad plus loans I will be using for living expenses. I will be living off of about $30k/year with these grad plus loans. This is, again, madness. I understand my salary will never reach $200k-$300k/year with this degree, so that level of debt is definitely scary. However, I recently met with a student loan specialist. We made a specialized spreadsheet to simulate several scenarios (i.e. various levels of debt and income) and determined that this could still be manageable under the PAYE program offered to federal student loan borrowers. I would pay 10% of my discretionary income every month for 20 years. At that point the remaining amount on the loans are forgiven. It's very possible there will be a substantially large tax bomb at that point, but I believe I can prepare for such a thing given 20 years time.
Second, the amount of time spent in school. The MA program offers three tracks. The standard track is approx. 2 years. The part-time track is approx. 2 1/2 years. And the accelerated track is approx. 18 months. Being an older student, this sounds much better than the 5 years + 1 year internship + 1-2 years post-doc for specialization. This also adds to the amount of time I won't be working/making money. However, the obvious trade-off here is that with the extra time in training, I will be granted a wider scope of work. I'm currently engaged. My fiance has a stable career and is very supportive of me and whichever route I choose. We want to have kids one day. I'd be lying if I said I don't feel pressed for time to have kids. As irrational as it may seem, I'm scared of being an "old dad". I also would like my mom to have a good relationship with my kids before she gets too old to do so (Just some of the worries I have on a daily basis. Am I going into the right field?). Jokes aside, the time to completion is a legitimate concern for me. One good thing here, my fiance is 9 years younger than me. So she does not share the same urgency to have children, at least not yet. So she is ok with waiting until I'm done with school to start a family.
Lastly, logistics. The MA at Northwestern is an online program. I will obviously be in person for my practicum and internship. There are also several mandatory in-person immersion experiences held in Evanston, IL. This is only an hour and a half from me, so this program works out very well in terms of travel/commute. The PsyD is in-person. The campus is located in downtown Chicago. I will be on campus 3-5 days a week. Each day I go to campus will require a 30 minute drive to a train station, a little over an hour-long train ride to downtown Chicago, then a 1 mile walk/bike to the school. The train fare alone will cost me about $275/month.
Some extra information, if you need it: I graduated undergrad with a B.S. in Psychology and Computer Science with a 3.345 GPA. I had about 1 1/2 years of research experience.
These are all the factors I'm currently weighing between these two programs. Please, any advice/insight you can offer is welcomed and appreciated. Thank you.
This is a good time to mention that, having been exposed to the research side of Clinical Psychology in an academic setting, I've established that I do not want to pursue a PhD in Clinical Psychology. I understand I will be doing research and a dissertation in my PsyD as well, but I am not interested in it being my main focus. There may be those who disagree with me and try to convince me to consider the PhD route, but I've explored this option thoroughly with my research mentors, one of whom is the director of graduate admissions in the Psych department of my undergraduate institution.
I know I want to do therapy. I have no doubts about that. I picture myself working in either a hospital or private/group practice setting. I would love to eventually own a group practice, or several. (I do have some business acumen from having owned a property maintenance business to support myself during undergrad). However, I know myself well enough to know that it's very possible that I may eventually grow bored/unstimulated by doing ONLY therapy. I REALLY like the scope of work that comes with the doctorate degree. I currently have interests in several specialization fields: Forensic, Health, Neuro, and Sports. If I go the PsyD route, I would obviously plan to make a decision on just one. I would like to work primarily with teens and adults dealing with trauma, psychosis, identity issues, personality disorders, and dissociative disorders. I have some other interests as well, like substance use disorder, social anxiety disorder, and autism-spectrum disorders, but I consider these interests auxiliary to my main interests. I understand I can treat/diagnose some, if not all, of these populations with a masters degree (clarification on this would be appreciated), but I feel that the extra training I will receive in the theory of the causes of these types of disorders, as well as the assessment component to ensure accurate diagnoses, all will amount to me becoming a more effective, well-rounded clinician. However, having never been a clinician, I'm ignorant to how rational or delusional this thought process may be. Your thoughts on this are also appreciated.
