Anyone ever second guess their choice in EM (or any specialty for that matter)? I guess I'd put myself into the category of people who overanalyzes everything, but before med school and throughout the first half of med school, I thought I was going to be a surgeon. When I finally went through the clerkship last year, I don't think I had a good experience: never felt like I was doing anything, so it's easy to dislike something and be bored when you're not really involved. And I feel like I was at one of the more malignant sites we have where residents are stressed through the roof and not really interested in med students (not that many are! haha).
So after that clerkship, I found myself pursuing EM because I already had connections in the field and things just kind of fell into place. I did my home sub I and it was ok, but it didn't wow me or give me that epiphany that if I can't do this I don't want to be a doctor type thing. I had more fun at my away rotation, but again it was just more comfortable than enjoyment I guess. Now looking back I'm wondering if I just took the path of least resistance and went into the field where things just lined up. I've already gotten 2 SLOE's and a non EM letter and submitted my app on ERAS to 40 places. It feels like I've pretty much gone down the path and can't turn around at this point. Can't take a year off or add an extra year.
Maybe I'm just being my naturally anxious self, but does has anyone felt like this before? Is this just cold feet or did I actually make a mistake? As always, you guys are a big support. Thanks
So after that clerkship, I found myself pursuing EM because I already had connections in the field and things just kind of fell into place. I did my home sub I and it was ok, but it didn't wow me or give me that epiphany that if I can't do this I don't want to be a doctor type thing. I had more fun at my away rotation, but again it was just more comfortable than enjoyment I guess. Now looking back I'm wondering if I just took the path of least resistance and went into the field where things just lined up. I've already gotten 2 SLOE's and a non EM letter and submitted my app on ERAS to 40 places. It feels like I've pretty much gone down the path and can't turn around at this point. Can't take a year off or add an extra year.
Maybe I'm just being my naturally anxious self, but does has anyone felt like this before? Is this just cold feet or did I actually make a mistake? As always, you guys are a big support. Thanks