Then comes the practical/logical sides of this decision. I'm 33 years old. I started college later in life and, due to life circumstances and two separate fluke medical issues (a cavernous malformation in the brain, and testicular cancer), didn't graduate until I was 31. I'm healthy now, but always feel like I'm playing catch-up. In undergrad, I did not believe grad school was in the cards for me as I wanted to "start my life" as soon as possible. However, I wasn't willing to let go of the possibility entirely. Therefore, I decided to major in both Psychology and Computer Science. My rationale was that I could hang my passions for psychology on the shelf and use the CS degree right out of the gate to make a good, stable income. Then, if I chose to pursue my passions later in life, I could use my Psych degree to pursue that. Well, later came sooner than expected. I realized pretty early on that I was not going to be happy working in tech, no matter what my paycheck looked like.
First, the amount of debt I will be taking on. Both programs are EXPENSIVE. For the MA, I'm looking at north of $100k for the degree. This price is madness for just a masters degree. However, Northwestern has been my dream school since I was a freshman in high school. My aforementioned life circumstances prevented me from pursuing my undergrad at Northwestern. Getting accepted there for this MA program thrilled me. I got accepted to some other, cheaper masters programs in Counseling and MFT as well. However, while trying to keep my biases in check, I compared the curricula of these programs and can honestly say that I chose Northwestern over the other masters programs for it's curriculum. The PsyD will likely be north of $300k. This includes grad plus loans I will be using for living expenses. I will be living off of about $30k/year with these grad plus loans. This is, again, madness. I understand my salary will never reach $200k-$300k/year with this degree, so that level of debt is definitely scary. However, I recently met with a student loan specialist. We made a specialized spreadsheet to simulate several scenarios (i.e. various levels of debt and income) and determined that this could still be manageable under the PAYE program offered to federal student loan borrowers. I would pay 10% of my discretionary income every month for 20 years. At that point the remaining amount on the loans are forgiven. It's very possible there will be a substantially large tax bomb at that point, but I believe I can prepare for such a thing given 20 years time.
Second, the amount of time spent in school. The MA program offers three tracks. The standard track is approx. 2 years. The part-time track is approx. 2 1/2 years. And the accelerated track is approx. 18 months. Being an older student, this sounds much better than the 5 years + 1 year internship + 1-2 years post-doc for specialization. This also adds to the amount of time I won't be working/making money. However, the obvious trade-off here is that with the extra time in training, I will be granted a wider scope of work. I'm currently engaged. My fiance has a stable career and is very supportive of me and whichever route I choose. We want to have kids one day. I'd be lying if I said I don't feel pressed for time to have kids. As irrational as it may seem, I'm scared of being an "old dad". I also would like my mom to have a good relationship with my kids before she gets too old to do so (Just some of the worries I have on a daily basis. Am I going into the right field?). Jokes aside, the time to completion is a legitimate concern for me. One good thing here, my fiance is 9 years younger than me. So she does not share the same urgency to have children, at least not yet. So she is ok with waiting until I'm done with school to start a family.
Lastly, logistics. The MA at Northwestern is an online program. I will obviously be in person for my practicum and internship. There are also several mandatory in-person immersion experiences held in Evanston, IL. This is only an hour and a half from me, so this program works out very well in terms of travel/commute. The PsyD is in-person. The campus is located in downtown Chicago. I will be on campus 3-5 days a week. Each day I go to campus will require a 30 minute drive to a train station, a little over an hour-long train ride to downtown Chicago, then a 1 mile walk/bike to the school. The train fare alone will cost me about $275/month.
Some extra information, if you need it: I graduated undergrad with a B.S. in Psychology and Computer Science with a 3.345 GPA. I had about 1 1/2 years of research experience.
These are all the factors I'm currently weighing between these two programs. Please, any advice/insight you can offer is welcomed and appreciated. Thank you.
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